Brought into the light
An Alex and Will Fan fiction

by Dan 1966

     Will and Alex's little adventure comes to an end.

Part 2

Thursday Morning
Municipal Court of Ocean County
May 20, 2018 10am
Ocean Pass

       Will sat nervously with Fritz Katts at the defendant table fidgeting with his tie and every now and then looking back at his parents and only a brief moment at Alex as he sat with Denise Brisby. Everyone in the room waited for the judge to arrive...which didn't take long...

      The large male lion appeared through a side door in the court room as a Yellow tiger, obviously the Bailiff....called out with a booming voice....

     “Here, Here! The District Court of Ocean is open for Arraignment session. His honor, Judge Mufasa Pride presiding! All rise and give respect to his honor!”

      Mufasa took his place at the bench and sat silently for a moment before speaking....

      William Gray and counsel approach the bench. “Mufasa said in his deep serious voice.”

      Will got out of his seat and walked, his legs felt like they might give out, his stomach was tied in knots and he couldn't hide the fear as he took one look at the judge and cowarded for a moment in his presence...

      Mufasa took up the charging paperwork and read it for a moment in silence....

     “William Gray....19 years old....you are charged with the following crimes....

Charge 1: An act of sexual violence upon the victim, Alexander Gray, who at the time was ten years old upon which you committed oral and anal sodomy.

Charge 2: repeated acts of oral and anal sodomy upon one Alexander Gray from the age of ten to the age of 13 years.

Charge 3: An act of anal sodomy upon one Kimba Kinison, age 12.

Charge 4: Accessing cub pornography on repeated occasions.

       Mufasa looked down at Will who couldn't look the big lion in the face....”Son? Please look at me, you are being disrespectful.”

      Will looked up.....

       “William Gray?.....How do you  plead?” Mufasa asked.

       “Guilty your honor.” Will replied.

       Mufasa sat back in his chair. “And do you, William Gray, understand the horrific nature of your acts and accept the responsibilities these actions carry?”

      “Yes.....your honor.” Will replied.

        “What do you have to say for yourself?” Mufasa asked.

         “I have no defense your honor....” Will replied. “I dishonored my parents. I caused terrible harm to my own brother. I don't deserve any mercy...none....I can't reverse the crimes I have done nor can I run away from them. I accept whatever punishment is given to me.”

        Mufasa gave out a low growl....”Given that you have no prior offenses and that this report speaks in positive favor of your efforts to be absolutely truthful and obedient to law enforcement authorities and you have offered yourself as states evidence in a much larger and more egregious case of crimes against young cubs....William Gray, the court finds you guilty as charged and accepts the writ of counsel. A sentence hearing is thus waved. After review of all evidence and materials, it is the decision of this court that you William Gray.....

 1.	Be sentenced to 30 years in state prison without parole....suspended sentence. This sentence will be immediately instated if you commit another act of sexual violence upon a cub.
 2.	That you be placed on legal probation for ten years from this day. To meet with the officer of Paroles twice a week.
 3.	That you attend sex offender rehabilitation for a period of five years from this date.
 4.	That you wear a location monitoring device for the next five years from this date. Length of time to be determined by your progress in sex offender rehabilitation.
 5.	That you have no contact with any cub under the age of 18 years for a period no less than ten years from this date. Length of time to be determined  by your progress in sex offender rehabilitation.
 6.	That you are to have no one-on-one contact with one Alexander Gray without approved supervision of a guardian or state representative for a period of ten years from this date.
 7.	That you will have no contact what so ever with a fur named Kimba Kinison from this date.
 8.	That you will have no access to the internet by any means without guardianship or approved supervision for a period not less than ten years from this date.
 9.	That you will not be allowed to travel away from your current home of record for a period of five years without being accompanied by a guardian or approved witness by the state.
 10.	That you will not access any form of pornographic material for a period of five years from this date while undergoing sex offender rehabilitation.

       Mufasa gave Will a slight point with his large paw finger. “William Gray? Do you understand what I have told you?”

      Will stood strait....”Yes, your honor.”

      “You....are being given one chance to make right from this tragedy young man. You mess this up? And you know fully well what will happen to you....don't you?” Mufasa growled.

      “Yes Sir!” Will replied sternly.

       That being said....Mufasa sat back....”The defendant is hereby Remanded to the custody of Mister Gordon and Mrs Grace Gray. Since I am not finished yet? Will the court please hold back on any outbursts?”

      Mufasa grabbed the next packet of papers....”

     “Alexander Gray and counsel approach the bench. “Mufasa said in his deep serious voice.”

      Alex put Denise on his shoulder and walked up to the bench.
      
Mufasa took up the charging paperwork and read it for a moment in silence....

     “Alexander Gray....13 years old....you are charged with the following crimes....

Charge 1: Solicitation of self for the purpose of producing and distributing cub pornography for the purposes of sexually gratifying an adult over the age of 18.

Charge 2: Solicitation of self for the purpose of sexually gratifying an adult over the age of 18.

Charge 3: Providing one Kimba Kinison, age 12, for the purposes of the sexual gratification of an adult.

Charge 4: Accessing cub pornography on repeated occasions.

     Mufasa looked at Alex with a frown. “How do you plead, Alexander Gray?”

     “Guilty Sir.” Alexander replied.

        Mufasa gave out a low growl....”Given that you have no prior offenses and that this report speaks in positive favor of your efforts to be absolutely truthful and obedient to law enforcement authorities and have offered yourself as states evidence in a much larger and more egregious case of crimes against young cubs and the offenses you yourself have had to endure....Alexander Gray, the court finds you guilty as charged and accepts the writ of counsel. A sentence hearing is thus waved. After review of all evidence and materials, it is the decision of this court that you Alexander Gray.....

 11.	Be sentenced to 10 years in state prison without parole....suspended sentence. This sentence will be immediately instated if you commit another act of sexual violence upon a cub. Deceive a cub into following you into sexual practices with an adult or submit yourself by your own will for sexual practices with any adult before your age of 18 years.
 12.	That you be placed on legal probation for five years from this day. To meet with the officer of Paroles twice a week.
 13.	That you attend sex offender rehabilitation for a period of five years from this date.
 14.	That you wear a location monitoring device for the next five years from this date. Length of time to be determined by your progress in sex offender rehabilitation.
 15.	That you have no contact with any cub under the age of 18 years for a period no less than ten years from this date. Length of time to be determined  by your progress in sex offender rehabilitation.
 16.	That you are to have no one on one contact with one William Gray without approved supervision of a guardian or state representative for a period of ten years from this date.
 17.	That you will have no contact what so ever with a fur named Kimba Kinison from this date.
 18.	That you will have no access to the internet by any means without guardianship or approved supervision for a period not less than ten years from this date.
 19.	That you will not be allowed to travel away from your current home of record for a period of five years without being accompanied by a guardian or approved witness by the state.
 20.	That you will not access any form or pornographic material for a period of five years from this date while undergoing sex offender rehabilitation.

       Mufasa gave Alex a slight point with his large paw finger. “Alexander Gray? Do you understand what I have told you?”

      Alex replied sullenly....”Yes, your honor.”

      “Now I am serious young man. You break any of these orders and you will go to prison even at your young age....understand me?”

      “Yes Sir.” Alex replied sounding depressed.

       That being said....Mufasa sat back....”The defendant is hereby Remanded to the custody of Mister Gordon and Mrs Grace Gray.” Mufasa turned to the bailiff. “Please escort William and Alex Gray to the processing department so they may be fitted with their tracking bracelets and turned over to their parents.”

      “Yes your honor.” The tiger replied as he beckoned Will and Alex to follow him, A few minutes later, Alex was watching a police officer lock the tracking bracelet on the young wolf's leg...

     “I'm supposed to shower with this thing too?” Alex snorted.

     “Shower....eat....sleep.....shit....it's just another appendage you need to get used to kid.”

      Alex snorted at Will. “He's got a wrist one. Why can't I have a wrist one?”

      “Beggars can't be choosers kid.” The police officer said as he finished checking the device. “Now the monitor batteries need to be changed every six months. The devices will start beeping to remind you to take them to your parole officer.”

       After a half hour of signing what felt like a Mount Everest worth of legal papers, Will and Alex followed their parents to the car. Except for hugs from their mother, the ride felt anything but happy. In fact to Will, it felt like a ride to the execution block with their father's face going between being upset....to being pissed.

       Will knew his Dad could easily snap his neck or just take him into the basement for a good beat down...if he wanted too and there wasn't a thing Will could do to stop him. As they reached the house, the worse thing was that the police already had signs posted on the house identifying both him and Alex as sex offenders. The worst thing about it, they used the most innocent looking picture for Alex, all happy and smiling which made Will feel like dirt.

       The house felt cold, more so with Gordon's unemotional gaze as the boys stood 
unnaturally apart from each other. When Grace asked if they wanted ice cream...it must have been too much for Alex to bear....he started balling...

       Grace wanted to go to him but Gordon put his hand out and stop her cold...”Let him get it out Grace.”

        Gordon then turned to Will. “You....sit there.” The big Wolf growled. He then pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and dabbed Alex's face....”Come on Alex...”

       Will watched his Father sit Alex down and slowly petted him until he stopped crying and then he gave Will a serious looking “I will fucken kill you.” look before Gordon stood up and started pacing around with his “guns” his big SAR swimmer arms folded. He stopped and stared both of his sons down then sighed deeply....

     “William? Alexander? Look at me...” Gordon said. “Boys? Look at me.” Gordon said again with his fingers pointing at his face to accent the seriousness.

     “Obviously? I'm not happy.” Gordon said. “You both abused our trust. You've both threatened our home. You've threatened our lives. This house belongs to you Mother and I.....not you two!” Gordon stopped to control his temper. “Now....we love you two. We both might be “a little upset” but we love both of you but that love ends when you two dare to violate our trust which trust me? You both will have to bust your asses to gain back.”

     Gordon started pushing a finger into a palm. “You both will do what we tell you. You'll live the way we tell you to live. You'll act the way we tell you to act and if you want to complain about it? There's the door and right after you go out the door? You go right into a police cruiser and right to prison.”

     Gordon went over to Alexander and got in his snoot. “Do you have a problem with what I just said?”

     Alex cowarded in the chair.

     “Alexander? Do you have a problem?” Gordon asked again.

     “No Daddy.” Alex replied.

     Gordon Looked at Will and walked up to him. “I expect you to set a good example... William....though so far? You've shown you can....” Gordon stopped. “Sigh”....”You can tell my level of disappointment with you. You had better not....” Gordon had to stop. He then snatched Will off the couch by an arm and started to drag him towards the basement door!

    “WHINE! WHINE! WHINE!” Will screeched in terror causing his mother to come running from the Kitchen...

    “GORDON NO!” She cried.

    “DAD! DON'T KILL WILL!” Alex screamed.

     “EVERYONE CALM DOWN!” Gordon yelled. “Calm......down.......” The big Wolf said as he slowly waved a hand and then closed the door behind him as he led Will into the basement...

     The teenage wolf stood against the Washing machine crying as his Father stood watching...”Got you scared enough I think?” Gordon asked as he walked up and took Will into his arms....”Come on Son...it isn't the end of the world.”

    “I'm sorry Dad....” Will sobbed. “I'm sorry.....I'm sorry....”

    “Let it all come out William.” Gordon said as he petted his older son's head tuft...”A little bump in the road but I didn't raise a quitter nor a candy ass.”

    Will backed away wiping his eyes. “If you wanted to beat the shit out of me, I wouldn't have defended myself.”

    “If you didn't try to fight back then I know I raised a candy ass.” Gordon replied. “Son, you've done a bad thing....if “bad thing” or any other word could describe something gross...but you've taken responsibility so far and done what I asked so...it's progress. Now I need you to be the example for your little brother through all this mess.”

    Will frowned. “Me? A fucking example?”

     “You start putting yourself down and I will kick your snoot in.” Gordon snorted. “He's going to need you Will. I have a terrible feeling there's more going on with Alex than any of us know. Which is why I brought you down here.”

     Gordon took out a piece of paper and handed it to Will. “Denise, Alex's social case worker at Juvie Justice gave me that.”

    Will read the paper and frowned...“Who the hell is......Bowie?” he asked.

      “I don't know.” Gordon replied. “That's the name Alex was uttering when he was caught playing with himself in that jail cell. Your mother and I have no clue at all, Denise wants us to watch Alex very close which is why you have to be to him what you've always been...the one he looks too for affection....and NOT that kind!”

       Will sighed deeply....”Alright Dad...I promise I'll watch over him. I just.....I just....”

       “I know....you have to deal with your own shit. But...I think you'll make it just fine Son, you got it in you. Alex has your mother and I scared shitless. We can't handle him alone.”

      Gordon chest punched Will....”Now how about some ice cream? We have a lot of rules to go over.”

     Gordon and Grace sat with Will and Alex as they ate bowls of ice cream....

     “Now...” Gordon said. “Your mother had to get leave from her job to be with you two during the day until we “vet” someone to be a guardian. Both of you will be in the house by 7pm and in bed by 10pm. You'll both get up at 6am, Mother and Will will tutor Alex until noon and then you boys will do chores around the house until 4pm. This will change of course once Will has a job and of course we have to comply with all the court stuff like the probation officer and therapy.”

     Gordon pointed to the hallway where Will and Alex's rooms are...”The doors to your rooms are gone. You will not spend time with each other alone. And you won't shower or take baths by yourselves.”

    “What?” Alex replied twisting his face.

    “You have a problem?” Gordon replied.

    Will gestured....”Part of the rules Alex...don't make Dad explain why?”

     “And I suppose you're going to watch us?” Alex asked flustered.

     “No...” Gordon replied sarcastically. “I'm going to leash you, take you to the groomers and wash you like a dog.”

     “I don't think it's funny Dad.” Alex huffed.

     “Well it can't be helped Alex.” Gordon replied. “Which brings up another difficult subject...from now on? You'll sleep in a one-zee.”
 
      “Come on?” Alex sighed. “Dad....”

       “Alex?” Gordon replied....”Do I have to explain why?”

       The young wolf drooped. “No.....you don't.”

       “Now...if things become...problematic Alex? We'll resort to a “lockable” one-zee.” Gordon said.

      “Now that's just too crazy.” Alex huffed. “Really Dad?”

      “Son?” Gordon replied...”I didn't say you were going to wear it right away...”

       Alex slouched in his chair....”Hmph! I should just walk out the door and call the cops. I'm in prison right now as it is.”

      Will tried to pat Alex's hand....”Alex? It's.....”

       “Don't you touch me!” Alex snapped. “Don't you put your....sheesh.....can I go to my room now? I don't feel comfortable with “him” next to me.”

       Gordon gestured and Alex stomped away as Will sit with his face buried in his hands...

      Grace reached out to her older Son and grabbed his hand....”Will? Talk to us honey.”

