Moebius rename and Identities
Sonic has changed, he goes by Scourge the Hedgehog now and forced us to change identities as well. He also brought this Fiona Fox from the prison he broke into. Why is she here? What makes her queen? Hell, Alicia is a more fitting choice! But what do I know? Nothing, apparently. I'll have to endure it... for now.
Operation: Backstab Scourge
I've organized a plan to kill two birds with one stone. Or in this case, one hedgehog and fox. The Suppression Squad will defect to the Freedom Fighters and stop Scourge, we do have a combined enemy, after all. I just hope it works... I miss the old Sonic.
Operation: Backstab Scourge FAILURE
The plan failed! Somehow... that bastard harnessed the Anarchy Beryl's and achieved his own Super Form! I was... terrified. I didn't know what to do. He looked like... like a demon. A demon from my worst nightmares. The purple fur, the black and red eyes... those sharp shark-like teeth... He's really dead... he's dead to me after all... Why would I think he'd change back...
Operation: Backstab Scourge 2.0 SUCCESSFUL
The backup plan was successful, Scourge has been stripped of his powers, but still kept his new look. I guess some things couldn't be sealed away completely. He's basically just a regular hedgehog now. Well, as regular as having super speed counts.
It's strange... despite the horrible and hurtful things he's done to people, to us... and me. I... I still feel some attraction to him. Am I broken? What's wrong with me?
My apartment and my... roommate, Scourge.
Scourge left to get some ass from a Kit Loveheart. Well, at least better than that skank Fiona. Bitch. Why am I even writing this? I don't even care about that dumb bimbo. I browsed some photos when he was busy, and I found out who this Kit Loveheart is. It's odd... he almost bears a resemblance to Tails and... me. Why?
He does look... cute, I'll admit. The feelings I have are... conflicting. I hate Scourge for how he used me and the group, but I still... care for him? I don't know what's happening. I think I'm broken. I'm not normal. Do I need help? Maybe I need-
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Fuck, I almost got caught by Scourge! He must've been done fooling around with his new boyfriend. Boyfriend... what a weird thing to say. I've never heard him having attachments to anyone besides Fiona. But it's odd... he barely even mentions her anymore, even ignoring her texts and calls.
... Would Scourge even want to... be with me? How do I know he won't use me again? Lie to me again? ... Throw me away... again. I don't wanna be useless... *tears stained the rest of the page entry*
It probably doesn't matter anyway. He tries to act like nothing's wrong, that we're best brothers and two peas and a pod and all that bullshit. But he'll never take responsibility. Why would he? He's "free as the wind".
Even some wind needs to stop someplace and whenever. It doesn't last forever. I was an idiot to think someone would care about me. I'm just another freak, another mistake... a faggot.
I need to go to bed. Tomorrow may be better... or not.