Where to start, where to start…
Why is it so hard to start a story!?
Whose idea was this again? It was Tomas, right? All right. Let’s start with the day his dog, him and I had sex for the first time, that will teach him!
Right! I should be presenting myself!
I am Delilah Nightwinter, a fossa, a feline-like animal that you might never be able to see in person. Our feral counterparts love to jump up and down trees, to hunt, sleep and even to breed.
But let's leave the biology lessons for another time, let us get started.
Once upon a time, when I was a toddler I had a weird dream. Someone was on top of me, chanting, saying odd words, everything else was fuzzy but what I clearly remember is that I felt like something was inside me.
When I woke up I looked around after blinking, everything still seemed to be unreal… It took me great effort to focus and see that the place I was in had a door and an open window. From the place I was, I could only see the starry night sky through the glass.
I felt a warmth spreading from under my stomach and middle of my legs into my spine, going into every nook and cranny of my body, but when it finally reached my head, to my sadness it stopped.
I leaned my head down to see what could be the cause of the heat. I was so tiny and thin back then, the only curves I had were still baby fat on my thighs and stomach. My fur is still the same, a boring beige all over, no patterns, not even a different shade on my stomach. I think my only identifying factor was my brown hair and my cock-
What do you mean not to use crude words? Should I just say things like “peepe”? Ok, fine.
And my penis. For now it was nestled inside my sheath, that by itself almost reached my belly button. Putting it aside, I had a clear view of my clit poking from my…
...Vagina and- Wait, why can I say sexual things without an issue but can’t say crude words?
What’s an algorithm? You know what, I don’t care. Let 's continue.
I could see my clit poking out from my vagina. Yeah, it’s quite big and to make things worse, or better. It had barbs along the underside.
I used my hands to move my legs to a better spread position and touched my vulva, that is a rugged red circle under my butt hole.
I like this expression. Butt Hole, butt hole, butt hole. So dark and wrinkly, my butt hole-. Yes, I am an adult, why do you ask? Don’t interrupt me or we will never finish the video. Also no, I don’t have testicles.
When I pulled my fingers back, I saw something that resembled milk, but thicker. It had a delicious smell, just like candy. No, it was better than candy… Oh so much better. When I realized what I was doing, my fingers were already inside my mouth and my tongue wrapped around them.
The taste was so different from the smell, salty, with just a far away hint of sweetness, when I swallowed it, I could feel something on my throat, just a pleasurable tingling sensation going down into my stomach. That’s when the good feeling came back full force. My body started to get rigid, all muscles of my body contracted, my back arching, eyes closed, mouth open. My vagina and penis pulsing and leaking fluids onto my stomach and making a puddle on the floor. I felt that I had had the best meal of my entire life even though I just swallowed just a few droplets of the thing.
But you see, fossa’s male genitals have knots, two of them right in the middle. One mirroring the other with barbs on them. But wait, there’s more, we have a flare at the tip. 
Impressive isn't it? Yeah, it is, but not when it gets stuck.
That’s what happened, my orgasm was so sudden that I was climaxing with the whole thing, knots engorged, penis and barbs fully flared. Everything inside my furred pouch. I was lucky I was so out of it. My orgasm came to an end and I was displeased. It was the best thing I ever felt in my entire life. I could even say it was somehow…
My sole objective of life.
The taste of that milk colored fluid… The taste, oh lord, the taste, it was so good, I had to have more of it. I went on all fours and started to lick the floor clean of any possible fluid that was on it, even my own. I could clearly taste the difference between what was mine and wasn’t. My own taste had a slight tinge of citric together with being more watery. I didn’t feel an orgasm again, but was pleased to feel that at least the shocks and a bit of the tingling came back and for now I felt myself satiated for the moment.
Once all the new sensations stopped, I was able to finally recognize my surroundings. I was standing on a circle with letters made out of sudden lines, each one with a meaning. The words were not in English.
However I could read them and at the same time I had the impression I shouldn’t be able to read the symbols. Worse, I had the impression I couldn’t read anything at all.
But I was.
I could identify the words “power merge, memory wipe, heal and invocation.” Or was it “memory merge, power wipe, heal and banishment?” I couldn’t exactly tell what the sentences meant because, well…
I had come, leaked female and male cum on the circle and then I licked it all up, so part of it was completely smudged.
Whoops.
But hey, at least there was a table with a sort of light on top, actually, it was the only source of it in the entire place. Sadly I wasn’t tall enough to even see the top of the table. But I was lucky that the table had a chair I could jump on. Once again, the weird sensation that I couldn’t do what I just did came back to me…
The source of light was coming from a desk lamp that was shining on top of some scrolls, they had the same language of the circle. I redirected the light towards the environment to see it better. I was never in this place before, I got extremely confused as to how I got there.