      “It's gonna be like riding a messed up roller coaster.” Will said....”Mom? Dad? I have to be honest with you both....I was having homosexual sex with Alex Binx for like a year but.....but I'm not....oh how do I even begin to talk about it? I....I don't have feelings for other guys....you know? I don't consider myself gay, hell I didn't look at gay guy porn! For lack of a nicer word?.....I'm just fucked up.”

      Gordon and Grace looked at each other, then Gordon got the book that Louis gave him....

     “Wow....” Will said stunned. “I.....I didn't think you guys would want to even touch this? I mean....”

     Gordon looked at his wife then at Will. “Will? Do you consider yourself Gay?”

     Will shook his head. “No.....no.....I mean....I don't want to be that. I....”

      Grace held her son's hand. “We'll help you Will but we're not going to ram things down your throat. Though between us your father and I find.....well you know how we feel.”

     Will replied...”Well I certainly don't want to be a pedophile. But why couldn't I stop that!? I knew better! I mean.....” Will looked at his mother and cowarded....”I can't talk about this to you...”

    “If you don't talk about it son, you'll never get past it.” Gordon said. “Will? You're talking to a guy who blew shit up, shot people full of holes and watched friends get killed in some fucked up ways...”

    “Gazelle.” Will replied half smiling.

    “Now you shut the fuck up about that.” Gordon warned.

    Grace looked at her husband and smirked. “What?”

    “It's nothing Gracie...trust me?” Gordon tried to play it off.

    “Gordon? We're asking our son not to keep secrets remember?” Gracie huffed. “Gordon?”

    “It was before we met.” Gordon huffed.

    “Gordon?” Grace snickered. “Set an example to your son?”

    Gordon sighed....”I.....I......I may have had......I may have had sex with a transvestite Gazelle during an in port in Africa.”

    Grace's maw dropped and then she burst out laughing....”OH MY GAWD!”

    Alex yelped from his room. “HE POUNDED THAT BUTT GOOD MOM!”

    Will almost fainted in his seat. “Our family is really fucked up.”

    Gordon sank his head into his hands....”Ugh....please don't spread this around? The police will get suspicious.”

        “Oh my gawd honey!” Grace yelped. “When did you figure out....?”

       “When I felt the dangles as I was pounding away....Oh gawd I was a fricken junior seaman out of boot camp! Come on!”

        “Junior my ass.” Will snorted.

        “Oh fuck you, you little bastard!” Gordon snapped at Will.

         Alex came back out and punched Will in the shoulder. “I forgive you.”

         “I hope Dad and Mom got you some adorable one-zees to wear to bed?” Will snickered.

         “Hmph....” Alex replied crossing his arms. “Dad! Alex has to follow the same rules about pajamas too!”

          Gordon snorted. “He doesn't strip in his sleep. Which reminds me...Will? You need to go.....well.....go into the kitchen for a little bit will you?”

         Will walked into the kitchen as Gordon told Alex to sit at the table...

         “Alex? Now be very honest with us? Who is “Bowie”?” Grace asked.

         “Bowie?” Alex replied. “I dunno who that is.”

         “Son? Bowie was a name you uttered when the police caught you on tape anally masturbating yourself in your cell.” Gordon said. “Try to think son?”

        “I don't know.” Alex replied. “No one I know, I swear...maybe an imaginary friend I had when I was younger....I don't know....honestly.”

        Gordon sighed....”Son? We also put a camera in your room.”

        “Oh what the fuck?!” Alex snapped.

         “Son? Calm down.” Grace begged.

         “No! No! Is there one in Will's room? Does he have a camera watching him?! He's the one you have to worry about! He's the one who fucked me up the ass! He's the one who shoved his fucken dick in my mouth and came in it! What about him?!” Alex yelped. “This is so fucken bull shit!”

        Gordon tried to stay calm...”Alexander? Son...”

        “No! Fuck you Dad, Fuck you Mom and fuck you Will! Fuck all of you! Leave me the fuck alone!” Alex threw his chair and stomped into his room leaving the others to sit and moan....

        Will slowly slipped into a chair and sighed....”The book probably doesn't address this huh?”

       Grace replied....”Yes....it does.”

       Gordon sighed....”You spoke of one messed up roller coaster ride?”

Friday Morning
May 20, 2018 5:30am
Western Estates Communities
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

       Alex came out of him room, waddled into the kitchen and latched onto his mother as she was making coffee...

      “Kiss....” Good morning. She said warmly.

     Alex backed off and stood sobbing....”I didn't mean what I said yesterday mom...”

     “Oh baby come here?” Grace said as she took Alex in a hug and he buried himself in her boobs.

      “Giggles”.....”Couldn't Dad figure out that tranny didn't have tits?” Alex snickered.

     “Alex?” Grace warned. “Did you sleep good last night?”

       Alex patted himself. “One-zee still on.”

      “Morning.” Will said as he walked in wearing a pair of blue pajamas. “I see Alex is clothed?”

      Alex replied. “I see you're still an ass hole.”

     Grace smacked Alex in the head. “Word's little man.”

     “Good morning. I see the clan made it through the night?” Gordon said as he walked in yawning...

     “Morning Dad.” Will said.

     “Morning Tranny fucker.” Alex snickered.

      Gordon smacked Alex hard in the stomach and doubled him over. “Morning too you little wise ass. You better be ready for school.”

      Will grabbed a cup of coffee and stood scratching his head...”Mom? Dad? What about the neighbors?”

      “They feel sorry for your mother and I...for you two? Absolute contempt. Get used to it....I know it's going to be horrible for you two.” Gordon said. “I don't think any of our close neighbors will do anything crazy but that doesn't mean some one won't get the hairy ass to try and harm you boys. Which is why if you're doing chores outside? You'll stay close in case you need to run into the house or call us. Both your mom and I will be “packing” if you get the drift? That doesn't mean you boys should be spoiling for stupid fights.”

     Alex waved a hand....”By the way? How did I sleep on film? Did you get my best side?” Alex acted like a girl and batted his eyes.

    “Nothing on last night that I could see.” Gordon replied. “You were pretty tired and cranky yesterday after all.”

    Gordon grabbed a note book off the kitchen table....”You boys have your first meeting with the parole officer today at noon. Your mom's going to take you. After that I want you to help her around the house. Your lawyers are supposed to be here tomorrow to discuss the trial of Alex Binx so be ready for that. Behave yourselves.”

Friday Morning
May 20, 2018 9:30am
Western Estates Communities
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

      “I dunno.” Alex said as he held the paper up and studied it. “It all looks whacko Chinese to me?”

      “Algebra isn't that hard Alex.” Will said as he pointed to the paper. “Change that for “Y”...that value for “X” and that symbol means multiplication by 3.14...”

      “Sheesh....where am I ever going to use this stuff? Hmph....after all this I probably won't be driving a garbage truck.” Alex snorted.

      “You are better than that.” Will replied. “You and I are going to get through this and then you'll be a top fuel race car driver and I'll be the mechanic.”

       “I could like that.” Alex said pretending to drive a car. “I'll be the first gay racer to win the Indy 500 huh?”

        Will shifted in his seat uncomfortably....”Yeah.....you'll rip up asphalt.”

        Alex gave Will a look....”You? Hesitated a little on the answer?”

        “It's just that....” Will replied.

         “A little uncomfortable huh?” Alex snorted. “That I'm.....what?.....gay?”

         Grace came walking into the living room....”cookies!”

         Will gasped as Alex got up running and took two off the tray....”Saved.” The teen wolf sighed......not for long though.....

         “Will's got a problem with me being gay.” Alex said as he stood next to his mother and pointed.

          Grace looked at Alex. “Perhaps...you should give it some thought until you're older Alex? You're still very young and...you might be more complex than you know.”

            Alex snorted. “I didn't think “coming out” had anything “complex” attached.”

           Grace waved a finger....”Alex...what I'm trying to tell you is that....you've been through a lot which you shouldn't have experienced at such a young age, you need to take some time to really consider things.”

           Alex grabbed his math book. “Can we get back to lessons? I want to get school done so we can see the parole officer. Faster this day is done, the faster I can have my space from being bothered by anyone.” The young wolf replied with a snort as he looked at Will.

         An hour later....Will was teaching Alex history and they were going through a little of Roman history and Cesar's march across the Rhine...

        “Ok?....So Cesar builds a bridge across the Rhine...crosses it....goes  back and rips the bridge up?” Alex said smirking. “Then why build the bridge and waste all that time? Sheesh, if I was one of the guys who had to put that thing together? I'd be angry.”

       Will replied. “It was all in the demonstration that he could do it. See the Germanic tribes thought no one could cross the mighty Rhine. Cesar didn't have to cross and beat their butts to prove anything....just by showing he could do it? He'd already won without a fight.”

      Alex wrote in his notebook...”Will? Aren't you gay?”

      “Alex? Can you please concentrate on studying?” Will replied.

      “Sheesh....you're so comfortable accepting you're a pedophile but accepting your gay is such a chore.” Alex said which got his brother slamming his hands on the table...

     “WHAM!”......”Drop it! Drop it....right now!” Will snapped which brought his mother in from the Kitchen....

     “Will? Back off.” Grace said.

     “I hate being called a pedophile, I'm not fucken gay nor are you Alex!” Will snapped.

     “William!” Grace snapped. “That's enough!”

     Will threw the study book in his hand and walked to his bedroom.

       Grace turned on Alex. “Alex? You're pushing it.”

        “Sigh......Mom? You told me to talk? You told me not to hold back?” Alex said patting his chest.

       “You need to be careful when you try to talk.” Grace begged. “If you're brother is getting upset? You need to care about him and not push him. I tell him the same thing.”

       Alex sat silent for a moment sipping on a glass of milk before he got up and walked to Will's room with his mother not far behind him. Alex poked his head around the jam to see Will lying on the bed....and he was crying....

      “Hey? Big bro? I'm sorry....” Alex said.

      “This sucks.” Will replied. “I'm not angry at you Alex....I'm more pissed at myself.”

      Grace pulled Alex back. “Let him alone and get ready ok? We have to go meet the parole officer.

Friday Afternoon
May 20, 2018 noon
officer of parolees, OPPD
Ocean Pass

Officer Huckleberry Hound reviewed the files as Alex and Will sat before his desk...

“Well....well....I've been waiting five minutes and no one's made any funny comments yet about my voice or my name...” Huckleberry said.

Alex couldn't resist. He flopped off his chair, stuck his hands into his pants, snatched a pencil off the desk and went into an improv'd Hank Williams....

“Yer cheetin art.....is tearin me in two.....yer cheetin art.....chicken stew.....”

“Now there's a born comedian.” Huckleberry pointed. “So are things that happy at home?”

Will raised his hand....”Not really...I want to work. Not that being at home isn't ok, my little brother's a chore and a half, but being confined to the house is....when can I maybe have a job?”

Huckleberry replied. “Well for now you're sequestered to the house until the Blix trial a month from now. Once that trial is over? We'll put you to a job which you have skills for. I see in your file that you're pretty good with car engines and body work?”

Will replied. “I have my parents old car which I did all the re-tooling and “pimping” on my own. I'm pretty good with auto mechanics.”

Huckleberry nodded. “There's some state supported Auto shops I can put you with. The pay averages 500 a week? I'll schedule interviews after the Binx trial.”

Alex raised his hand....”Mister Hound? I can't talk to any kids at all? None?”

“Not by the courts son....you can't even attend school. Once you're 18, you could attend the community college but you must still comply with the courts orders.” Huckleberry said.

Alex sagged....”Man....this really sucks.”

Huckleberry handed the boys his card....”If you need to call me any time? If you're having problems or find yourself in a bad spot? You call me. This way, you at least have something to back you up and protect your probation.”

Friday Afternoon
May 20, 2018 2pm
Ocean Pass

    Grace stopped the car at the WAWA's food store and turned to Will. “We're going inside for a few things ok?”

     Will turned to Alex....”You stay close to us and don't stare at anyone. Just act normally.”

     Will and Alex walked close to their mother as she went through the isles picking up some items, apples and oranges. She turned a corner and came face to face with Mumbles Happyfeet...

     “Hello Grace.” Mumbles said waving a fin. He saw the boys and waved to them....Alex? Will? How are you two?”

     The boys didn't answer....

       “Guys? I'm not going to rip your hearts out?” Mumbles said.

       “I guess we're alright.” Alex replied. “You should watch out Mister Happyfeet, we'll give you plague.”

        “If I really felt any danger from you two? I wouldn't talk to you.” Mumbles replied.
“Grace? If you can? You and Gordon come over our house when you can. I'm not slighting your boys, I understand the law.”

        Grace smiled and waved as Mumbles waddled off. “That was a nice thing...wasn't it?” She asked her sons.

        “I'll feel better when we get out of here.” Will replied as he and Alex followed their mother to the checking counter where the clerk, a good sized chimp, was giving Will a serious glare from his eyes....

         Grace stood emptying her basket...”Hello Julius...how are you today?”

         “I'm fine.” The chimp said. “How can you stand to have him in your house?” Julius snorted.

        “Because he's my son Julius...that's why?” Grace replied.

        “I feel so sorry for you Grace...having to be the mother of a piece of shit like him?” The chimp huffed.

        Grace kept her cool....”The law and the courts have taken their toll on my family Julius. Perhaps you should respect that?”

         Grace picked up the packed bags. “Alex? Take two of these please?”

         As Will walked behind his mother and brother...the Chimp leaned over the counter and snarled....”You need to be fucked with a thick broom handle till you fucken die you piece of shit fucken pedophile!”

        Will snapped! He turned to lunge at the chimp and got caught by his mother! “WILLIAM! NO! STOP IT!”

         A cop ,who'd been tipped off by the exchange, bounded over another counter, snatched Will's legs and helped Grace get him too the floor where the cop slapped cuffs on his wrists....”I'm just putting him under restraint Mam....relax....”

         The chimp screamed out....”Come on Cop! Put a bullet in that miserable fuckers head! Kill that fucken baby raper!”

        The officer whipped around. “You better shut that fucken hole of yours! I'll charge your stupid ass with assault!” He then carried Will out of the store....”Stop struggling son! Stop it or I'll have to take you into the station house now cut it the fuck out!”

        Minutes later...Officer Keller, A Krillian Bear dog, leaned into his cruiser.... ”William? Are you alright?”

        Alex was pleading....”Don't send him to prison?”

       “Alex? Don't bother the officer?” Grace said as she pulled Alex back.

       Keller eased Will from the car and held the cuffs...”William? Can I take the cuffs off?”

      “Yes sir.” Will replied.

       Keller unlocked the cuffs. “Now understand that you can't react no matter what people say. Unless they're throwing fists or threatening your life? You can't do anything. You get caught reacting like this again young man and you'll have to go to the lock up. Depending on how it happened? You'll probably face more restrictions on your activities. Do you understand?”

