Mike's life chapter 1
Mike Williams is a nineteen-year-old arctic fox. He has pure white fur, forest green eyes, black-furred hands and feet, white and black-tipped ears, and a long fluffy tail. Mike Williams was not like other men he had a major secret. He is a cuntboy, a male born with a pussy. He always hated what he was and always kept it a secret, even from his best friends. The only people who know are his family and his doctor and also his employer for legal reasons. Mike currently lives with his older brother who works at the large office complex as the manager of the wing of software devs. Mike always found it hard to make friends. It was only in high school that he made some. Mike has two friends a wolf named Jake and a red fox named Martin.  
Mike woke up at eight in the morning, early considering his recent sleep problems. Mike grumbles as he sat up and stretched. He never was a morning person even as a kit. He turns over and checks his phone. He sees an alert saying he got a text ten minutes earlier. Mike rubs his eyes then presses the button to enter the messaging app on his phone. He got a text from Jake reading "Hey I and Martin are going to be hanging out in the park for a while. You don't have to work, why don't you come to hang out?". "Well now that I finally get a few days off... I don't see why not" Mike texts back. Mike tail wags in excitement as it's been nearly a month since he got to actually hang out with his friends.
Mike got up and took off his clothes then rushed to put on some clean ones. He wore special clothing designed to hide the smell of certain pheromones, it helped keep the true nature of his gender a secret. He quickly ate some plain cereal then brushed his teeth. He got out a notepad and a pencil and made a note for his older brother that he was heading out. He put on his old worn-out sweatshirt as it was autumn after all. The quick jog to the park didn't take long and neither did it take that long to find his friend Jake, whose fur is black. Jake waves and call Mike over. Mike walks slowly towards his friends then sits down on the bench and lets out a long deep breath. The jog clearly took a lot out of him.
"Took you a while to get ready you little snowball," Martin said teasing Mike. Mike was the shortest of the three of them but also the most energetic and flexible. Mike was used to being teased by his friends. "Well, maybe I wouldn't have been if you didn't have to have us get together so early in the morning," Mike says a little annoyed but with a smile. He knew his friends cared about him enough to try to get him out of his house and to tease him about it. He knew both of these two since the beginning of freshmen year. It started with Jake inviting him to sit with him and Martin. Mike quickly found out they had a lot in common they liked video games, watched anime, and liked reading comics. The rest is history. 
"I heard the arcade near the pier is going to close down soon. Want to go to it one last time?" Martin asks Mike and Jake. Who both answer by nodding their heads. The old pier arcade was right next to the pier and was a place they frequented in high school to hangout. A place of a lot of good memories and some bad too. The park they were at was not so far from the sea, so they started walking. Mike walked behind his friends as not to clog the sidewalks. He couldn't stop himself from ogling his friend's behinds. After all, they were more fit than him and wore tighter clothing leaving nothing to the mind about their shape. Mike catches himself doing it and forces himself to stop. Mike never lets himself even think about his friends sexually. The walk comes to an end haven taken ten minutes. The arcade just opened up for the day. Mike could see a sign with the date the place is set to officially stop operating. It is set to close down only two days from now. 
"Lucky I noticed it," Martin says about the sign. Jake leads all three of them into the arcade. The arcade has gone through a few eras of games and has some old-style fighters to more modern racing games and everything in between. Martin grabs Mike by the hand and rushes them over to the racing games. Jake slowly follows. "I want a rematch," Martin says to Mike. Mike had beat Martin at one of his favorite arcade racing games and wanted to have a rematch to see who is really better at it.