But I got distracted with the scrolls, for some reason I felt as if they were calling me, begging to be read, for me to uncover their secrets… That’s what I did, I placed the light back towards the table and started to read.
Call it children's reasoning, but I started reading a scroll called “Ignorance” because I didn’t want to be ignorant of the content instead of something else that might’ve been more useful to the situation.
That’s all I did as the night turned into day and the sun started shining onto my eye through a reflection of the window. I got annoyed and walked towards the window to close the curtains, but first I took a look through it and realized where I was.
Through branches of a very large tree, I saw a recognizable garden of withered plants, weeds and a badly cut lawn. From the height I was, I realized I was in my attic! Which I for some reason never really went. Happy with the realization I closed the curtains and went back to read the scroll.
Yes, I was really interested in it.
Because I thought it was a spell that taught me how to get invisible! Can you imagine that, being invisible? That would be really amazing! 
Then I read until hunger hit me and I did nothing about it because of course, someone would prepare lunch or dinner and call me when it was done. Why would I prepare anything to fill my stomach up? I was a kid, and had adults responsible to take care of me, Right?
But nobody came and it was already night again. I started to progressively get hungrier and hungrier, my knees started to get weaker and weaker, till my body couldn’t keep myself up anymore.
Then everything became a blur. 
When I came back to my senses, I was already at the front of the fridge in my kitchen. It’s as if my body turned into an autopilot. My eyes kept moving up and down the door, magnets all over it. I stopped to stare at a drawing of a tree, a rabbit and a fossa. I had the weirdest sensation of my entire life. 
It was as if… I was and wasn’t on the drawing and that I was and wasn’t the one that drew it. But I knew who the rabbit was, I was sure of it, it was my neighbor… What was his name again…? It wasn’t clicking in my head, it was so frustrating because I knew he was my only friend that cared about me, who was it…?
With the confusion my hunger got worse so I flung the door open. I looked inside and nothing seemed to be edible to me, and the chocolate, the thing I had memories of being the thing I enjoyed the most in the entire world, was the most unappealing. So I closed the door and ran through the house, opening drawers, tossing clothes to the ground, dropping portraits off the walls… I couldn’t find anything to satisfy me.
I somehow ended back on the attic, my hair a complete mess, my penis out of my sheath and dripping pre on the ground, everytime I moved my legs I could feel them bumping on my clitoris, that felt slightly good so I started to rub my legs against each other to masturbate. My fur was starting to get matted with female lubrication.
I was on the ground rubbing myself all over, almost having the good feeling back, the same one that I felt when I woke up. But I couldn’t quite reach it, I tried to touch my clit directly with my hands but the barbs were too sensitive and it was too much.
At that point I felt I was going through somewhere, running around like crazy, trying to catch something that was way beyond my reach.
Until I heard a bark through the window. 
I jumped back to my feet and went straight to the window, I opened the curtains back open and saw under the tree a dog barking at a squirrel. The dog, which was a beagle, huffed and turned around, allowing me to see both of his testicles swinging in between the legs.
Remember when I said fossas are good with trees? Yeah.
I jumped out of the window, grabbed a branch then jumped to another, then used my claws to crawl along the trunk down onto the neighbor’s lawn. I was about to pounce at the dog until I was interrupted by the same feeling of dissociation I had before. With my guard down the dog was the one that jumped on me to lick on my face.
I started to giggle and attempt to block his tongue, he started licking my hands instead, but then I looked at the fence and had a sudden urge to touch it. Things in my head started to click together. Once the connections were made I was able to remember a piece of loose plank, I put it to the side and walked through the fence, the dog did the same.
Following a pull I walked towards the back door of my house. I touched my hands on it, then I could see someone that had very similar height to me, but with big ears, white fur… But I couldn’t see his face… 
That person tested the door and it didn’t open, they squatted down under a flower pot to grab a key, then the vision ended with me already on all fours reaching for the metallic object and the dog licking right under my tail.
All the hunger that I was feeling before came back full force, sparks started to fly through my body once again, my legs immediately gave out completely, my chest hit the ground. The dog seeing someone very wet in a breeding position didn’t think twice about getting on top of me.
The dog penis had just a red tip coming out, but to lube me up he was leaking profusely humping and missing. Once I felt the smell of the liquid, my brain went haywire, I immediately reached from under my legs to grab at the dog’s sheath and guide it to any of my holes, in the next hump, the tip went into my butt and slipped completely inside.
With the pre being squirted inside me, my hunger was subsiding. When I felt something inside me growing at the base of the dog’s penis, all the buildup I was trying to achieve reached a climax and I orgasmed for the second time in my life. This time however, my penis was out of my sheath and my knots grew to double the size, my tip started to flare and a transparent liquid started to squirt onto my face, seeing it as a waste, I shifted my body so I was sucking the tip to cum into my own mouth. The taste was rather different than the cum I felt before, it wasn’t salty at all, on the contrary it was sweet. I let it fill my cheeks and swallowed when I couldn’t hold it in my mouth to catch every detail of the flavour.