       “Yes Sir.” Will replied.

       “Here you go Grace.” Keller said as he passed Will to his mother.

       “Thanks Alvin. You're still a doll.” Grace said as she tweaked Alvin's cheek.

        “You're lucky I didn't carry a grudge from being dumped in High School.” The officer said. “Tell Gordie I said hi?”

Friday Evening
May 20, 2018 8pm
Western Estates Communities
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

   Gordon came through the front door and found Grace watching television alone...

    “Your dinner is on the counter Honey.” Grace said. “Pizza.”

    “Where are the boys?” Gordon asked.

    “Alex is in his room doing homework and Will's asleep.” Grace replied. “I slipped him a little something to make him sleep he's been so upset. We went to the WAWA's store and that loud mouth Julius started some trash. Will was going to jump him.”

     Gordon sighed....”Fuck.”

     “Oh? Alvin said hi.” Grace said. “He got Will out of there fast.”

     Gordon snickered. “Did you promise your old High School stud a reward?”

     Grace slapped Gordon on the shoulder...”Oh screw you? Other than that unpleasant event? The day went fine.”

     Gordon walked into the kitchen, warmed up two pieces of pizza and walked slowly to Alex's room where his son sat at his desk...

     “Got room for another slice son?” Gordon asked as he entered.

      “Hi Dad.” Alex said as he turned around. “How was work?”

      “The same old routine.” Gordon replied as he passed a piece of pizza to Alex. “How are you feeling Alex? Be honest with your old man.”

      Alex played with his fingers and looked up....”Dad? If I told you I was gay and I liked guys? Would you kick me out of the house?”

       Gordon thought and replied. “No....I would tell you what I'd think and then hopefully you'll take more time to consider if that's true or not. Right now, I want you to get sex out of your head. But I do want to know what the first time between you and Will was like?”

      Alex shifted in his seat. “The first time we had anal sex?”

      “No.....” Gordon replied...”The first time anything happened between you two. There must have been a first time....right?”

      Alex played with his fingers...”I don't remember the first time. Will said it happened but I don't remember anything about it.”

      “What do you remember?” Gordon asked.

       “Well...we swam most of the afternoon in the lake. You and mom were out of town. We played around, pulled each others swim trunks off and fell asleep on the shore of the lake naked on the grass. Then I woke up after Will threw me on my head and all I remember is him chewing me out. I don't remember why he did.” Alex said with a shrug.

“But Dad? I am being honest with you.” Alex said as he held his Dad's hand. “I am gay.”

    Gordon sighed....Alex? Your Mom and I are just asking you to wait a while before you definitely think that's true. Son? You were exposed to....”

   “Will's dick?” Alex replied.

    “Cut it out...this is serious son. Don't test me.” Gordon said sternly. “Alex? You've been exposed to.....sex.....before you should have and we're wondering if it happened to you much earlier. All we're asking is that you don't rush into things you might regret later on. Right now you're extremely vulnerable and we don't want to lose you.”

     “Sigh....you both want me to be honest with you and myself, you tell me to say what's on my mind then you tell me not to say things....” Alex shuddered. “You're both confusing me Dad!”

       Gordon sighed....”How do you think we feel?”

       Alex down turned his head....”Sad and ashamed of us.”

           Gordon cupped his son's chin in his hand....”I will never be ashamed of my boys. All your mother and I ask is that you be patient and understand. If it turns out you're gay and there's nothing we can do to change you otherwise? All we can say is we love you and we want you to protect yourself.”

            Alex patted his father's snoot then sat scratching his head.....

           “What is it Alex?” Gordon asked.

            “Do you really think there was something going on before Will and I started doing stuff? Because.....I can't remember anything.” Alex said as he paced...”I can't even remember anything from getting up naked.”

           “When you talk to the therapist, maybe she could bring something out?” Gordon replied. “I think you should get ready for bed.”

            Alex sighed...”You have to watch me shower?”

            Gordon smiled. “Trust me son, I get no pleasure watching you being upset.”

            “Hmph....if I start twerking, what will you do then?” Alex said snickering.

            “I'll spank the wolf hair off your butt.” Gordon snorted. “Now shut up and get in your bathroom.

Saturday Morning
May 21, 2018 3am
Western Estates Communities
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

         “ALEX!.....ALEX!.....WAKE UP!” Will was shaking Alex hard and the young wolf stirred as Gordon and Grace came into the room and saw Alex with the toilet wand with the bulbous handle in his hand....

         “WILLIAM!” Gordon snapped. “WHAT THE FUCK?!”

         Grace ran for the phone because obviously the tracking bracelets had gone off on a violation sensor and wired the Police.

         Will waved his hands....”No Dad! Alex did it again! He was......he was.....”

          Gordon came up to the bed and softly shook Alex.....”Alex? Come on, it's Dad son....look at me.....”

         Alex still seemed dopey until he wiped his eyes....”Dad? What's going on?”

         Alex turned his head to see Will with the toilet brush and he freaked out! “WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING TO ME WILL!”

        “I didn't do anything Alex, I swear!” Will yelped shaking his head.

        “YOU SICK FUCKER!” Alex snapped.

         “ALEX! STOP IT!” Gordon snapped. “YOU WERE DOING IT TO YOURSELF!”

        Alex dropped his face into his hands as Gordon shooshed Will out of the room. Grace walked up to the bedroom entrance and waved at her husband...

       “They have to send a pair of officers Gordon.” Grace said.

       “It will be alright.” Gordon replied.

Saturday Morning
May 21, 2018 3:34am
Western Estates Communities
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

   Sargent Sirus Deupont and Patrolman Taddy stood with Gordon and Grace as they watched the video on the computer. Sirus grabbed his radio....

   “Desk this is Officer Sirus, no violation at 87 Shepherd. We're taking custody of a video recording as evidence.” Sirus said.

    “Wow....” Taddy shook his head....”That was....that was difficult to watch. And the kid....the kid looked like a robot.”

    “Definitely sleep walking.” Sirus replied. “We're going to have to get the audio enhanced but he's definitely talking in the video.”

    Sirus walked with Gordon to the front door...”You're really going to have to be careful now Mister Gray...Brooms, tools, bottles....anything that could be.....used as a dildo need to be kept out of the house.”

     Gordon was almost crying when Sirus shook him by the shoulder....”Gordon? If you need to get out and go somewhere? We'll take you. We want to make sure you're alright.”

     Gordon took a few deep breaths....”It's just.......fuck.......fuck it's a damned nightmare. I'll be alright...”

     Gordon met Taddy as he walked to leave. “You have the video?”

     “Yeah...” Taddy replied. “We should have results for you by the afternoon.”

     Gordon walked to the bedrooms and looked for a moment at Alex as he sat crying to his mother then gestured to Will in his room to follow him.”

      “So?....what did you see? What did you hear?” Gordon asked.

      “I gave the police a deposition.” Will replied.

      “I didn't ask you what you gave the officers William, I asked what you saw and what you heard?” Gordon pressed.

       Will closed his eyes and ran his hands through his head tuft....”Dad? Do I really have to tell you?”

       “Yes....you do! Now get yourself right and tell me damn it!” Gordon guided his son to the kitchen table and sat him down....”Now?.....slowly.....tell me.”

       Will sat with his eyes closed for a moment then leaned forwards in his chair. “I was sleeping and I head Alex moaning and gasping in his room. I walked to the entrance and saw him naked in bed....fucking himself with the toilet wand and saying things to this “Bowie” guy. He was laying there closed eyes and when I got close and tried to shake him awake....it took a lot. I mean he was limp as a wet rope but he was still......”

       Gordon nodded and pursed his lips. “So....Alex said the first time between you two was at the lake and Alex doesn't remember a damn thing that happened except you were pissed at him. What happened then?

      Will sighed....We.....we were swimming around, playing, we got a little grab assy and pulled each other's shorts off. We swam ourselves out of energy so we napped on the shore naked with each other. Alex just grabs my sack and starts playing with it and squeezing it. I woke up....tried to wake Alex up but he was dead asleep so I moved his hand off. Then he grabs me again...only he's got me rock hard and he's moving his hand over my dick and I got all excited and pumped my dick in his hand and then I got fucken sacred shitless and threw him off! He didn't wake up until his head hit the ground. I yelled at him and he said he had no fucken idea what I was talking about.”

     Gordon asked. “Did he say anything in his sleep about this “Bowie”?”

     Will replied. “Nothing Dad.....not a damn thing.”

     Gordon asked. “Son? Did you get a hard on from talking about it?”

     “No.” Will replied. “Honest.”

       Gordon thought for a moment. “You were six when Alex was born. Do you remember anyone named Bowie? Do you remember anything in the past? Anything you think might have anything at all to do with Alex and you?”

       Will replied...”No! Not anything, I've already thought about that.”

       Gordon sighed....”I'm gonna have to put him in lockable one-zees, boy his he going to love that.” Gordon looked at Will. “Son? Would you be willing to make a sacrifice?”

       “Will you and mom get pissed if I have an accident at night?” Will snickered back.

       Grace was still comforting Alex when Will stomped into the bedroom snorting mad....”That's bull shit Dad! Why me?! I'm not wearing stupid kid's pajamas with a damn lock!”

      “You have no choice mister chronic masturbater!” Gordon snarled as he held a white cloth towel in his hand....”Maybe you should have hidden your “spent rag” better? If Alex is gonna have to wear them then you will to! If I catch you even feeling your crotch again Will?! I'll cut your hand off!”

       “HAH!” Alex snapped as he jumped up with joy! “SERVES YOU RIGHT SICKO! SEE! I KNEW WILL WASN'T SO INNOCENT! YEAH! ENJOY THE GATE LOCK ONE-ZEE WILL!”

       Will turned and walked out then smiled at his Dad...”Mission accomplished?”

Tuesday Morning
May 24, 2018 9am
Child Therapy and treatment center
Ocean Pass

     Alex sat playing with his Toothless dragon doll in the toy filled room until a female fox entered and came up to him...

     “Hello...I'm Marian Hood. It is nice to meet to Alex.”

     Alex extended a hand and for a moment his mouth dropped as the female fox's eyes met his....

     “Why is it I seem to get lucky meeting cute girls?” Alex said cocking his head.

      Marian giggled. “Such a wonderful thing from someone so young.”

      “Well...I'm kinda like on a streak or something.” Alex said with a shrug. “The juvie rep's a mouse but she was like awesome as all get out and then I land a......well..... ummm....I land a hot looking fox for a therapist....come on, someone likes me obviously.”

      “Well hopefully we'll get to talk like friends.” Marian took a moment to play a hand through Alex's head tuft which enlisted a giggle....

      “Ok quit it!” Alex huffed. “I have to behave with adult or I'll get tossed in prison and be a pin cushion for big mean creeps.”

       Marian took a seat. “Perhaps we should begin by getting to know each other?” She said patting Alex's hand. “I'm Marian Hood, I'm married to my husband who's a professional acrobat and actor, Robin. We have two boys, Edward and William. I enjoy theater and drawing and writing and soccer. Now you Alex?”

      Alex shifted in his seat. “I'm Alex Gray, not married. My mom's name is Grace, My dad's name is Gordon and my older brother is William. I like Stock Car racing, How to Train your Dragon, BMX bikes and I'm gay.”

      Marian nodded. “Obviously you have a very adventurist attitude.” She said smiling.

      “How do you get that from being gay?” Alex asked.

      “I don't.” Marian replied. “You like stock car racing, which is exciting and risk taking. You love “How to Train your Dragon” which is filled with adventure and dare devil risk takers and BMX biking is a sport mostly taken up by children who crave the excitement of the chase, the thrill of flying bikes around courses and the aggression required to defy getting hurt.”

     “You got all that from what I said?” Alex asked.

     “Tell me it's not a reflection of who you are?” Marian asked. “It also shows you aspire to roll models. Was your brother Will a role model?”

     Alex rested his head on a hand. “Was? Will is still someone I want to be the most like.”

        “And why is that?” Marian asked. “Your father it seems was very much a good role model for you? After all he had all these adventures around the world, he was successful in his life. Being a military diver is a very demanding, very dangerous and very adventurous job.”

       Alex waved a hand. “Oh no....I love my Dad a lot, he's totally cool. It's just that.... well I grew up with Will being right there you know? And he is cool at everything! Baseball? Cars? Track and field? We're always like this....cross fingers? We're super tight together.”

      Because he's always been there?” Marian asked.

     “Well yeah! Mom and Dad work a lot away from home....at least they “did” and Will took care of me when they were gone and it was always fun! He's a fantastic teacher too, smart as a whip. And he's so awesome working on cars, heck he could strip an engine at 12 years old! He took the family car engine apart! Made my dad so angry at him? And then he put it back together and the car sounded fricken angry awesome. We'd watch NASCAR together. He's just awesome.”

    Marian wrote in her notebook....”Alex? If a subject becomes disturbing or you feel upset or you don't want to talk about anything...you raise your hand and say “stop”. What we will do then is I will leave you alone for a little bit to think and then if you want to start the discussion back up? You put up your hand and say “resume” If you don't want to start back up and you want to go on to something different? You say “Can we talk about something else?” Do you understand?

Alex threw his hand up...”Stop”

“We haven't talked yet?” Marian replied.

“No.” Alex giggled. “I have to go pee.” 

Tuesday Morning
May 24, 2018 9am
Child Therapy and treatment center
Ocean Pass

      Will sat in the furnished room by himself for a few moments before a female Collie dog walked in and sat down before him. “Hello? I'm Angie.”

       Will replied. “Hi....I'm....Prince Charming.” He looked to the side. “I'm sorry, that wasn't very inappropriate.”

       “I assure you William, you are not going to offend me easily.” Angie said smiling softly. “How are you feeling today? Where's William on the scale from one to ten?”

      “Umm.....bout a two. I guess about where a guy like me should be anyway.” Will replied.

     “A guy like you?” Angie asked.

     “Yeah...” Will said as he played with his hands. “You know?....pedophile, baby rapper, cub molester, monster....should be wearing a rope neck tie from a tree?”

     “I'm not here to judge you Will.” Angie said. “That's what the court does. My job is to find out where things went wrong and find a way to fix the broken parts. All in all considering...you really don't have a long record of problems at home, at school...you've been a great student, your parents are still very happy and proud of you despite what you did and what you've been through.”

     Will growled to himself....”In reality? I fucken hate myself. Sometimes I think I should have never been born. I've had thoughts of killing myself.”

      Will felt Angie's hand on his head as he drooped low...”Let it out Will...if you want to scream and cry it out? You can do that. If you want us to stop? We can do that.”

      Will sobbed....”I raped my own little brother....I tore him apart like a fucken animal! How the fuck do I live after that shit?! What kind of guy does that to his own brother?!”

      Angie held onto Will's hands....”Will? We can stop until you're able to face this, you don't have to force it out....”

