The larger turtle left the room and walked into Donnie's frowning when he was still sitting on the floor, not at all moving

"Don?"

At the sound of his name Donnie jumped and scrambled to his feet ready to obey whatever orders he was given, looking like he'd been doing something wrong just by sitting there staring into space.

Raphael blinked in confusion when the smaller quickly stood up, looking as though he was going to be punished.

It hurt to see him like this.

"Easy, ya didn't do anything. Was just checkin up on ya. Relax." Raphael mumbled, feeling guilty for scaring him.

He didn't do anything wrong? Maybe Raph hadn't noticed that he was deep in thought when he wasn't allowed to think for himself.

Just checking up on him? Why would... oh. To make sure he hadn't left the room... "S.sorry... I.i'm not g.going anywhere"

"Huh? What are ya on about?" Then Raphael understood. Donatello probably thought that he was not allowed to leave the room and Raph sighed.

"That wasn't what I meant." He said softly, rubbing the back if his head. Don was only keeping to himself, perhaps barging in on him like that was stupid. But for some reason, he just felt like he needed to be near the smaller turtle.

"Sorry fer buggin ya." He spoke softly, meeting Don's eyes and having to look away, fighting off a blush. This was bad. Very bad.

Dons wide brown eyes stayed looking just as confused, he didn't understand at all. How could Raph be bugging him when Donnie was here to do whatever they asked of him. "S.sorry... y.you aren't b.bugging me"

Raph couldn't even look at him, but he looked embarrassed. Did he want something but not want to ask? "I.is there s.something I c.can do f.for you?"

Raphael's blush was as clear as day now at Donatello's question. So many naughty images ran through his head.

Stop it!

"N.no." Raphael said quickly, fidgeting from where he stood. He couldn't even look Don in the face! He needed to stop!

Raph coughed awkwardly, those big brown eyes had powers over him that he could not explain. Raphael was at a loss for what to do and left it up to Don to decide on what his next move should be.

"P.please... I.i want to d.do something..." No one had gotten him to serve them yet and he was worried that they were too disgusted at him to let him.

He nervously got closer and nuzzled his plastron before dropping back to his knees to tend to his slit. He needed this to know he was good at something. He wasn't good for anything else

Raphael's eyes widened when Donatello dropped to his knees, nuzzling his slit. Oh, the images were back and they were faster than before. He should stop this. But something was holding him back.

"Donnie?" Raphael asked breathlessly, his face flushed. This... He should not be allowing this. He should not be feeling like this. But, it felt good.

"P.please? I.i want t.to do this..." He looked up with those pleading brown eyes as he started to lap at the slit sensually. "D.does it f.feel good?" He sounded a little worried, having never done this to someone who's penis was hidden away before, he didn't know how it felt.

All common sense was out the window as Donatello continued to lap at his slit. Raphael did not say anything and gasped as he instantly became hard, his cock slowly peeking through the slit. Deep, deep down in his mind he knew he should not be doing this. He should stop Don, but he couldn't. All he could focus on was those deep brown eyes and he found himself lost in them.

Donnie pulled back a moment to watch Raph slipping out of his plastron, it was so weird to see someone else doing that. He'd started to think he was the only freak in the world surrounded by all those humans

Raph was a lot bigger than the humans he'd done this to... but that just meant he could deep throat right?

He licked all over it first before licking his lips, putting on a show because people tended to like that and it made them cum quicker. Once his lips and the thick length were both slicked with his saliva he took the head into his mouth to suckle while keeping eye contact, constantly aware and ready to pull away if he did something wrong

Raphael let out a low moan, his eyes never once leaving Donatello's face. Watching as the smaller slowly took his length into his hot and wet cavern. The hothead had masturbated before, but he had never experienced something like this.

His eyes suddenly fluttered closed, his lips parted as low churrs and groans escaped his mouth. Whatever Don was doing, it felt good and he wanted more.

Donnie was encouraged by the moans and churrs, loving the sound of churring since he barely even heard his own, it was so different to all the human noises and he felt like he wanted to hear more, taking as much into his mouth as he could before moaning around it to cause vibrations.

He knew he was good with human penises, but now he knew he was good with turtles too, happy now that he was indeed good at something and Raph no longer looked disgusted, he looked pleasured like he should be.

Raphael groaned as the vibrations caused his cock to twitch and to surprisingly harden even more within that sweet mouth. Raph was too far gone within his pleasure to even care at this point.

This was his first time experiencing something like this. And it felt amazing. Now he knew how all the humans felt in the magazines and movies.

"Ah~" Raphael churred, urging Don for more.

He wanted it.

Needed it.

Donnie didn't disappoint, churring himself as he started to bob his head up and down the thick pillar of meat in his mouth, lapping at the tip when ever he drew back.

The olive turtle started squirming and suddenly looked confused   as he started to harden himself. He'd never gotten hard from a blowjob before! Maybe it was Raph's churring, or the blissful look on his face, but now he wanted more, putting even more life into his blowjob and bring his hand up to hold the base as he sucked hard.

Nervously he reached up to touch his tail as well, more timid there since he'd never experienced a tail that wasn't his own

Raphael let out a loud moan as Donatello sucked hard around the base and tip of his cock. It felt amazing. Raph brought his hand down to caress Don's face, only to pull back in surprise when his tail was grabbed, eyes wide, though not of fear.

Raphael had no idea how sensitive it was until now. The hothead churred as he held himself back from bucking into Don's mouth and the hand on his tail, he could feel his release coming on and his dick twitched in the smaller's mouth.

"Don~"

Donnie leaned into the hand softly stroking the side of his face, he liked to be praised and this was always an endearing way to praise him.

He was ignoring his own growing problem in his shell to concentrate completely on pleasuring Raph who seemed to love having his tail touched as much as he used to.

