Body’s response
        I hate life... how cornered I felt... Why did I ever agree to that deal...?
        Let me explain....
        After my family left the room, and we heard them downstairs, Emmett suddenly jumped over the table and landed right next to me with a big ole thump. Before I could move away or even processed what just happened, he grabbed me and pulled me into a deep savage kiss. One hand on the back of my head, gripping my hair tightly it stung, his other hand grabbed my ass, pulling me roughly into him. It probably was bruised. I had managed to catch a glimpse of his eyes, before he closed them. They had been completely black. His wolf had taken over.
 Once again I found myself not being able to breathe, with the added bonus of my brain melting that time. My body was responding to him, and how he was handling me. I hated to even think about how I liked how he was being with me. It was what I wanted from Brandon. 
Emmett’s kiss wasn’t gentle, he kissed me so forcefully, I felt his canines cut my lower lip. I tasted my own blood alongside his taste. He continued to kiss me hard, as if he waited many years just for this kiss. For me. So starved, and needy. I felt explosions of tingles and electricity run through my body, a waking parts of me I didn't know I had. My body and wolf wanted that, it craved how rough he was, it wanted that, it wanted him. I was instantly wet for him much to my betrayal of my body. His nostril flared as if he could smell me, probably could, and made the kiss deeper, his hands pulling me closer. 
Heat was spreading like wildfire, it wasn’t the usual fire I felt when I was angry or mad. This was like a sweet heat, it warmed me from deep within, drenching my core, liquid fire. I knew my panties were soaked. I felt sweat form all over my body. It didn't lessen the heat, it intensified it. I swore that steam was forming around us.
 It drove my wolf crazy, so crazy in fact that she pulled control. She pulled me away, pushing me behind her, and told me just to feel. She reached up and grabbed a handful of his hair and bread, really digging into him, pulling him closer still, angling his head roughly. How she wanted him, he growled at us but allowed it. She bit him back, and we tasted his blood and it drove her wildier, the flames started to engulf us. Wanting more, so much more. 
This was what she waited for, her true mate. She allowed him to pin us to the table, legs spread to welcome his bulk onto us. His hardness against my softness. He pressed hard where I needed him most, rubbing, grinding. I probably would have cummed right there, but I held back, much to my wolf’s dismay.
The heat intensive, suddenly I wished there weren't any clothes between us. He was big, he was so wonderfully hard, he kept grinding into my core, edging me closer to release. Oh how I needed release from him, only him. I whimpered, I moaned into his mouth, I bit him back, moved myself against him. More wanted more. He pulled ever so slightly away and kissed, licked and nibbled my jaw, then down my neck. Yes.. more.. Please give me more... 
It had gotten to the point where it was hard to deny whether it was my wolf, or really me saying this, wanting this. It was hard to resist a fated mate bond. We were made for each other, drawn to each other, though a pull that a Goddess had made. Damn her...
‘Make me yours...’ A voice somewhere within me spoke. It had to be my wolf. Damn bitch.. More...My wolf just held onto him, wanting him so badly. She clawed his back, never wanting to let go of him.         
“Mine mine” she chanted happily. I felt his lip move into a satisfied smile against my skin, enjoying my wolf’s chants. My wolf nipped at his ear, he growled, loving it, she moved harder on him, wrapping her legs as best as she could around him. Wanting to lock him there and never let go. I felt him kiss the tender spot on my neck meant for marking. 
yes...
NO!!
        With that, my brain came back to full alert, I pushed my wolf down and out of the way, almost as if I could fling her away.
I shoved Emmett completely off of me. “No...” I barely let out in between the panting. My lips felt swollen and it had tingled from his kiss, I could still taste his blood and mine, mixed together, tasting almost like a spiced chocolate. My body trembled at how close we were to a release by this man, and what he almost had done. What I had almost let him do.
 I was panting heavily, I wasn't able to catch my breath. Chest heaving, trying to regain control of my body. My hands reached up to my neck and felt how hot it was, but it was smooth, no marks.
He seemed to have had a hard time too. He pulled a chair out and fell down into it, as if his leg couldn't hold him for much longer, panting looking at me. His eyes were so dark, they appeared black. His wolf at the surface, ready to take control again. Damn them both. How could I have let it go so far and so fast? He could have marked me and I would be tied to him forever. His eyes slightly lighten up, letting the green come back.
“Seems that our wolves really want us to make this work....” He smirked, looking me up and down. I scowled at him, sitting fully up on the table. “I am more than happy to help make this work out.... Guess it’s just you that needs convincing...” there was a long pause, he licked his lips slowly thinking. Finally he said “Look, I wronged you... I know.. I’m sorry.. There was so much going on and I was really messed up in the head and I had a drinking problem... I'm not making excuses for what I had done to you, I just want you to know the whole truth of why... I am trying to be better... But had you stayed, the moment I saw you that night.. Our bond would’ve clicked... You are my mate... The rightful Luna of the Mountain Pack... You wouldn't be the pack’s bitch any more, hell you were never going to be the pack’s bitch or whore ever anyways.” he stood and looked me in the eyes, “Eve... I wasn’t gonna do that to you. I had made the choice to make you my Luna week before that night. Honestly, I had wanted to make you mine before this.. I had already decided that no one would have you but me. I had told you as much... No one would ever raise a finger at you, or I'd kill them... Now... It almost seems as if I had known somehow, on some level that we are mates.... Eve.. please, Believe me...”