     “I want it fucken gone! I want it out of my fucken head! I don't want to be some guys fucken bitch to be fucked up the ass!” Will jumped up, threw the chair across the room and stood with his fists clenched....”FUCK! WHY THE FUCK DID I HAVE TO DO THIS SHIT?!”

      Will collapsed to the floor and sat with his body swaying forwards and back as he held his head....”Why the fuck did I rape my little brother?”

Tuesday Morning
May 24, 2018 9:45am
Child Therapy and treatment center
Ocean Pass

      Alex walked around the room holding his Toothless doll....”Will got really angry, I mean he was really pissed off at me and I didn't know what for? He said...”You're going to tell me you slept the whole time and didn't know what you were doing?” and I yelled back at him. “You fucken hurt me! What the fuck are you talking about?!” And then after that he started to treat me like I had AIDS or something. I felt like I'd done something totally wrong and then he just avoided me and treated me like he didn't want me around him.”

      Marian took notes....”Did he get hostile at times?”

      “He did....I mean....it was super obvious? One time he was working in the garage on Dad's old car and I came in with a sandwich and coke for him and I stood watching him for a bit and he snapped at me...”You got chores in the house to finish right?” and I said “I'm taking a break.” and Will said “Well go play a video game.” and I said “I just want to see what your doing?” and then Will just blew up in my face. “What did I fucken tell you?! You're being fucken annoying! Go play a fucken video game or something!” And I leveled into him....”Fuck you.....ass hole.....jerk.......” It got mean and I didn't know why? 

Tuesday Morning
May 24, 2018 10am
Child Therapy and treatment center
Ocean Pass

      Angie pressed a soaked hand towel onto Will's forehead as he lay on the cot and whistled at the mess around her....”Wheeewwww....I don't think you left an unbroken toy in here.”

     “I feel like a dumb bastard.” Will sighed.

     “You made a very good strong start.” Angie replied. “Very strong empathy and release of emotions....that's good.”

     “I needed to scream out.” Will said as he took Angie's hand. “I've been holding that shit in because I don't think anyone would care to listen. All I could keep thinking was “Die you fucken pedophile.” and I'd be swinging by my neck.”

        “Well....” Angie said. “We used up the time for today. What I want you to do before you go to bed tonight is give your parents a big long hug, a few kisses, tell em how much you love them and how much you need them.” 

Tuesday Morning
May 24, 2018 10am
Child Therapy and treatment center
Ocean Pass

      Grace walked into the building as her cell phone rang...”Grace Gordon? Hello Denise...”

      Denise Brisbey was on the other end. “Mrs Gray? We have been looking at the video that was sent by the OPPD from your home and the enhanced audio? Once again this “Bowie” name comes up and Alex's behaviors seem to mirror a pattern. I want to try something but you and your husband would have to allow it. A lie detector test.”

      Grace thought....”But he's doing these things in his sleep....or so it looks like he's sleeping? Wouldn't that throw off a lie detector? Maybe make false readings?”

      “It's just a test I'm wanting to try.” Denise replied. “It's up to you. Call me when you make a decision?”

       Grace put the phone back in her purse just as Alex came running up and almost knocked her over as he jumped into her arms and snuggled her under the chin....”Mmmm....I love you Mom....” Alex said warmly.

      “Look at the suck up.” Will snickered as he came walking up.

       “You can hang out to dry!” Alex snapped. “She's all mine.”

        Grace looked at Will. “I imagine by your face that the first day went good?”

         “I feel better.” Will replied. “I got to scream and kick out all my frustrations”

         “Good.” Grace replied. “Because there's things around the house that need to be done and the faster you two get them done, the faster I can cook steaks for everyone.”

         Alex pulled on Grace's shirt. “Let me cook mom! Let me grill em ok?”

            “You'll burn em.” Will snorted.

            “Burn your ass.” Alex snickered back. “I just have to ask a question Will? How the hell did you find me so sexy?”

             “Alexander!” Grace snapped. “Enough of that now!”

            “Mom? It's a question. You told me to ask questions? Be honest? Well I deserve an honest answer from Will...” Alex snorted at Will.

            “That's between my therapist and me to discuss Alex.” Will replied. “Mind mom.”

         “Hmph....” Alex replied. “So much for being a shining example of courage and truth I should be following.” Alex gave Will a punch in the side. “I'm getting big enough now that I probably could kick your tail. Yeah....that's it! When Dad comes home? You and I can have a “smoker” in the back yard. Put on gloves? Get out our tension? Be truthful to each other while we kick each other's ass in?”

        Will waved his hands. “I don't feel like taking a pounding Alex...”

        Alex snorted back. “You didn't have any “feelings” about not pounding me...did you?” Alex frowned. “What? You afraid I might really kick your ass big brother?”

        Will snorted back. “Ok? You want to get “schooled” Alex? Fine...we'll put on the gloves and go at it. I'm not scared of a little brat like you.”

        Grace warned....”Boys?”

        “No Mom.” Will replied. “Alex is right, We do need to come to terms with some things and get some tensions out...I'm not going to beat the little baby up....that bad.”

        Alex snorted back. “Oh it's on big bro.”

        As Gordon came home and walked in, Alex met him with a pair of boxing gloves in his hands...”Dad? Me and Will wanna “smoke” in the back yard.”

       Gordon looked at Grace. “What gives?”

        “Therapeutic needs.” She replied. “They insist they want to do it.”

       Gordon saw Will coming out with his own pair. “Who's crazy idea was this?” He asked.

       Will replied. “Alex did. I think we should do it Dad.”

        Gordon looked at Alex. “Well....you're not going to do it without head protection little man.” Gordon snorted. “If you both think this is a good idea?”

        Alex was slipping the gloves on his hands. “It's not going to be pretty....but we need to get the laundry out of the stink hamper.”

       Grace stood watching from the kitchen window as Gordon and the boys walked into the back yard....”Now boys I want to lay down some rules here....”

      Alex didn't wait for the rules. He threw a fast cheep shot into Will's stomach and doubled his older brother over....

     “Alex?!” Gordon snapped.

     “Hmph....” Alex huffed. “So why did you decide to fuck me in my tail hole Will? Was I cute to you? Was I shaped like a girl? What made you want to fucken screw me huh?”

     Alex danced around as Will recovered. “Tell me the truth Will?”

     Gordon stayed back. As Alex went in for another shot...Will smashed the side of his helmet with a right hook and drove the younger wolf to the grass...

     “Why?” Will said thinking. “I don't know!”

     Alex came back swinging and missing as Will dodged. “That's not a fucken answer Will!” Alex snapped. “Why did you want to fuck me so bad?!”

     Alex missed a punch, blocked Will's return punch and nailed his brother in the chin, sending Will stumbling.....

    “Hmph...Who learned more from Dad?” Alex snorted. “Now answer my question Will!....why did you want to fuck my tail hole?!”

      Will grabbed Alex's punch hand and landed a good smash on the forehead pad of Alex's helmet, knocking Alex to the grass...”I DIDN'T WANT TO! I TRIED TO AVOID YOU! I TRIED TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU!”

      Alex snarled as he scrambled back to his feet, took a punch to the face padding then kneed Will in his nuts and backed off as the teen wolf collapsed to his feet....

      “What bull shit!” Alex snapped. “You couldn't run from it, I saw how your face looked.....you wanted to fuck me because I was cute. You wanted to fuck me because I looked hot to you. If you're gonna fucken lie Will? At least be creative....dumb fuck!”

     Will jumped up and the boys went at each other....screaming, swearing, cursing and punching until they were on their backs gasping for air. Grace came running out worried till Gordon grabbed her by the hand....

     “It's alright Grace....” Gordon said as he held her close. “Let them get it out.”

     Will sat up and wiped his bloody nose...”I tried to stay away from you Alex...I didn't want to do it but....after I started looking at Cub Porn....I couldn't stop myself....shit..... I fucked you because.....because you were fucken cute. And I'm nothing but a fucken dirt bag.”

    Alex sat up, pulled off his gloves, crawled over to Will and wrapped his arms around him in a tight hug.....

    “We need to do more of this.” Alex said.

    “Yeah....” Will agreed. “A lot fucken more.”

     Gordon shook his head. “Now that was some crazy Spartan shit.”

     Alex snorted back. “Oh fuck you dad. You're the one who ass mastered a tranny, talk about Spartan shit.”

     Grace snickered at her husband. “You didn't say you didn't enjoy that?”

      “Grace!” Gordon snapped back. “You boys get in the house and get ready for bed?”

     Alex walked by....”And as usual I probably have to get “gazed again” in the shower?

    “You want me to pound you into hamburger son?” Gordon snapped back.

     Later at night, Will sat on Alex's bed with their mother close by. Alex rubbed a hand near Will's blackened left eye...

    “I sure got in a good shot there.” Alex said.

    “Yeah you did.” Will replied. “You're definitely getting older.”

     “Will? If you had told me from the beginning of what happened at the lake? If you didn't try to avoid me and we told Mom and Dad? Do you think things could have been different?” Alex asked.

     “Well it's too late to go back and reverse things Alex.” Will replied. “We have to deal with what we got now. But I don't have the same feelings for you that I had. In a way that's good but...it ruined a lot of what we had between us.”

     Alex patted Will's hand. “I don't think so. I don't see us being any different...cept the.....well.....the sex part, that's kinda over.”

     Will sighed at the “Kinda” thing and left it at that. “Hey....I'm gonna work on my car tomorrow afternoon? You wanna learn how to take an engine apart?”

     “Yeah!” Alex replied. “We can do like a high school auto shop class! Sweet! After all when you go to college? I get the car right?”

     Will nodded and petted Alex's head. “Yeah kid.....yeah you do. Now sleep good ok?” Will gave Alex a hug and walked with his mother to his bedroom...

     “Night Mom.” Will said with a kiss. “Big leaps today.”

Monday Morning
June 1, 2018 10am
State Police headquarters
Ocean Pass

       Gordon walked into the station and up to the reception desk...”Is Mister Brubaker in?” He asked. The desk Sargent buzzed Gordon through the door and showed him to John Brubaker's desk.

       “Morning detective Brubaker.” Gordon said.

       John pulled something from his draw and flopped it on the desk top. “Here. I have another copy.”

       Gordon looked at the TIME magazine and threw it back on the desk. “That's all we need is stuff like this! Now what should I do with my boys? Keep them in the basement? This sensational crap will get them both killed! What about compassion? What about trying to save lives instead of just tossing them in the trash like garbage?”

       John sat pursing his lips. “Binx was horrific Gordon. That...no one can run from. Your two boys just got lucky in that they were caught early when something can be done to try and salvage them. I'm telling you....we live in some seriously screwy times where lines are getting crossed and things are getting confused and people are pushing for shit that in my normal thinking mind....and honestly even “normal” is getting fucked with right now....” John took a deep breath. “So what's up? How are the boys?”

      “Well....things are coming forth, they're being very talkative with us, they're reasoning things between each other...between kicking the shit out of each other. Call it stupid crazy therapy but the boys want to do it once a week where they put on boxing gloves, scream and beat each other senseless and it's their way of facing up to all the nasty shit. Hearing some of it makes me want to puke...”

      John replied. “Watch what's going on carefully Gordon? Some of that could get a little “dicey”. How's Alexander?”

      Gordon sighed...”He's in and out. We have him sleeping in a lockable one-zee and sometimes at night he's still trying to anally masturbate himself....sleeping of course. And then he goes in an out of “The gay thing” and pisses off Will trying to “Out” him from his “gay shell” and then Alex will flip right around and just go piss mad about Will being a sicko rapist.” Gordon sighed. “Fuck what a screwed up Carny ride.”

      John nodded. “Bet you're not here to talk about that?”

      Gordon shook his head and gave John a folder. “Me and the wife put this together? We're very interested in any cub sex abuses cases which might fit that profile.”

 1.	Children being sexual in their sleep
 2.	Children performing anal sex acts in their sleep.
 3.	Children talking sexual talk in their sleep.
 4.	Children with no memory as to why they acted out sexually in their sleep.

      John gave Gordon back the paper. “Right now as far as me? I'm loaded with case work...so are the other investigators. But that might be something for Fred McGruff, he's the State Police archive keeper and an off and on detective.”

      John got up. “Follow me?” He gestured as he walked Gordon through the station and down a flight of stairs to the archive room and McGruff's office...

     “Fred? This is Mister Gray. Gordon this is Fred McGruff.”

     “How are yah.” Fred said as he shook Gordon's hand.

     “Fine Sir.” Gordon replied. “You're a blood hound dog. Your voice is so Colombo.”

     “Lots of people say that.” McGruff replied. “So what's your business?”

     Gordon handed McGruff his folder. “Is there any way you could look through your records for the past say.....25 years and see if some cases match that profile?”

     “Sure.” Fred replied. “You might need to see the legal clerk upstairs to get a court order for review of really recent cases. What's the reason for the search?”

     Gordon sighed....”My younger son Alex was sexually abused and he fits this profile. We believe the abuse happened to him when he was younger but we can't get anything out of him.”

     Fred snorted. “Screw the legal clerk. When it's cubs? The cubs come first. I'll call you if I find any matches.”

    “Appreciate it.” Gordon replied.

Monday Morning
June 1, 2018 10:30am
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

     Alex stood on the platform next to the car and struggled to grip the torque wrench, keep his footing and get the nut somewhere in the engine compartment that was tied to the wrench by a series of reticulation knuckles and extensions to torque....

    “Come on you fucker!” Alex snapped. “Can't they build cars with better access?”

    “You wanted to learn to be an auto mechanic.” Will said smiling.

     “I didn't want to twist my nuts into a fucken pretzel!” Alex yelped. “Damn it turn you dick face!” Alex stopped pulling and sagged. “Ugh....I need a break.”

     “You're doing just fine.” Will said. “I'm glad they re-set our bracelets so we could be together when someone's in the house and not on our butts.”

     “Yeah....” Alex replied. “I wish I could shower by myself though.”

     Will thought and asked....”You still get those “feelings” at night?”

      “Yeah....” Alex replied as he leaned against the car. “You sure you don't remember anything happening to me before.....that thing?”

      Will nodded...”I have thought over and over, I've tried working with my Therapist Angie.....nothing.”

       Alex rubbed his head. “I like my therapist....Marian Hood? Will? She's a vixen goddess, I am telling you....I would........I........” Alex sat on the side of the engine compartment...”I.....I hate fucken sex...Will? I actually hate sex, would you believe it?”

      Will sat down in a canvas chair...”I don't get hard.”

       Alex played with his fingers...”Then why the fuck do I want to finger fuck myself? Will? I woke up actually trying to rip the zipper off my one-zee and I don't know why?”

     Just then, Grace walked into the garage with a pair of glasses. “Who wants lemonade?”

     The boys took the glasses and clinked them together...