A few hours pass so does some of their money. "Fine, I admit it... you beat me at more than half the games," Martin says while giving Mike's back a pat as they sit on the bench outside the arcade facing the beach with a nice view.  They decide to just sit and watch the beachgoers. Jake and Martin always had made remarks about how handsome some men are or how beautiful some women are. It made him uncomfortable. He knew his friends were bisexual. Both had their shares of dates with men and women and would never admit it. Mike was still a virgin and they knew it. Jake and Martin always teased Mike saying things like "If you were less shy you would get more tail than us" but then again they don't know why he was so shy and secretive. Even in high school Mike would get changed in a private room for gym or use the teachers' bathroom to avoid going into the male bathroom. His friends always teased him about it and even joked about it.
Mike was too afraid to tell them the truth about himself. He was worried it would ruin their friendships or worse... his life. He worried a lot about how others viewed him even as a kit all the way until now. Martin was the first to head off on his way. Mike got up and waved goodbye to Jake before heading off to his home. After all, he has online college classes to attend. He arrives at home and is greeted by his older brother Leo. Leo was making some sandwiches and had just finished when Mike had arrived. So Leo being a caring older brother asked Mike if he wanted him to make him one too. "Yeah I would love that," Mike responds. "You know you will eventually have to let go of your secret," Leo says while starting to make a second sandwich. "I just don't want my life to change," Mike shoots back. "Well, who said it will? Maybe you will finally find someone," Leo says as he finishes making Mike a sandwich. "I-Its just that I've read enough to know people don't treat people like me as *normal*," Mike says. "Well most of those stories and articles are from other regions or countries," Leo says "how haven't you noticed you live in one of the most accepting areas?". "I guess you are right..." Mike says a little defeatedly. "Then you know where you should start," Leo says. "I am not sure if I am ready to tell my friends yet," Mike responds. They sit down at the dining table of their house and eat their sandwiches. "You know I wouldn't push you to tell them unless I thought it was for the best, right?" Leo asks. Mike knew his brother only meant to help him feel better. Mike responds with "I know," and gives Leo a brotherly hug before heading to his room. 
Mike notices how it is so much darker out now and in the house and turns on the lights. He sits on his bed, deep in his own thoughts. Mike knew his brother was right. He could never keep this secret forever. It was a miracle Mike could even do it till now. He knows it's only a matter of time before someone figures it out and tells everyone else. It is a small town community anyway. The sound of rain hitting the roof and splattering against the glass could be heard throughout the room. His secret and desire to finally let go of it clashed with his fears of how others would react. It was the foremost part of why he has been finding it hard to fall asleep or keep his commitments to meet with his friends, at times also making him more irritable. Just right then mid-thought Mike sees a flash of white light then a loud bang could be heard. It took Mike a second to think lightning. Mike was now feeling depressed and lonely. He pushed many people away and with those he let near he never could be fully honest with them. It hurt him knowing he kept this secret and knowing all it has cost him. Another flash then thunderclap was followed by the power going out in his house. Mike tells himself he should tell his friends when he feels he is mentally ready. Mike gets up and slowly makes it downstairs. He finds his brother reading a book in the light coming off a battery-powered lantern. His brother puts the book down then looks at Mike and sees the tear stains in the corner of Mike's eyes. Leo invites Mike to sit next to him to which Mike does. Mike always knew he could trust his older brother to be there for him when he needs it the most and especially for moments like this. It was one of the reasons Mike moved out of his parent's house and moved in with his brother to take his college classes. "I think I understand why I feel so much calmer around you. It's because I can be honest with you without worrying about being judged for being different," Mike says "I wish I could be certain my friends will be understanding when they learn the truth. I just can't even imagine my life without them". The rain grows louder and Mike falls asleep next to his older brother. Leo hauls Mike up to his bed. Leo knows that Mike needs to tell his friends the truth for his own good.  In the night Mike ends up having many dreams but the most vivid one is the one in which he is losing his virginity to his friends. He dreamed of Jake and Martin splaying him out on his bed and taking turns fucking him. He wakes up in his soaked underwear. He then remembers the dream he had and his ears fold back from embarrassment. He realizes that he cannot even lie to himself anymore. He wants to be more than friends with Martin and Jake.