First thought I had been thinking was, that so fucking convenient. He had to have been lying. There was no way that was what he had panned.  If so, why didn't he do a better job at protecting me or helping or something. He never did anything nice to me, not once, I had thought.
        “Oh well then.. Gee thank you.. Thank you that you have changed your mind to make me your personal sex toy in deguise of being Luna of a pack that hated me, instead of the pack’s whore against my will.” Fury, anger, I burned right then. And it wasn’t from the passion we shared just a moment ago. “Let's add that you also beat me up to the point of not being able to move more than a few times... oh and you let your guys beat me, then left me in the mud, choking on my own blood! On the supposefully night you were gonna make me your Luna. Yea right as if I would ever believe you! What the hell makes you think I'll ever accept you as my mate? Did it not occur to you that I hate you with every fiber in my whole being?!” I yelled, he didn't look too pleased, but kept quiet and allowed me to continue on. And I pressed on. “I would rather face death out in the world than stay in that pack... The thought of you touching me made me want to vomit. I'd rather you beat me then touch me like that...”
        “A moment ago.. You liked me touching you like that, even wanted me to do more...” he said huskily, his eyes darkening, reminding me how close we had been. My hand reached for my throat again, to the marking spot, his eyes tracked the movement, his canines slipping out for a moment.
 He shook his head, his eyes returning to normal. “Eve... I'm sorry... I just... that mentality of my father’s had a hold of me... I was scared of my father.. And what he’d do if he knew how I felt about you... And yes I was messed up in the head... they told me you were the pack’s bitch.. To take my anger out on you... and if I didn't... You dont wanna hear the threats my father and his men said that they would do to you.. If I didn't.... I was so wrong, so very wrong... then after your mother had-” I didn't let him finish, I erupted at him.
“DON'T YOU DARE TALK ABOUT HER! YOU’RE NOT ALLOWED TO EVEN SAY HER NAME! YOU LET HER DIE! YOU WATCHED HER DIE! FOR A SIN THAT WASN'T TRUE!” I felt tears well up. I took a few breaths, allowed myself to calm down, before I dissolved in sobs. The pain of losing my mother was still fresh in my heart, how dare he. 
I continued, in a smaller voice, but still angry and strong. “You let my mother die. You could have stood up to your father and did something! You could have helped us escape, taken that collar off!  You could have brought us some medicine for her, something! Had you shown some kind of kindness or not hit me yourself! Stopped those that made my and her life awful!But you did nothing! You only added to my pain!” I yelled at him. Tears streamed down my face, I wiped them with the back of my hand. He reached out towards my face, as if he wanted to wipe my tears away himself, but pulled his hand back, thinking better of it. I’m sure I would have done something to hurt him, if he had dared to touch me when I was feeling so exposed.
“Yea right... my father would have beaten me more than he had and then he would have just tossed me out of the pack. Then it would have been a lot worse for you after your mother died. Actually he probably would’ve hurried her death along. He wanted you so bad... He wanted to take you right after your mother passed. He didn't care that you were underage. We fought a lot about it... had even broken bones over it.”
That was shocking. I didn't know his father had been beating him. Doesn't excuse him but hey.. Also that he did fight for me... I remembered seeing his arm in casts, and him sporting a black eye a few times. I had always thought it was just him and his friends rough housing it all the time. 
I still didn’t believe him. 
“I’m so sorry... please Eve... I need you... No one will do but you....” his eyes traveled up and down my body. I continued to scowl at him, he only wanted me for my body, that hasn't changed. My wolf on the other hand wanted another taste of him, wanted to urge him. For him to take what was his. She had been sitting patiently while we had our talk, but I started to feel her get anxious within me. She didn't want me to push Emmett away.
“I don't care for your sorrys... I don't want you. Don't you get that? I was finally happy far away from you and that pack of your’s... all I want is to continue to live here, do as I wish... the only thing I want from you is, I want your full name...” My head dropped, the fight left me. The tears had stopped, and I sniffed, wiping my eyes. A new feeling started to take over. Numbness.  
“So let us reject each other and pretend that we don't know each other...'' I say, it left me cold. I warped my arms around myself. I wanted it to be done and over, I wanted out of there. I just wanted to go for a run. Get away from him.
 So much for convincing him. Better to be blunt, and get to the point. I thought, maybe he’ll take pity and do as I asked. I turned my head away from him. I didn't want to look at him anymore.
“... No to the first... I will never allow you to reject me.. You, my dear, don't know my full name for one,  second I surely will not reject you, because you are what I want, and need to exist in this world... fate brought us together, we are fated... However, that next part has my attention. Let's forget the past... start over.. Please. Let me show you how I've changed, that I'm a different person... and if not that then how sorry I am and how I wish I could change the past. I want you to love me as I love you... and Eve, I do love you so much... Just give me a chance.. The Moon Goddess paired us.. She knows what she is doing...” 