     “Here's to un-erective bliss!” Alex giggled.

     Grace cocked her head. “What in the world?”

     Will waved a hand. “It's nothing Mom.”

     “We're just saying our dicks don't get hard.” Alex said.

     Suddenly....Alex's glass simply exploded!

     “CRASH!” “KAPOW, KAPOW, KAPOW!”

     A bullet cracked an inch near Will's head and the teen wolf snatched out to grab his mother while he kick pushed Alex down to the floor in front of the car!

    “SHIT!” Will screamed as he heard the rounds smacking stuff around him...”MOM?! ALEX?!” He yelled as he took a quick peek around the car and saw the shooter in a car in the street. The son of a bitch suddenly hit the accelerator and the car he was in tore out as neighbors came running out of their houses...

    “I'm ok.....” Alex said as he lay prone on the floor...”Nope....soaked myself silly.”

    “I'm alright William.” Grace said. “Anyone hurt?”

    Will jumped up and ran for the house door in the garage....”I'm going to call the cops and get the gun!”

     Grace screamed. “Will! You're not supposed to touch a gun!”

     “Fuck that!” Will replied. “I'm not going to let the fucker kill all of us!” The teen wolf snapped as he ran into the house, snatched up his mothers cell phone, dialed 911 and went into a closet to pull out the family hand gun...

     “Beep” “9...1....1....what are you reporting?” The operator asked.

     “My name is William Gray, I live at 87 Shepherd Street, shots have been fired at my house, I have my father's handgun. The vehicle is a four door Pontiac Grand Marque, black or dark blue....”

      Will came out the front door of the house as his mother came running up. “William! You give me that gun now!”

     Alex! Get Mom back in the fucken house!” Will snapped as he cocked the slide and took a knee on the lawn....

    “Please don't come back....please don't come back.....please don't come back.....” Will said to himself over and over again. When a patrol car came screaming to a stop. Will threw the pistol away and assumed an arrest position....

     Sirus Deupont came up with his gun drawn....”What happened Will?”

     “Some ass hole drove up and emptied a clip at me, my Mother and little brother.” Will was shaking terribly and flopped to his hands and knees....

     “Will? You alright?” Sirus asked.

      “I'm feeling really bad....my chest is really hurting.....” Will felt the warm streams of urine coating his legs....”Oh come on......gasp......gasp.......”

      Sirus leaned down....”Will? Will? You're over excited kid....breath.....”

      Will's faced screwed tight....”My chest hurts real bad.....”

      “Roll onto your back William....” Sirus said as he helped Will onto his back. “You're going into a panic attack William....look at me! Keep your eyes on me....”

     Alex ran up and snatched an arm, hugging it tight...”Come on big bro...I'm right here. Mom's here....breath Will.....breath.....”

     Will looked at Alex and softly smiled....”I'm so sorry I hurt you kid.....” Then his eyes fluttered shut....

     “William?!” Sirus asked as he shook Will. “William...talk to me kid.....fuck! Taddy? Call EMS! I think we have a C.A. (Cardiac Arrest)

Thursday Evening
June 4, 2018 10pm
Olympic Medical Center
Ocean Pass

      Will's first sight was his mother....”Hi baby....”

      Then his second was Alex snuggled tight against him under the covers dressed in a one-zee. The younger wolf slowly woke up and reached to pet Will's snoot...

     “Hi big bro.” Alex said softly.

     Will blew a breath and smirked. “You didn't try anything perverted did you?”

     Alex sat up and snorted. “Oh......” He looked around at his parents and chose better words...”Dufus ass.”

     “What happened?” Will asked.

      “You grabbed my gun without permission, you pissed your pants, you had a severe panic attack which led into a heart attack which led to a coma which scared the hell out of us.” Gordon replied. “Best summation of events.

      Will sat up....”Did they catch the bastard who shot at us?”

       Gordon nodded. “Donner Deer. Alex Binx raped his fawn and Donner wanted payback and....you were the payback given that TIME magazine put you and Alex's name out for everyone to know. I met with the cops, spent time with Donner talking and I asked that no charges be filed but the law is still the law; they're going to prosecute Donner on their end. Needless to say? Mister Sentcha is not happy.”

     “Who's he?” Will asked.

     “The President of the Home Owners Association and the representative of the owner of Western Estates. He wants a public meeting over you and Alex.” Gordon said.

     Alex sat up pouting. “Yeah....we're worse than the Nazis, Saddam Hussain and the Carrottholic Church.”

    Will flopped back into his pillow...”Maybe grabbing the pistol wasn't a good idea.”

    “You did the right thing.” Gordon replied. “And don't you worry about our home, we're not going to lose it and we're not moving.”

     Alex laid down and snuggled Will a little more...stopping to lightly pat his face. “You'll be coming home tomorrow. I was really worried about you big bro.”

     Will smiled, look at his parents and gave Alex a quick smooch on the snoot. “Ditto little brother.” Will hugged Alex tight then gestured to him to get off the bed. “I think you've goofed off enough. I'm just happy it was all the result of stress and not my health.”

     Alex wagged his bushy wolf tail as he stood by the bed and gave Will another snuggle under his chin. “You get better ok? I want to finish that engine and go for a test drive.”

Friday Morning
June 5, 2018 9:20am
Child Therapy and treatment center
Ocean Pass

      Marian had Alex coloring with crayons on the floor with her over a huge coloring book sheet as they talked...

      “Is your brother feeling better now?” She asked.

      “He's home.” Alex replied. “The doctors said he had a heart attack from too much stress. I guess getting shot at is like mondo stress.”

       “You must love your brother very much. Don't you Alex?” Marian asked.

       “He's the best friend I've ever had.” Alex replied.

        “So before you had sex with him..you two were very close to each other?” Marian asked as she colored another part of the paper.”

       “Yeah.” Alex replied. “Well....after the lake thing he tried to avoid me but that's when I found out he was looking at cubs having sex on the internet. I thought if he liked that stuff then if I got him to do it with me? We'd be back to how things were.”

        “So....losing your brother's love must be scary to you?” Marian asked as she sat up.

     “We've never been apart.” Alex said as he sat up. “I hated that he was getting older and starting to drift away from me, you know how it is? I was frightened that Will was gonna go off to college or join the Navy like Dad and I'd have no one....not that Mom and Dad are bad or anything but I didn't have super close friends except Will. I thought... if we had sex together it would, you know, keep us close.”

       Marian wrote in her note book. “And did it work?”

       Alex nodded. “Yeah...Will became closer to me and treated me so nice. I mean spoiled me....like I was his girl friend.”

      “How much sex was there?” Marian asked. “Was it?....alot of the relationship?”

       “Mmmm....about close to half of it.” Alex replied. “I'd push it more than Will. A lot of times I'd go in his room way early in the morning and he'd screw me until almost dawn. A lot of times though? We'd just lay in bed and “snuggle-bate”....hug a lot, dry hump and masturbate....”

     Alex held up his hand....”Stop.”

    Marian watched as Alex acted embarrassed. “I.....I think I just......you know? Came?”

    “The feelings were very intense no doubt.” Marian said. “You were starting to pant.”

     Alex sat back down and crossed his legs....”I mean.....I mean I enjoyed what Will did to me? He said he loved me so much and that's what I wanted from him was his love, I didn't want him to leave me alone and I thought that if I let him screw me a lot that we would always be together....”

    Marian put up a hand....”Alex? That's enough for today, you're getting very upset.”

    “Sigh.....sniff......” Alex cried for a bit then his mood swung back to being happy again. “Wow....made progress on this drawing didn't we huh?”

       Marian nodded and then walked Alex to his Mother in the waiting room. “Alex? Sit in this chair? I want to talk to your mother a little bit.” Marian tool Grace into another room....

      “He had very intense emotional swings today.” Marian said. “You should stay very close to him and talk to him but not about anything related to Will. And don't let him tag around Will too much, something might set Alex off.” Marian said.

     “Alright.” Grace replied. “Marian? Is my son?.....Is Alex gay?”

     “Well I would hardly classify him as being gay. He was stimulated sexually mostly out of intense emotional need. Now....I want to make it clear that it is not your fault nor your husbands fault. There are times where siblings develop a very strong bond to each other that the younger can be devastated by even the slightest hint that the relationship will be severed and often they act out for self-preservation. If indeed as you told me that Alex might have been sexually stimulated earlier in his life? Then no....he's not gay but he's taken on the sexual acting as part of a defensive mechanism. It's very dangerous which is why you and your husband need to spend as much time with him as possible.”

Friday Morning
June 5, 2018 10:54 am
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

     Will was sitting up in his bed as Gordon came in with a juice drink. “Here you go Son. How you feeling?”

      Will sighed back....”I wish I took a bullet.”

      “You better stop that stupid talk right now.” Gordon ordered.

       “Dad?” Will snapped. “Aren't you fucken pissed? I fucked Alex ok Dad?! I fucked him in his ass hole! I fucken raped your baby son Dad! Over and fucken over I shoved my dick in his fucken tail hole and tore it up! Where's the rage?! Just get it over with, take me out back and fucken kill me like a sick dog! This is killing me Dad!” Will screamed...

       Gordon hauled back and gave the wolf teen a mighty strong stinging slap in the snoot! “SHUT YOU FUCKEN MOUTH WILLIAM!” Gordon snapped. For a moment there was a scary silence between them...

     “Yes....I'm angry at you Will....I am super angry at you believe me, I've had the thoughts of putting a bullet in your head for what you did to Alex, for how you fucken used him, and fucked him and raped him and then you took him over to another baby raper's house and you shared our little son with a fucken piece of shit and I if could? I'd tie ropes around both your necks and then cut your fucken dicks off and watch you bleed and suffer till you both died.”

      Gordon stood shaking with his fists clench. “I want to beat you until you're fucken mush and the only thing that's saving you from my wrath is your poor mother who've I've promised come hell or high water that I'd do anything and everything to put you boys back to rights because Gawd damn it every time I look at you two? I see you as my little babies and damn it....I will not lose my boys! Do you fucken hear me William? I will not lose my boys!”

     Will fell apart and balled hard as Gordon wrapped his big arms around him and snuggled him close...”If you weren't worth dying for William? I wouldn't be trying so hard to put my anger aside.....shhhhhhh......shhhhhhh” Gordon held Will until he laid back wiping his eyes and held his Dad's hand like a vice grip...

     “I don't ever want to hear suicide from you again William, do you hear me? No more talk of taking the cowards way out of this. We're going to get over this...all of us...” Gordon said.

      “Hmph.....usually there would be a comical add-end to your little speeches Dad?” Will said with a light smile. 

     Gordon replied....”Chinese BBQ?”

     “And then we'll go to Disneyland.” Will replied. Just then the door sounded.

      “Looks like your mother and Alex are home.” Gordon said as he patted Will's shoulder and walked into the living room.

      “Hi Dad.” Alex said waving. “I'm going into the garage to work on Will's car.”

       “I'll go with you.” Gordon said.

        “Nope.” Alex replied. “I want special cuddle time with Mom.”

         “Well fine. Be that way.” Gordon snickered. “You're mother doesn't know a thing about engines.”

          “Well you don't know what a women looks like....tranny fucker.” Alex replied as he reached out for a fist bump from his Mother. “And....boom!”

         “That's getting old.” Gordon snorted.

          Alex hugged his mother. “See dad? This is a female....a female wolf.....see these? These are breast. Can you say......breasts dad?”

         Gordon snorted at his wife. “You're egging him on Grace.”

         “Well?” Grace replied. “You do seem to need a better education on the fair sex there Gordon.”

       “And....mom boom!” Alex fist bumped his mother again. “Come on Mom! Let's show dad you can fix cars better than he can get laid.”

        Gordon stood growling. “If it wasn't for me you little turd?! You'd never be born!”

         “Artificial insemination Dad! At least they hit the target! “Boom points!” Alex yelped from the garage.

       Gordon walked into the kitchen for a bottle of water when his cell phone went off...

      “Hello?” Gordon answered.

      “Mister Gray? This is McGruff. I've finished searching the history files by your parameters? I have the results ready when you can come down to see me.”

      “I'll probably stop by tomorrow Fred.” Gordon said as he opened his water. “Tonight I have to meet with the neighborhood association and our neighbors over our boys.”

     “I understand.” Fred McGruff replied. “I'll see you tomorrow then possibly.”

Friday evening
June 5, 2018 7pm
Western Estates Communities
Ocean Pass

Community meeting hall.

      Will sat next to his mother, Alex and his father not feeling comfortable at all. He thought he could feel the heat coming from the glares of furs in the room and the whispers and murmurings only confirmed his thoughts. His father's assuring hand feeling his shoulder gave little comfort as Mister Sencha, the big gray African Hipo, stood up to addressed the gathered citizens...

    “Let's begin this meeting ladies and gentlemen, you know me of course I am Sencha the community president and representative of the estates owner as well as a member of Sebin legal group and please....no “Did you get that thing I sencha.” Jokes? I get enough of them as is at work.”

    “Now....the reason for our meeting if it is not obvious to many of you regards two young members of our community. Alex and William Gray who are currently under court authority restrictions as...registered sex offenders. They are under the control of their parents, Gordon and Grace Gray and I want to be the first to open this community meeting from my perspective as someone who deals with matters of law...”

    “The issue is...is there a risk to the community, to some of you and your cubs from these two boys? I would argue that the risk from them is rather small; much smaller than if they were older adults with longer criminal records. This meeting was asked for not just because of the issue of them being classified as sex offenders but from the resent shooting incident that happened at the house and the fear that these boys will draw more vigilantes who feel they need to protect society from a couple of vicious, sick pedophiles.”

    “I'm not the one who makes the decisions here; that power is in the hands of you the community. You're the ones who have to decide if Will and Alex can stay among us here or if they can't. I can only give you my opinion based on legal fact and from my legal standing, there is nothing which would give sound reason to make these boys move out. That being said from my understanding...the floor is open to you all.”

    The next hour went between sympathetic furs who felt the boys were being well watched to vitriolic, hate filled snarls from parents of cubs who had gotten a hold of the TIME Magazine coverage and lashed out personally at both Will and Alex...one even branded Alex “A sick little feral bastard in need of a chain and shock collar.” because of how TIME described him as a “willing participant in sodomistic pleasures.”

    At one point....Mumbles Happyfeet got into a back and forth with Giles Quinn, a much larger Bengal tiger who tried to push his size over the shorter Emperor Penguin...

   “I've lived next to the Gray's ever since Will was a baby. If there's a pitiless monster in this damned room Quinn? It's you?!” Mumbles snapped.

   “Would you trust that cub raping scumbag with your son?!” Quinn snapped. “How about the younger one? How long do you think it would take that sick little bastard to rip your kid's tail up? You can't reform these sick deviants once they got the taste? They should have put them out of their misery like sick dogs...I don't want those cub fucking pieces of shit on my streets or near my house! I'm not the only one who feels that way Mumbles? Why don't you gift wrap your little son for them and put a “fuck me” sign around his neck?!”

