What do I have to do
To raise above this feeling
What do I have to do
To keep them from leaving 
What do I have to do
To bleed this needing

For once in my life
I can not cry
For once in my life
I’m not scared to be alive

The clouds have come down
Appears that no one is around
The sinking in my heart
Is not going away going away
I cannot make a fresh start
I will not forget their faces and their names
How can I live like this live like this

What do I have to do
To raise above this feeling
What do I have to do
To keep them from leaving 
What do I have to do
To bleed this needing

For once in my life
I can not cry
For once in my life
I’m not scared to be alive

The wind is calling
The rain is falling
With my paws on the ground
Not making a sound
The light is all gone
Please sun bring me the dawn

What do I have to do
To raise above this feeling
What do I have to do
To keep them from leaving 
What do I have to do
To bleed this needing

For once in my life
I can not cry
For once in my life
I’m not scared to be alive

Should I live for you
Is my existence all worth it
I don’t understand don’t understand
I miss it all want it back
I’m feeling cold and soaking wet
What should I do
When all I can do is think about
When all I can do is remember back
When all I can do is
I want you back want you back
I cant stop thinking about you

What do I have to do
To raise above this feeling
What do I have to do
To keep them from leaving 
What do I have to do
To bleed this needing

For once in my life
I know what it means to cry
For once in my life
I’m not

I
Am
Scared
To
Be
Alive