you said that i was special.
you said i was unique
but i know i'm just a vessel
and my outlook is now bleak
you've gone and wrecked me for the world
you've gone and stabbed me in the heart
around your finger i was twirled
in you're machine i  was a minor part. 
now i know that words are cheap. 
they come and go like fashion styles
you've left me in a broken heap
and strewn me over the thousand miles. 
i would have walked, i would have driven, i would have done anything to have you by my side
but now you go and do this to me now can you tell me why?
or do you even know what it is that you did?
for one time in my life i was slefish. i wanted to take something for myself and not give anything in return. i wanted you. but if i was just a little better i would have seen what i was doing. and this could have been avoided. this could have been fixed. but now i feel like a worthless bitch. 
you went and repeated those words you said were special. you said that you loved me more than anything. than anyone. but no. now you go and say it to someone else. 
you've stabbed my heart for the final time. it will NOT happen again. 
and if it does, if i let it. then i'll make SURE the pain will END. 
by any. means. nessecary