    “You can't make such a sweeping generality like that and condemn them to death or worse Quinn!” Mumbles snapped. “They're still young! Do you want to add them to the prison population? Just more thrown away lives our taxes support as they languish in the prison system?”

    Quin snapped back. “Better the fucking prison then on my street! If they don't go then they better stay locked up in their house because if I see them near my house? I'll fucken shoot them!”

     “And then the cops will shoot you dead!” Mumbles screamed back!

     Gordon stopped Will from trying to get to his feet and jumped up....”HEY!” Gordon screamed and growled, which got everyone to shut up...

     “Can I say something?” Gordon asked. “Do me and my wife have a say before you all decide to kick us out?”

     The room went quiet as Gordon got up before the crowd...

     “Sigh.....first of all....my sons are not little feral bastards. Have any of your cubs been touched by my sons? Because if they have and you staying silent about it then who are you to be sitting here calling my children sick bastards and you're keeping their activities a secret?”

     Gordon waved a hand....”Anyone? Have my sons raped your children? Anyone?”

      When none of the furs in the room answered. Gordon continued...”Me and the wife made our mistakes, we're not afraid to admit that we allowed the internet in our house without any controls on it. Anyone brave enough in here to admit that too? Do your cubs surf the web on your computers? Their smart phones? Their tablets?”

     Some hands went up.

     “Yeah....we found out by bitter experience that our kids knew what to look for...” Gordon turned to Will and Alex...”And how to hide it from us.”

     “What has been done...can never be un-done. All we can do is obey the law and get our kids back on the road and out of the ditch they put themselves into. My boys accept what they did, they accept the punishment put on them and all they know right now is how much it sucks and how bad it hurts. And they both got a good dose of reality when a pissed off reindeer came calling with a gun and tried to shoot my family, tried to kill my wife, their mother.”

      Gordon paused....”Most of you knew my boys before this. You knew them from diapers. Can anyone tell me honestly that my boys should chained like feral dirty dogs and shot fucking dead without any fucken hope? Well.....can any of you?”

     Gordon looked around....”There used to be a time that if a fur got into a terrible mess but was determined come hell or high water not to want to sink further, that if they showed their last ounce of fight...we'd pick them up out of the gutter.”

    Gordon pointed. “Bobby....” Bob Lightner was a cheetah, the community grounds keeper. “Bobby...you lost your job because you got hooked on smack due to an injury. He hit rock bottom, didn't have a damn thing except a beat up truck and some garden tools and a lawn mower. Come on...how many of us looked at him and slammed the door in his face? Come on....I did it too, stop your lying.”

     Some hands came up. “Oh come on!” Gordon snapped. “Get you damn hand up Quinn? You threw a bucket of water on Bob you liar.”

     Will leaned over to his mother...”Dad's having a Jimmy Stewart moment Mom.”

     Grace snickered. “This is usually when we have hot “after speech” sex.”

      “Yeah......Quinn by the way throws water at kids on Halloween too. You all knew Bobby, one day he just said “I don't want this shit anyone.” and he busted his ass to prove to people he was good at lawns and landscaping. He got himself off the junk, cleaned himself up and now he owns a house here.....well gawd damn it don't my kids deserve the same chance?”

      One fur stood up...”Bobby wasn't a cub molester!”

       “My kids don't want to be pedophiles! But that's what will happen if you throw them in the gawd damn trash!” Gordon yelled.

      “Sigh....I'm not asking all of you to trust my boys with your children, damn it do you all think I'm stupid? Are you going to drop your kids on my doorstep? I would think that if you felt Will or Alex were doing something that by their punishment would be illegal, I would sure hope you'd come running to me because as most of you know? I'm not afraid to drop draws and tan butts.”

     Alex almost shot up to ruin the moment until Will gazed at him with a mean “I'll beat you.” look on his face.

      Gordon held his hands out...”I'm trying to save my children everyone. If you turn them away and treat them like worthless animals? They'll become the animals you fear. I'm asking you, I'm begging you for mercy, I'm begging you all for help. Don't tear my boys up, lift em up. Don't kick them in the face when they're down, give me some encouragement and tell them they don't have to live sick and miserable lives....I'm begging you all....don't kick us out of our home.”

     Gordon sat down and Grace, Will and Alex hugged him as he sat with his head down. Mister Sencha walked up. “If you'd all please kindly leave? We'll finish this up.”

Friday evening
June 5, 2018 10pm
Western Estates Communities
Ocean Pass

Community meeting hall.

      Mister Sencha walked up to the Gray family as they sat around a table outside the meeting room...

      “You know Gordon? You should run for office.” Sencha said holding a hand out. “There's some pissed off furs but the community voted you to stay.”

       Alex punched his Dad in the arm. “Way to go Dad!”

       “Aw man....” Will snorted. “I was looking forwards to my dog house, my silver drinking bowl, my guchi chain and my high voltage shock collar.”

       Gordon smacked Will off the head. “Smart ass.”

       Sencha then gestured....”Ahhh....that was one little concession which might be a little rub? Believe me some people thought it very extreme. Should you boys ever get to be by themselves again around the house? People.....want them to have shock collars and an invisible barrier fence placed around the property.”

      Alex huffed. “Well that's really fucking extreme.”

      Grace batted Alex off the shoulder...”Language you!”

       Gordon replied. “If that keeps us in our home? Then I'll do it.”

      Will gestured. “I.....really don't think the idea will work with Alex dad? He might get sick stimulation from it?”

      “We didn't get to “smoke” today big bro. When we get home? I wanna kill your butt.” Alex snorted.

      “That......sounded a little perverted Alex.” Will snickered.

      “Enough you two?” Gordon snorted. “Fine Sencha, we'll have a barrier installed.”

  

           
Saturday Morning
June 6, 2018 9am
State Police headquarters
Ocean Pass

     Gordon arrived at the station and the desk sergeant took him down to Fred McGuff's office in the archive section...

     “Good morning Fred.” Gordon said as he took a seat.

      Fred put four file boxes on a nearby table...”In all? 37 files over 25 years. The majority of them are sex offenders, the oldest 32, the youngest 12. All the shrink evaluations, interrogation and treatment records all pinged up according to your profile.”

     Gordon pursed his lips. “The records have to stay here?”

     Fred nodded. “I don't think you want your boys getting hold of the contents being they're so graphic. You can take notes but no names and no personal information. If you need help, I'm very available.”

     Fred took a seat. “So you have two boys? One one is showing these traits on the profile?”

     “The younger one yes.” Gordon replied. “It has all the marks of some sort of programming. I'm not tin foil hat sort of wolf but....I'm going to have him undergo a polygraph this coming week as part of his therapy sessions.”

     Fred sat thinking...”Might I suggest something? As an investigator?”

     “Sure.” Gordon replied.

     “That you allow one of these night time events of your son to be observed by a trained investigator?” Fred asked.

       Gordon scratched his head. “I'm not afraid to say I'm frightened by the idea. Letting my boy go through that?”

       Fred replied. “If we could watch it...there's a chance you could pick up subtle clues about the nature and character of the offender or offenders. You would have complete control to stop it of course.”

         Gordon played with his maw....”I have to think on it. If you think it could benefit my boy, I might be open to try it.” 

Saturday Morning
June 6, 2018 10:30 am
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

       Grace walked up to the front door and there stood Quinn, the big bengal tiger, with flowers in his hand...

      “Morning Grace.” Quinn said as he held the flowers out. “Can I come in?”

      “Sure Quinn.” Grace replied as she let the tiger in. “Gordon's not here.”

      “I'm not here for Gordon. Are the boys here? Well.....obviously they would be...” Quinn asked.

       Grace called for Will and Alex and the boys came out of their rooms and sat down on the couch...

       Quinn stood playing with his big paws....”Grace? Boys? I....treated you all like garbage last night and I'm here to say I am so sorry. This....this whole thing with you two....is quite personal for me....and painful.”

       Quinn sighed...and rubbed his head.....”Boys? Grace? I was......I was......raped by my own father....for years...I never had the chance to ask why or....or anything. I've struggled with that for a long time because also...when I was a teen....I did things to other cubs and with other cubs.....and I'm ashamed of it all.”

       Quinn looked at Alex. “I called you an undeserving little feral bastard. Well if anyone's an undeserving feral bastard....it's me.”

       Alex jumped off the couch, ran up and hugged Quinn. Then came Will and Grace.

      “I promise you....” Quinn said as he held Will and Grace. “No one's going to kick you all out of your house. Over my dead body they will. And if you boys need someone to watch you so your parents can get out and do things? I'll stay with you.”

        Just then....Gordon walked into the house. “Quinn?” Gordon asked as the tiger pulled back from the rest of the family. “Gordon? Can I see you out back alone?”

       Minutes later....Gordon sat somewhat shocked....”I never would have thought.”

       “Well I never blabbed it to anyone.” Quinn replied. “It's not a thing you discuss in polite conversations. I'm pretty sure that if Ann ever found out she'd probably take the kids and leave me.”

       Gordon asked. “Have you?”

       Quinn replied. “Oh no......oh no.....I.....after I turned adult I was terrified. Why do you think I'm so cheep that I don't have flip phones? Hell the family computer is in a locked room and my wife has the combination; not me. I'm a strong believer in strong passwords and single user control. I also started seeing a therapist three months ago. I get terrible flashbacks, I see a naked cub and I freak out. And as you notice? I hate fags and pedophiles with a passion; call the kettle black huh?”

      Gordon leaned in...”Then I'm not upset at you calling my kids feral. I think if you would talk to them, encourage them to keep facing up to this and not hide from it? I think it would help them and you overcome all the shit you've been through.”

      Quinn nodded. “I can watch your boys Gordon, I'm not afraid any more if anything comes out about my past. I would still keep them close to the house though for safety sake. I would guess they can't have contact with any cubs?”

      Gordon replied. “Unsupervised contact. And I'm not too keen right now about them having any contact at all.”

      Quinn replied. “Gordon? They have to socialize, you can't keep them stunted in the house? My three kids are good kids, My oldest Cathy used to hang with William for years, he needs normal contact. We could do a cook out, set some ground rules, control the setting and get your boys back to feeling normal for once. Come on?”

      Gordon thought for a moment...”Alright...I'm willing to give it a try. But give me a little time before we do it? There's issues I need to deal with concerning Alex.”

      “You're worried he might do something?” Quinn asked.

      “No...” Gordon replied. “He's having night issues. Sleeping problems, reoccurring things that are setting him off...”

      “Sexually acting out in his sleep?” Quin said.

      “Yes......yes......You?” Gordon asked.

      Quin looked around. “After my mother divorced my father when I was 12 and we moved? I had “black out” episodes where I fucked myself with a broom handle late at night and didn't remember a damn thing. It's a very strong sign of sexual abuse.”

      Gordon whispered....”Alex tries to play with himself....with his tail hole. I had to make him wear a lockable one-zee in bed but he still has those fascinations. I thought it was from Will but we've found other things.”

      “You have him in therapy?” Quinn asked.

      “Yes....Do you think we need to push that stronger?” Gordon asked.

       “You better.” Quinn answered. “Otherwise it's going to be like a land mine. Sooner or later....Alex is going to snap right back into his behavior. You need to find out if it is previous abuse.”

       Quinn stood up. “Call me later ok?”

Monday Morning
June 8, 2018 9:15am
Child Therapy and treatment center
Ocean Pass

     Alex sat at a table as a police investigator wired him to the polygraph machine. Gordon, Grace and Will sat together in another room...

     Alex looked at Marian. “So....why am I doing this?”

     “Your parents want to see if you have any memories of being....sexually stimulated... before you and Will started. Before you were ten years old.” Marian replied.

     “Well I didn't. I don't remember ever doing anything.” Alex replied. “Am I going to be in trouble if they find anything?”

       The police investigator, a British red fox, replied....”No young chap. If we do have something? It could help your situation. But you must be as truthful as you can remember.”

       The fox held up a card....”Now what color is this card?”

       Alex replied...”It's blue.”

       The fox held up another card. “Now lie about this color?”

      Alex snorted. “Flaming pink.”

      “Alright....the machine is now calibrated.” The fox said. Now Alex? I'm going to ask you a series of questions to which you must reply with a simple yes or no except the first question. Do you understand?”

      Alex sighed...”Yes.” He then smiled. “That was the first question right?”

      The fox shook his head. “The first question is....what is your name?”

      “Alexander Gray.” Alex replied.

      “That was the easy question.” The fox said as he marked the paper rolling off the machine.....now for the series of questions.....

The fox: Alex? Did your brother Will have sex with you before you were ten?

Alex: no.

The fox: Alex? Did you father have sex with you before you were ten?

Alex: no.

The fox: Alex? Did your mother have sex with you before you were ten?

Alex: no.

The fox: Alex? Did anyone have sex with you before you were ten?

Alex: no.

The fox: Alex? Do you remember any person named Bowie?

Alex: no.

The fox: Alex? Has anyone had anal sex with you before you were ten?

Alex:no.

The fox: Alex? Has anyone made you perform oral sex before you were ten?

Alex: no.

The fox: Alex? Did you pose naked for anyone before you were ten?

Alex: no.

      The fox looked at Marian then at Alex. “All done.”

      Alex wasted no time pulling the sticky pads and wires off. “Good! Well did I lie?”

      “There's no evidence you did.” The Fox replied.

      “Good...because I wish people would listen to me before making me do stuff like this.” Alex huffed. “Marian? Can we go for a walk? I need to calm down.”

      Gordon came into the room and suffered the angry glare of his son's eyes as he and Marian walked past him...

     “Well Mister Keen?” Gordon asked the fox. “What were the results?”

     Keen showed Gordon the paper strip....”All questions were “no” and all questions were answered truthfully. No evidence of any past sexual abuse.”

     Gordon scratched his head as he pondered the results. “Now this just isn't right? Alex has been acting out in his sleep at night as if he's been or being sexually abused. There's this “Bowie” he keeps talking about...we believe he's male...and Alex doesn't remember anything. We thought we'd see some evidence that there's some level of knowledge about what happened?”

      Keen replied. “It's a clean result. Now if some sort of drug or hypnotism were employed in the criminal act? That might explain our results.”

       “Is there a way of finding out?” Gordon asked.

       Keen thought and then shook his head. “I wouldn't try counter-hypnosis, that's very dangerous if you're thinking of trying to break some sort of programming on the lad. My best advice is to continue what you're doing now in researching police records and recording your son's acts and vocals. You'll get your answers, just be patient.”

      Meanwhile...Alex and Marian walked together in the small park next to the treatment center...

      “You are not very happy are you Alex?” Marian asked. “The polygraph test was not to call you a liar.”