Until the base of the dog’s penis grew till he couldn’t move any longer, staying on top of me, drooling on my back. Suddenly he turned around tugging my ass, starting to bark. Confused, I turned around to see what was happening. Through the fence I saw a white rabbit, with red eyes and ears raised high staring directly into my eyes.
It was Tomas. Or Tommy like I liked to call him.
From that moment, I felt my eyes drawn directly into his. Unable to move them out. I thought a spell was cast on me but no, I was the one holding his gaze to mine, I just didn’t want to let it go.
We kept on the small staring contest until he blinked. He got up and started to walk towards me, when he was at arms reach he said “W- What are you doing?”
“I… Ah… I am playing with your dog...” I answered between moans, with said canine tugging very hard trying to reach his owner. But his knot was too big and my butt too tight to let it go.
Not for a second Tomas’s eyes left mine, even if I was squirting cum onto his legs. I mean, he got out of the way when he realized I was.
He almost never looked directly into someone's eyes for too long. Now, he stared directly at me, clearly wanting to say something, but all that came out was stuttered words or other incomprehensible babble. I knew he was shy, but not that much. After a while all he could say was “Is… Is pla-playing that f-fun?”
Instead of verbalizing my answer I nuzzled the front of his pants. It was a place that I never cared for or even bothered to take a glance. Now? I wanted to uncover it, smell directly the sweetest smell I ever felt in my life, to bury my muzzle on the source whatever it might be.
“W-What A-A-” He stuttered and I just lowered his pants together with any underwear he might’ve been wearing. Immediately the oversweet smell hit me hard. The source was a small protrusion of skin with a tiny hole and right under it a sack containing very tiny balls.
I had to have a taste of whatever was the source, I immediately dove my tongue in between the rabbit’s sheath.
He tasted ten times better than any chocolate I’ve ever tasted. It was as if his skin tasted like honey with sugar added to it. I didn’t need to go much deep into the small hole to reach the tip of his penis. I just kept licking and licking till it came out. I wanted to see it, so I pulled away and adjusted my angle to place his small length in front of my eyes.
It was a small cone shaped length, pink with red veins running through it, the bottom part had a hole almost half the size of the entire thing. It was so cute that I just nuzzled it until Tommy started to hump at the same time an expression of confusion appeared on his face.
Having enough visuals, I slurped it back into my mouth and started to bob my head. The rabbit was stomping slightly his feet against the grass and shivering all over, it didn’t take long for his small penis to start twitching inside my mouth. Sadly, nothing came out of it, but I didn’t know it wouldn’t, so I just kept going.
His expression was of bliss, mouth slightly ajar, tongue out and eyes slightly open. Clearly orgasming. But as I kept slurping and giving him oral, his facial muscles started to become rigid, mouth closing and he started doing deep breaths. He also tried to move away but I wrapped my hands around his hips holding him down against my face. Luckily that didn’t last long, after a few seconds he started to hump back against me then he came once again.
That repeated for a while until the dog finally was able to get free from my butt. In a single tug the dog penis that was filling me up got free making a slight schlurp sound. I felt his semen drip out in a splutter on the ground and along my legs. Having recognized it as my true food source, I didn't want to miss any of it, so I grabbed my tail and slipped inside as a replacement.
Tomas after orgasming one last time, took a step back and started to breathe hard, his right arm against his chest. He seemed to be trying to say something, but couldn’t. At least he was smiling.
I stood to my feet facing him directly.
His eyes went completely wide. 
He tried very hard to look down for some reason and couldn’t. I was oblivious to what could be, so I hugged him tight and booped my nose against his. Chuckling I said “I should hug you more, you are always fluffy and warm”
“H-H-How?” He was able to finally say.
“I think it’s your fur!” I answered
“N-No. How can… How can you walk...?” He finally said.
At first I was about to say that he was silly, he always was. But something snapped inside my head, making me close my eyes and almost fall to the ground. The rabbit was able to brace me since I was still in his arms.
I was able to stand my ground and walked away from Tomas and entered into my house, barely audible step noises followed me “De- Delilah? Are you ok?”.
I didn’t realize before, but I had left my house in a mess. Small claw marks were in some walls, pillow stuffing were on the ground of my living room, the TV was on in a channel with nothing in it, right beside it on the ground I saw a portrait with the glass broken, I got down and picked the photo that was in it. 
It showed a little girl with short hair hugging a plush. Red roses in the background.
She was in a wheelchair.
I immediately ran into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror to compare myself to the picture.
It was me.