I shook my head. Screw the Goddess, she knew nothing apparently. That or she just didn’t care and thought it was funny. 
Suddenly he was out of his seat and had my hand pinned above my head, his body pined the rest of me down to the table, his teeth right over my marking spot on my neck. My body, the traitor it was, froze, unable to stop him from just doing it. My wolf wanted him to just go ahead and mark me. Instead he licks it and kisses it, and all too soon he is sucking on it. It set my body a blaze again, melting the numbness away, and flooding my core. My wolf howls in pleasure, urging me to bite him. I let out a moan. He sucked harder, one hand holding me from the back of my neck, making sure I don’t move, the other hand grabs and palms my ass, clawing it slightly. I gasp, and whither beneath him. 
He let go of my hands, and now with his free hand he grabbed me by the back of my neck and pulled me closer still to him. Now with both my hands freed, I reached and pulled at his collar shirt, and tried to little use to pull him off of me. I managed to pop the first two buttons off his shirt. He continued to suck on my neck, flooding my body with so much pleasure I thought I was gonna burst. I never felt this way with Brandon. And I've gone all the way with him. Stupid mating bond.
After what felt like forever, he pulled away and looked down at his handiwork, which I'm sure was a very noticeable hickey on my sweet spot. I was panting again, he leaned over me, placing his hands on my inner thighs, spreading them, and put us nose to nose. Felt his hardness against me again, it sent shivers up my spine.  “How about a deal? We date... you get to know me... and we see how it goes... give me a real chance... we’ll even set a time... if in.. say a year from now, you still hate me.. We’ll break the bond and you're free to go...”
“And if I don't agree to this?” I growled at him, narrowing my eyes.
“Well then.. I mark you now and take you away from your family and force my undying love on you. Maybe even keep you chained to my bed wearing nothing but a red ribbon, maybe even add some fun toys to keep you always wet and ready for me.. I’ll mindlink you all the dirty things I will do to you when I get home. Keeping you on the edge of cumming, and denying you it unless you call my name. How I want to hear my name on your lips...then I'd get to watch your belly swell with our pups, what a mom you’ll make... then you can never leave me. Almost like what I originally had planned before you left...” his breath fanned over my face, so close.  He pressed against me, grinding into me. I whimpered, with every grind, my face flushed, the heat making it hard to think. And with the things he said, oh how my body and wolf respond.
 “And if your family kills me before I get to do that... My Delta will wage war on your pack, and wipe it off the map even before the Blue Stone pack gets to you....” he smirks down at me. Evil I thought. He pulled back just a bit, one hand moving from my inner thigh to my wet core. His thumb brushed my mound. Sending little shocks of pleasure throughout my body. I gasped. Heart began to thunder again. He looked very pleased with himself. How little he had to do to get a reaction out of me. I couldn't control how my body or even my wolf acted. I was left to feel, with very little will power to stop him.
We continued to look at each other, as I thought about what he said, about his deal. As he continued to rub his thumb, finding my clit, all the while I was trying to think of a way outta that. Outta of making the deal, but was having a hard time thinking. My brain had again melted, wanting release like the rest of my body, it had been through so many emotions, and brought to the edge before by this man. My brain was very tired. 
His hand undid the button of my pants, and slipped under my pants, continuing to rub me over my soaking panties. I moaned, I willed my hands to push him away but they stayed clutching his shirt. I tried to move, but he simply moved his other hand, and held me down by my neck, his thumb caressing his mark. He continued to rub me through the thin fabric that was my underwear. I bit my lower lip and tried kicking him so weakly, only he moved and his fingers pushed my panties to the side and two slipped into me, deep without much foreplay. I came right then, gasping loudly, I'm sure they heard me downstairs. My core clutched down on his fingers, there was a slight burn but it was all pleasure. He held his fingers inside me, as I came, his eyes were black as he peered over me. He didn't have any emotion on his face, he just looked at me. I felt ashamed, having him just watch. 
Panting I laid there watching with tears on the verge of spilling over. He pulled away from me, lust finally shone in his eyes. He lifted his fingers that were in me to his lips and licked slowly. He moaned, slowly closing his eyes, his nostril flared, enjoying what he was tasting. I felt more pleasure spear through me, making me wet again.
“So my sweet Eve... what will it be? Give me a chance? Or risk your pack?” he smiled a cruel smile. When he opened his eyes again, they were black. I growled at him. “What's wrong? Scared you’ll fall for me? Do you want me just to go Alpha on you and just take what is mine. You seem to like that..”
Damn him! He already made me cum without actually taking me. I couldn't last a year like this. Already he has claimed me even for a short while, could have marked me twice now, pinned me down twice as well. And we had only barely been together for less than an hour together. 
But... 
I had to protect the pack.  
Right... That’s why I agreed to the deal... Evil bastard...