       Alex threw a rock. “It was totally stupid though! I know my own self, if someone was messing around with me? I would have remembered it. I think I'm just making stuff up and having gay sex fantasies but I can't remember anything about them! No faces, nothing visual and I come back with this “Bowie” guy I've never met. It's just making me upset. I'm treated like a little kid by everyone, I have to wear those stupid one-zees.”

      Alex flopped on the ground. “And I'm so fucken lonely. There's no one else but my family to hang around with, I'm stuck in the house, If I even so much as wipe my butt; I get spanked for it...I'm just not really happy with it.”

     “Your father and mother hit you?” Marian asked.

      “No....they don't but being forced to keep my sexual feelings repressed just feels like a spanking.” Alex snorted as he sat and moaped.

     “Alex? It's those feelings and the fact that you were rather sheltered that got you into the trouble you're dealing with right now.” Marian replied.

     Alex stood up...”Let's just walk some more? I mean you're happy right? You have a husband? I can't even search for a boyfriend I might like till I'm 23.”

     Alex stopped and thought....”Then again?” He turned to face Marian. “I'm....I'm getting turned off to gay sex...like it's not fun any more...you see how messed up I am?”

    Marian slowly brushed a hand over Alex's head tuft....”All I see is a young wolf who's been grievously hurt and emotionally abused who's trying hard to sort it all out.”

      Alex slackened and lowered his head. “Man....you are good Marian.”

      Marian draped an arm around Alex's shoulders. “You're a good young man Alex. Don't despair, you'll get through this.”

     Gordon was sitting with his wife in the reception room...”Grace? I want to try what Fred McGruff was talking about.”

     “You want to trigger Alex into one of those sick displays?” Grace replied frowning. “I forbid it Gordon.”

      “Grace...what if Quinn is right? What if we don't try to uncover this thing that's causing Alex to act out in his sleep? What if it causes him to re-offend? Do you want that on your memory when our son is rotting in prison?”

      “Gordon? This is dangerous. Putting Alex through such a thing? People watching him up close while he despoils himself? Doing what sick things he'll do to his body? And at his age Gordon? Please don't do this to our child Gordon?” Grace asked.

      “If we don't do it and he ends up in a prison....maybe getting raped by those brute beasts? What then Grace? I'm not willing to leave Alex to fate, woman....it has to be done.” Gordon said as he wrapped an arm around Grace's waist. I promise it's only one time and no more.”

Monday Morning
June 8, 2018 9:37am
Child Therapy and treatment center
Ocean Pass 

“zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......thock!” Will cranked his arm back and threw the ball back to Angie. “Nice! So you play women's softball?”

Angie set her self, whirled the big softball around and fired it into Will's glove again. “Yup....played high school and college varsity. I pitched for Ocean Central College for three years. Now I play in the city league. So you were track and field? Did you like that?”

Will nodded as he caught another good throw. “Oh yeah...I loved to run. I was in track and best at anchor for the 440 and the half mile.”

    “You're sounding better today.” Angie said as she stopped to rest her pitching arm. “You're not having any sexual flashbacks? No memory flashbacks at all?” She asked.

     Will sighed....”I'd be lying if I said no. But I have an easy enough way to stop if I'm sleeping? I hold my tail and when they pop up? I clamp down on it and pain myself awake.”

    Angie gave Will a disappointing look. “That's self abuse. That doesn't work at all. Come here?”

    Will walked up and Angie snatched his thick wolf's tail. “You're breaking the skin and scabbing it over....you need to stop this.” Angie huffed.

     “Well then?” Will asked. “How am I supposed to stop the dreams? I don't want that shit in my head anymore.”

      Angie replied...”Go to bed pre-planning your dreams. Think of the one thing that's not sexual that makes you absolutely happy....like cars? You tell me you love to work on and repair classic cars or even sports? Think of some of your best track meets before you go to bed and if you start drifting into anything sexual? Tell yourself ahead of time that you absolutely hate it and that you own your dream space. Just try it? I'll even help you with exercises.”

      Will nodded back. “Anything. I want them gone.”

Monday Afternoon
June 8, 2018 2:46pm
Ocean Pass

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

     Alex followed Will out of the tool shed with a bag of nails while Will carried some new boards for the backyard fence. Their mother wasn't too far off, working in her small garden as the boys removed damaged boards and nailed in new ones...

    “Will?” Alex asked. “Do you still dream about me? Be honest?” 

     Will took a deep breath and replied. “Mostly in my sleep now. A few times I'll get triggered and I have to walk off to my room and sulk.”

      Alex replied...”Do you get hard?”

      “Alex? Don't push it alright?” Will warned. “That's enough.”

      Alex sighed...”I still have you popping up.”

      Will stopped hammering and got on his knees...”Alex? Please? You have to stop bringing it up and you have to face the fact that what we had was wrong and that it's over alright? The dreams and flashbacks are going to come up but we have to keep them where they belong...in disgust, contempt and hate....that's where they belong.”

      “Except....I didn't hate you Will! I didn't hate you, I loved you! And don't you fucken lie to me and say you didn't love me!” Alex snapped out. “Shit....You fix the fucken fence yourself.”

     Grace heard Alex snap and called out...”Alexander? You stop right there and get back to helping your brother.”

     Alex looked at his mother, turned to look at Will and stood wiping tears off his face. “I hate these fucken mood swings.”

     Will walked up and soft punched his little brother in the chin...”Come on Alex. You never quit this easy.”

     Alex sighed....”Not like I don't try too.”

Monday Afternoon
June 8, 2018 2:46pm
State Police headquarters
Ocean Pass

     Gordon sat on one side of the table and McGruff sat on the other side as each went through the thick records Fred had chosen by Gordon and Grace's parameters...

     “Fourteen year old Tiger.” Gordon said as he studied the record in his hands. “Sexually abused three of his siblings. Four cubs his mother babysat. Posting sex videos on-line....”

      Gordon paused....”Mauled three cubs in a day care center....shot by police a week after being placed in....foster care?”

      “Yup. I remember that one.” Fred said as he took notes from another case file. “Caused a change in the whole legal system with respect to handling young offending cubs.”

    Gordon looked over the psychological report. “Same behavior as Alex. Stripping in bed, sex acts, anal self penetration....no recollection of memory or events.”

    Fred waved some papers in his hand. “This one? 23 year old Puma. Baseball coach, molested four cubs, raped a fifth. Psychological report the same. Hung himself from a tree the day before he was to go to sex offender rehab.”

   Gordon bit his finger....”So far we've been through five files. All the same problems... all of them dead.”

   Gordon pulled out his cell phone and called Grace...”Hi honey. Where's Alex?”

   “He's will Will in the garage finishing the work on that car.” Grace replied.

   “You need to talk to Will and keep a very close eye on Alexander. Don't let him walk off to his room or anywhere without someone watching him.” Gordon said.

   “What's wrong Gordon?” Grace asked worried.

    “Just do what I told you and we'll talk about it later. And watch what Alex has in his hands?” Gordon blew a kiss and clicked off the phone. He looked at Fred with deep concern....”Now I'm worried about us putting Alex through a night in just ordinary sleeping wear.”

    Fred sat with his arms crossed. “We'll control the situation. Just make sure there's nothing in that bed room he can injure himself with.”

    Gordon nodded slowly and looked at his notes...”Nothing in these about a “Bowie” but here's some other names....or nicknames or whatever....”

“Mister Dandy”
“Hoofer”
“Speedy” 

        Fred nodded....”I have a friend who's an analyst / agent criminal science major with the Fur-deral Bureau of Investigations? I propose we put a package together and show him...see if he can bust a few screws loose.”

      Gordon nodded. “I'm starting to get really scared Fred.”

      “We may just be busting the edge of a big block of ice but we don't have enough to prove it's all a single entity.” Fred replied. “Remember Gordon, it's your kid you need to be brave for.”

Monday Afternoon
June 8, 2018 5pm

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

       Gordon called Grace, Will and Alex into the living room then knelt before Alex and took him by the hands...

      “Alex? I'm going to need you to be very brave. I'm going to let you sleep tonight in normal clothes, whatever you want to sleep in...it's up to you.” Gordon said to Alex.

     “Ummm....ok.....” Alex replied. “I'm...still having those “problems” Dad.”

      Gordon replied. “I know...that's why I'm asking you to do this. I'm having a fur connected to the police department to come over and watch you as you sleep.”

      Alex squirmed. “You're not serious?”

      “Trust me Son, I'm not at all comfortable with this but given...”

      Alex cut Gordon off...”No way....” The young wolf huffed. “No way I'm gonna get all perverted while some guy I don't know watches it! What the fuck Dad? Have you gone fucken stupid?!”

     “Alex!” Will snapped.

     “Well what the hell?!” Alex huffed. “I told the truth, they did a lie detector test on me! They said there's no evidence of anything happening to me before I turned ten years old! And Dad wants me to like.....do a perverted floor show for some strange dude?”

       Gordon grabbed Alex by the shoulders. “Alexander! Will you be quiet and listen to me?!”

      “Gordon!” Grace snapped. “If he doesn't want to do it....”

      “Grace!......” Gordon replied sharply, then he turned to Alex and sagged. “I've been working with an investigator and we've found other cases just like you son....every one of them ended up dead and worse...and they all...match what you've been doing to yourself.”

      Alex looked at his mother, then at Will, then at Gordon....

      “Son? I wouldn't ask this of you if I didn't care about you. If I wasn't so damned scared of losing you that I'd take such a risk or ask something from you that's by far the worse thing I could ever dream wanting of my own child.”

     Gordon cupped Alex's face in his hands...”I promise you....we'll take care of you, we won't let anything bad happen to you but if by doing this we can find out anything that's been the cause of this...it's worth risking this than risking your life in not doing it.”

    Alex wrapped his arms around Gordon's neck....”I'm scared dad....I'm scared shitless.”

    Gordon hugged Alex tight...”Me, your mother and Will won't let a thing harm you....we promise you. Can you be my brave little wolf?”

    Alex snuggled Gordon and sounded....”Mmm! I can do it.”

    Grace got up and stomped into the kitchen. Gordon took a deep breath, kissed Alex on the snoot and walked in to see his wife pouring coffee...

     “Here we are trying to stop our child from doing these sickening things to himself and you're encouraging him? I don't know if I should walk out or hit you.” Grace snapped.

     Gordon bore himself....”Hit me Grace. You have all the right in the world.”

     Grace slackened and fell into her husband's arms. “Why did it have to be us? Oh I so hate this idea?”

     “You?” Gordon sighed. “You're not going to be the one to be close and personal if it happens. Don't worry about this investigator Grace, he's square.”

Monday Evening
June 8, 2018 8pm

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

    Alex finished his shower and got dressed in a pair of red underwear and white ankle socks...

    “Are you sure you want to dress like that Son?” Gordon asked.

    Alex brushed a foot over the floor. “No...but if something does get crazy, they'll slip off easier than a pair of PJ's.” Alex shivered....”Ugh....I'm getting the fucken willies over this shit.”

    Alex turned to Will. “Where are you going to be?”

    “Sleeping in the basement, where else?” Will replied.

    “No...I want you up here to get me up.” Alex demanded.

    “Not gonna happen.” Will snorted back. “The last thing I want is to get triggered. Dad will wake you up for sure.”

    Alex snorted. “Dad will knock me to the fucken moon.”

    Just then, Fred McGruff walked up with Grace who sobbed as she hugged Alex tight...

    “Hello Alex. I'm Fred McGruff from the State Police.” Fred extended a hand.

    “Sheesh....should wear a garter and put a dance pole in my room.” Alex snickered. When he saw no one was amused he snorted...”Well it's just a joke!”

    Gordon pressed a finger in Alex's face. “This is no time to screw around.”

    Alex sighed....”Dad? How am I going to sleep? I'm like super amp'd up right now.”

    Gordon replied. “Trust me...we're patient.”

    Alex walked into his bedroom and slipped into his bed...”Dad? You won't let anything bad happen to me will you?”

    Gordon sighed back. “If I get really abusive to wake you up? Don't hold it against me kid.”

    “Hmph....” Alex snorted. “Just go ahead and kick me in the nuts. That always works.”

     Grace walked up and kissed Alex on the snoot. “Baby....I love you so much? Be brave ok?”

     “Wow mom....I feel like I'm wearing training pants again...” Alex snickered. “I'll be ok...at least I hope.”

Tuesday Morning
June 9, 2018 12:37am

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family  

      Fred sat by the door jam of Alex's bedroom as Gordon handed him a glass of juice. “He finally went to sleep.” Fred said. He look up at Gordon who stood sucking the tip of his finger with terrible worry. “You're going to shrivel your finger tip like that.”

      “I don't know if I can face this.” Gordon said.

      “If he doesn't do anything tonight.” Fred replied. “We won't ask for a repeat performance. I won't put a cub through such torture a second time.”

Tuesday Morning
June 9, 2018 2:15 am

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

     The soft moans and whines brought Gordon out of near sleep as he sat at the door way to Alex's room, he turned around and whispered to Fred who sat not far away that something was happening...

      Alex's red underwear was on the floor next to the bed and as Gordon peered through the dim light...he could see his son naked on the bed, his body and limbs contorting strangely. Three fingers of one hand were buried deep into his tail hole. He withdrew then thrusted deep causing himself to whine and pant in his sleep as his head bobbed around from the pleasurable self-fucking....

     Gordon wanted to wake the cub from his delirious self abuse but Fred pulled him back with a shoosh.....quickly pulling out his note book, the blood hound began to write quickly every detail he could see and hear knowing that the room camera too was catching what the big wolf and dog were seeing and hearing themselves...

    Alex seemed to be struggling and thrashing, his finger fucking picking up then slacking off as his free hand seemed to be grasping at something close to his head and neck....

   “Whine.....whine.....Mister Bowie......whine......gluck.......gluck.......” Alex sounded as if he was gagging, his maw open, his tongue lolling and lapping about inside his mouth....”ugh!....ugh.....Mister Bowie......can't breath......stop it!” Alex rolled onto his stomach and gasped as his fingers increased their hard and brutal fucking of his tail hole. His agonizing father and the blood hound getting next to the bed to catch every utterance of words or anything close to words as Alex yelped and cried from his abusers....

    “No....no.....no....ugh....Mister Chambers......mmmmm.....your thing hurts.....it hurts...
mmmm.....stop it!”

    Alex started to kick his legs and yelp louder as his finger fucking sped up...”I can't breath! Stop it!” He screamed out as he flopped over onto his back and kicked his legs out wide apart!...

    “Mwaa......mwaa......no!” The wolf cub cried out! “NO!”

     “Whine.....whine.....whine.....” Alex froze and shuddered as cum spurted from his hard on and his wet fingers slipped from his moistened and sore abused tail hole...

      “Pant....pant.....whine.......whine......” Alex lay still locked in whatever it was, a dream? a nightmare? A trance? It mattered nothing to Gordon as he stood poised near tears wanting to reach down and bring his son out of it, yet Fred cautioned him to wait...

