Why is it when I see you, I can actually see you as who you really are?... YOU seem to know who I am.. Your mother did great with you, unlike my mother.. My mother would've hated me if she knew I was into you.. "Oh.. I don't think she would, mommy's are always good!!" No.. Not my mommy.. She.. She just would've.. Try to hurt me... She hurt me by what she said years ago... "I don't think she meant it.. Maybe she doesn't know how you feel about it." You don't know HOW she made me feel! SHE said many hurtful things to me! SO many things that made me question myself for years since on!! *the young kit backed off.. as he saw how hurt he is right now.. as the Tod screamed out to the top of his lungs* MOM! MOM WHY!! MOM WHY!! MOM WHY!!!!!! JUST WHY!! Just why... just why... why, why, why! *The kit came back, looking down at his feet to his head with a look of sorrow to his face as he approched towards the adult male... unsure as to how to comfort him, he just took off his cub scout hat, saying in the heap of the moment* "It's alright, mister.. as this scout's honer, I think it is my duty to come and help you in your time in need.. You may have used pleasure to help you in a time of being hurt.. but.. maybe that is not what you need right now.. maybe you need help from somewhere different? I know you have been hurt, and using that type of weird play that adults do won't help you with this, but.. maybe... Maybe... Maybe.. ?" I .. don't say this often, but.. you're the first one who has tooken me seroiusly... the first one to listen closely... "Maybe you did not get time to say anything.. My mommy let's me speak first before she says anything back to me.. .. Did your mommy not let you speak back?.." .. She didn't let me speak at all! My mommy always thought I was rebelling agianst her. She always thought I was ignoring her. .. I banged my head agianst doors,walls, and anything to try and stop her from hurtful words coming out! ".. Your mommy loves you, remember that.. she may not say it, but she loves you.. your mommy.. she.. she did not know she hurt you.. but she still loves you.."