      Both adults listened to Alex's breathing and soft murmurs as he started to come back to normal. One arm reached out as if taking the hand of some invisible adult before Alex began to softly moan and stir, his eyes starting to flutter and his hand moving to rub his face...

     And like the last few times on camera....Alex sat up for a moment as his eyes became fully open...

     Gordon reached for him knowing that his son could freak out. Gently he took Alex's hands then slowly rubbed his cheeks and gently lick kissed him on his forehead....

     “Alex? It's Daddy....come on son.....come on......” Gordon said softly as his son became lucid...

     “Dad?” Alex said softly. “Mmmm...when we going home? I'm tired of camping.”

     Gordon looked at Fred who was scribbling away then back at his son....”Umm....soon son, very soon. I know how cranky you get, be patient ok?”

      Alex pursed his lips....”Mph....Coalbrook's boring....need to find a cooler place Daddy.” Alex huffed...then he saw Fred standing in his room and forcefully pushed his father away....

     “WHAT THE FUCK DAD?!” Alex snapped as he wrapped himself in his blanket...”Fuck!”

     Gordon slowly put his hands on Alex's shoulders as the wolf cub panted himself fully awake....”What the fuck?”

     “Alex?” Gordon asked. “What do you remember? You just went through it again son, quick! What do you remember?”

    Alex snorted. “Oh nothing...just you and this guy in my room and I'm fucken naked and sticky with cum.” Alex shorted. “Fuck Dad....” Alex sat rubbing his head.

Gordon petted him on the head “relax son.....relax...you're alright now...”

   Fred walked out of the room as Alex sat nearly sobbing....”No I'm not fucken all right dad! I'm sick!....I'm fucken sick!”

    “Son?” Gordon said. “Do you remember anything? Anything at all?”

     “No I fucken don't Dad!” Alex snapped. “I don't remember shit!” The sobbing wolf cub felt under his tail....”My hole really hurts...what did I do Dad?”

       Gordon slowly took Alex by the hand and led him to the bathroom...”Do what you have to do Son, take a shower, I won't watch you this time.”

       Alex rubbed his head....”Dad? What did I do? What the fuck did I do?”

       Gordon replied...”Hopefully you just gave us enough so we can end this. Now don't worry about it? Take a shower, clean yourself up and I'll put you back in a one-zee so you can get some sleep.” Gordon kissed Alex on the snoot. “Go on now.”

       Alex yelped and hugged his father with a loving tail wag before going into the bathroom, leaving Gordon to sag and weep as Fred pulled him from the room.

Tuesday Morning
June 9, 2018 3:26 am

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

   Gordon sat at the kitchen table....”That? That was hard to watch...talk about fucken bizarre.” Gordon said as he held his forehead and winced...”Damn.....he said Coal Brook?...we haven't been back there since he was seven.”

     “There's a lot to decipher from this.” Fred said as he studied his notes. “We should finish gathering what we can and take this to my FBI friend. Fred looked at Gordon as he sat with his head in his hands...”You alright?”

     “I just watched my son finger fuck his tail hole raw over some twisted dream he can't remember and you ask me if I'm ok?” Gordon replied. “No......sort of obvious I am not fucking ok at all.”

       Just then....Will came up from the basement and gave his dad a soft hug. “Hey Dad, was it as bad as you thought?”

       “Don't know if “bad” could be the right word to say son.” Gordon replied. “Go peak in on your brother and see if he's doing alright? Son of a bitch....I should have never left him alone!”

        Will and Gordon hurried to Alex's room with Fred but they found the young wolf sitting on the edge of his bed just putting the small lock on his one-zee...

         “Hey?” Will asked as he walked up. “You alright?”

          “Gee....no dorkus....obviously I'm not alright.” Alex snapped back. “What the fuck? I guess having crazy dreams and cumming all over myself passes for normal in this fucken house huh?”

          Will replied. “Alex?”

           Alex waved Will back with his hand....”Just get the fuck out so I can recover what dignity I have left and get some sleep?” The young wolf snorted as he laid down on his bed then turned his head to look at Will and the others in the room....

           “What part of...go the fuck away doesn't anyone understand?” Alex snapped. “Get....the....fuck......out!” He yelped. “GET OUT!”

          Will felt his father tug on him and they all went back to the kitchen...

         “What the hell Dad?” Will snorted. “Why did you just put him through this shit? I couldn't sleep...I kept thinking I should have come up and kept you all from going in his room. Hasn't Alex suffered enough?”

        “Will?” Gordon said as he rested his hands on his son's shoulders. “Sit down?”

        Will sat as Gordon poured him a coffee....”I realize this is putting you under some tremendous shit William but we had to do it because a lot of what your brother says ends up missed by the camera.” Gordon sighed....”Will? It looks as if Alex was sexually abused before you and him started doing things and now I'm scared shitless for both of you.”

      Will gestured...”Dad? I don't do that? I don't get naked sleeping, I don't.....I mean I don't act like that? Do I?”

      Fred answered. “No William....you don't. That doesn't mean you weren't affected by something.”

      “Obviously not.” Will replied. “Because Alex and I never slept in the same room together. I had a very strong independent streak out of diapers, I kinda made having my own room apart from my baby brother a priority.”

       “They didn't even sleep together at Coal Brook.” Gordon said.

       “Cold Brook?” Will asked. “You mean to tell me that Alex was...”

       “It's possible.” Fred replied. “Will? Do you remember anyone named “Bowie” or “Mister Chambers” or “Mister Dandy” “Hoofer” or “Speedy”?

       “No.” Will replied. “Then again it's been like forever since we've been there. We had a cabin there but Dad and Mom sold it years ago. I guess the place hit a downturn in popularity?”

      Gordon replied. “The original owner died and it turned into a family legal battle over the spoils. You want to see a slug fest? Watch a bunch of Beedle-jeusians whale on each other. I felt bad for the youngest son, “Merawwraww” smart kid, he should have gotten the campgrounds but he got stiffed in all the fighting.”

     Fred sat back in his chair...”Think we could get a hold of the younger son? See if he has any thoughts on this? Of course I think we should get our stuff together first and go see my FBI contact. 

Tuesday Morning
June 9, 2018 9:50 am

87 Shepherd Street
Home of the Gray family

     Will came out of the bathroom in the hallway to bump into Alex as he waddled from his room...

     “Mmmmfff.....morning.” The younger wolf moaned as he rubbed his eyes. “Last night sucked.”

    Will followed Alex into the kitchen where he stopped to snuggle his mother. “Morning.”

    Grace knelt down to give Alex a hug and a kiss. “What do you want for breakfast?”

    “Bacon and eggs.” Alex replied as he slipped into a chair at the kitchen table. “Mmf! Where's Dad and that other guy?”

    “They went to the State Police headquarters.” Will said as he yawned. “I didn't get anything for sleep and we have to go see Mister Hound today.”

    “You didn't get any sleep?” Alex snorted. “Oh you poor baby. You didn't get watched by two guys while you screwed yourself! Creep.” Alex then sighed. “Sorry....I'm obviously not enthusiastic this morning.”

     “I'm cool.” Will said. “Dad says you gave a lot of useful information.”

     “I gave a fucking floor show.” Alex snorted. “Like I said, if a dance pole were put in my room and I wore a guarder belt, I'd make bank.”

     Grace suddenly walked from the kitchen and slapped Alex in the snoot hard!

      “Jeesh Mom! Damn!” Alex yelped as he held his snoot. “What the heck?!”

     “Don't you EVER talk like that in this house!” Grace snapped. “Do you HEAR ME ALEXANDER?!”

     “Mom?” Alex cringed.

     “DO YOU HEAR ME?!” Grace snapped.

      “Ok?....I'm sorry....damn.....” Alex replied rubbing his snoot. 

      Will sipped his coffee. “That was being very insensitive.”

       “You're not doing any of this strange stuff Will?! Why? Why me and not you?” Alex yelped.

       Will raised a hand. “Right now it would be safer not to push your luck with mom being upset.”

        Alex frowned as he sat with his head resting on a hand. “Will? I don't remember anything.....not one damn thing about last night. That's what's so fucking frustrating about all this.”

      “Well according to Dad and the Investigator, you gave out some pretty substantial information. Which reminds me? Dad says you're now supposed to stay close to mom or him and not be out of eye sight. I guess last night spooked Dad something fierce.” Will said.

     Alex looked at his mother...”I decline to say anything for fear it will incriminate me and get my ass blistered.”

    Grace walked over and gave Alex a tender kiss lick on the cheek...

     “Affection is acceptable.” Alex said as he sat closed eyes. “So we have to see Mister Hound? Why can't you start a business from the garage Will?”

     “I don't think Mom and Dad want their house turned into an auto repair shop.” Will said.

     Grace snickered at him. “William doesn't seem to understand the benefits of “please Mom and Dad?” And when you do it? You're to grovel like it means something to you.”

     Will slipped off his chair, got on his hands and knees, tucked his tail between his legs and snuggled around his Mother's legs....much to her blowing her coffee....

     “Whine.....whine.....please mother?.....whine whine......” Will played.

      Alex snapped out....”GET ON YOUR BACK AND SUBMIT WILL! AT LEAST BE A CONVINCING LITTLE BITCH?!”

       Grace motioned. “William? Get off my dirty floor?”

       “So? Can I do it Mom?” Will asked.

      “I think it's a good idea.” Grace replied. “Call your father and make sure he doesn't have a problem with it ok? Now both of you finish and get cleaned up so we can talk to Mister Hound about it.”

      
Tuesday Morning
June 9, 2018 11:30 am
officer of parolees, OPPD
Ocean Pass

      “So you want to start an auto repair business in your house?” Huckleberry asked Will.

      “Well not some big time thing you know? Spare parts and like that? Just tune up, tweeks and simple engine repairs. Waiting for a job with all these restrictions sort of sucks.” Will said.

     Huckleberry nodded. “It's not a bad idea and I don't think the courts would worry over it save that you abide by the rules...no contact with cubs and that. If your lucky, you might get issued a small grant for a business start from the state...anything to keep off re-offenses and “problem children” as you might say.”

    “That's cool.” Alex said wagging his tail. “I can learn more by doing that too.”

    “So how are things? You two getting along? I realize the Binx trial is coming up soon and that might be a little stress on you both?” Huckleberry asked.

     “It's not that much stress.” Will replied. “We do have a neighbor who wants to have the family over for a cook out at some point. Can we socialize or do we have to wear iron masks and straps like Hannibal Lechter?”

     “You're being silly.” Huckleberry replied smirking. “Just remember the rules and you two will have no problems. One of the downsides to your situation is the lack of socialization. It can actually spur the problem of re-offending.”

     Alex looked at Will then back at Huckleberry. “Mister Hound? Can I talk to you alone?”

    Alex gestured to Will and watched as his older brother left the room....

    “What is it Alex?” Huckleberry asked.

    “I'm scared shitless.” Alex replied. “I'm having problems. My parents and Will know about them but....I dunno....I don't feel....sigh....I've been trying to sneak into my parents room to grab a cell phone...I get these wicked urges....”

       Huckleberry leaned forwards on his desk. “Alex? Look at me?”

      Alex shivered...”I don't know if I should even stay in our home....”

      “Alex?” Huckleberry asked again. “Look at me?”

       Alex wiped his eyes.....”This fucken sucks.”

      Huckleberry got up from his desk and leaned over....”This is precisely why you need to call me. Why you need to hug your parents. Why you need to talk to your therapist. Why you need to keep facing these problems instead of trying to hide them. Your parents don't think you're worthless.....do they?”

     “No...” Alex answered.

     “Do I look like I think you're worthless?” Huckleberry asked.

      “Well you're doing your job.” Alex said shrugging.

      “I didn't ask you about my job son?” Huckleberry said as he tapped a finger off Alex's head. “Do you think that I think you're worthless?”

      “No.” Alex replied. “Mmmm.....guess not.”

       Huckleberry played a finger over Alex's lip....”Lips? Talking. Mouth? Talking. You know? Yip, Yip, whine, whine.....help, help? I don't think anyone wants to rip you to shreds for being weak and running to “mom mah” for a snuggle and suckle. Hell.... you're looking at a dog who's been teet dependent since he was whelped. Telling all to your mother is a liberating experience. It's when you chose to shut your maw that get's you in trouble. The more you run into the trouble, the more you need to run and snuggle...is that understood?”

      “I.....yeah.....I understand.” Alex replied.

      Huckleberry frowned. “Son? You get yourself thrown into prison over something stupid? I'll forget my Southern feelings of Sympathy and just kick the living shit our of you. Do you understand me?”

     “Yes Sir.” Alex replied.

      “Now go and hug your mother.” Huckleberry said with a point. “And do it with feeling or bend over for a foot in your groin.”

Tuesday Afternoon
June 9, 2018 2:30 pm
State Police headquarters
Ocean Pass

      Gordon sat back and threw another file folder back in the storage box....”Sigh..... any chance we could talk to some of the family members of these?”

      Fred replied. “We need a specific court order because they were the subject of an official investigation and where we're at right now? We might as well start getting this process of ours registered as an official police investigation. We're going to need that documentation when we go to talk to my FBI contact.

     Gordon pointed to the box. “Nothing about Cold Brook in any of those files, nothing in the psychological investigations, the interviews....and every one of those guys and young cubs ended up killing themselves or sucking the cops to kill them.” Gordon kicked at the table...”We're dealing with some wicked shit. How about?....witchcraft? Some kind of satanist stuff?”

     Fred shook his head. “Nothing in these files fit an M.O.  like Satanic rituals or witchcraft rights or any kind of sacrifice.”

    Gordon brooded. “Perhaps the deaths of these guys? Is the sacrifice? Perhaps its' a delayed form of sacrifice triggered by a phrase or by a word?”

    “Your boy's acts do not match occult practices Gordon.” Fred said as he grabbed another folder off his desk. “I've been on investigations where cubs were sexually abused and then brutally murdered by satanists, Alex shows no sign of any occultist involvement. From what I saw it looks like strait out brutal rape. And his guttural sounds? The aspiration actions? The cries of being unable to breath? That's not from anything being done orally. I need more time to study the video tape and look through the notes. There's several points I'm developing to bring on my FBI contact but I seriously want to question “Merawwraww” as soon as possible.”

    Gordon replied. “I'll try to arrange it. Have to dig for the phone number and address. I still think he's living in nearby Bear County.”

      Fred gave Gordon a deep look of worry....”Gordon? You better watch Alex like a hawk. Slitting a wrist, popping pills, dropping with a neck noose? It only takes a few seconds of in-attention to pull off a successful suicide.”

     Gordon nodded back. “Trust me....my wife is not easy to hide from when she's fixated. That's why I never kept porn mags in the house.”

end of part 2