The abused turtle had gotten good at being able to tell when people were close, but instead of pulling back he wrapped his lips tighter around it to sucke even harder to draw it out, ready to swallow everything he was given

With one final suck on his cock and tug on his tail, Raphael came. His hot and sticky seed filling the smaller's mouth as it came out in waves. 

The larger turtle stood there panting, allowing Donnie to milk him all that he was worth before he sunk to his knees as well.

The hothead took deep breaths to get air back into his lungs. After all, it was his first blowjob and it took a lot out of him.

Once he had calmed down, a blissful look was on his face and he churred as the others arousal wafted through his nose, the scent was intoxicating and sweet.

Raph's mind was foggy and he slowly reached for the smaller's slit.

Donnie left his mouth open once he'd pulled off, showing Raph that he had swallowed it all like a good little slut, that was what he was usually called after sucking off the humans.

He whimpered for a completely different reason as Raph reached out and touched his swollen slit, instently opening to revealt his olive penis already half hard. "S.stop... y.you don't h.have to..." He was cut off by his own churring, looking at Raph with surprise and awe.

No one ever pleasured Donnie unless there was something in it for them, or it was humiliation by making him wear a cock ring and pleasuring him until he went mad with the need to release.

Raphael shook his head. He wanted to do this. It was not right that Raph got to experience a wonderful release and Don had not. It was the alpha male in him, wanting to please the smaller as he had done for him.

The larger turtle gripped the base and slowly ran his thumb along the tip. It was odd touching someone else's cock than his own, but it felt good. And don's scent was very strong and intoxicating. It made his mouth water.

Raph moved his hand slowly on the smaller's cock, inexperienced but trying to make it pleasurable.

Donnie squirmed and churred out in bliss. He didn't get pleasured like this and despite everything he'd done he still wasn't that experienced in being pleasured by other people. It felt so much better than his own hand.

Mostly out of habit he lay back on his shell, legs spread for Raph to get between them, but given him a better angle to work his bruised cock. He was glad that Raph was being gentle since he was really sensitive until his bruises healed up

Raphael paid no mind to the inviting position. Only wanting to give Donatello pleasure. Raph slowly rubbed his thumb around the tip, churring at the little noises Don was making.

The elder could feel himself become hard again, but he ignored it. This was about Donatello and not himself.

Feeling a little bolder, Raphael worked his hand faster, but was still gentle as to not hurt the bruised member.

Dons face was twisted in pleasure, eyes closing and hips lifting up automatically into the gentle but quick pumps.

His churrs were soft but seemed to echo through the room. For once Donatello didn't look so much like an abused child, all fear and suffering washed away by the simple handjob that meant so much more to someone who had only ever been hurt from sexual things

Raphael churred deeply, proud that he was making the smaller below him feel so good.

The larger turtle worked his hand a little quicker, smearing the pre that leaked from the head around the whole organ and worked his hand until Don was close to his release.

It didn't take long for Donnie to be panting out as he get close, feeling his release come close and prayed that he was allowed it.

Suddenly he reached his peak and arched his back as much as his shell would allow, emptying himself in Raph's hand with a soft cry of "Mmmmaster!~"

Raphael removed his hand after that, reality crashing down at him like a slap to the face. The larger turtle finally realized what had just taken place and ran a hand over his face.

He had just....

He had just shared pleasurable feelings and done naughty things with his little brother.

Oh god.

He was a monster! Raph quickly cleaned off his hand, eyes wide and panting heavily.

"Don, I'm so sorry, I -"

Donnie was too far basking in his first pleasureable after glow to notice Raphs panic. It was strange to see him smiling, albeit a very goofy pleasured smile as he stared up at the ceiling in bliss and still churring softly for a few moments after.

It wasn't until he heard Raph apologize that he woke up from his little sex haze and his eyes widened.

"D.did I d.do do bad?" Was he not meant to enjoy it... Raphs face was anything but happy and pleased and Donnie's happy mood came crashing down at the look on Raphs face.

Maybe it was because he'd called him master... He didn't even think, it just came out naturally. Raph was the one who was always with him, watched over him while he slept, helped him with his food and was just always there to help and make sure he was ok. It made sense for him to be master...

Raphael did not want Donatello to think that he was using him. Maybe he had given in which he shouldn't have, but it wasn't like that at all! Just, those big brown eyes looking up at him stopped him from saying no.

"N.No Don, I just - I never wanted ta use ya. I'm sorry if I forced you to do that. I'm sorry." Raphael was not at all disgusted, though it was easy to tell how guilty he felt. As though he was the bad guy. For seducing his little brother.

"I never meant ta hurt ya. I'm sorry."

"I.i wanted to... y.you didn't h.hurt me... M.master..." He wasn't sure if Raph liked being called by his title but it just felt right.

He crawled towards Raph and just leaned against him, nuzzling at his chest like an affectionate pet. "I.i never f.felt that g.good before" He told Raph while nuzzling and curling up against him. That release was the most powerful he'd ever came, and Raph hadn't even hurt his bruised cock at all despite how sensitive and sore it usually got afterwards.

Raphael made an odd face at the name. No. This was not what he wanted. Donatello should not be calling him that.

The hothead felt his heart beat fast as that little body crawled up next to him, nuzzling him. Donatello was his little brother. And yet, what the two of them had just shared, it did not feel wrong at all. It felt so right.

"M not yer master Don. Yer not a sex slave anymore. But, what we just did, we cannot tell the others; okay?"

"I.i'd like you t.to be master..." Donnie frowned, pressing a little closer to Raph. "I.i c.cant tell anyone?"

He wouldn't tell anyone if Raph didn't want him too, but he did like calling him Master, shifting a little against Raph as he carefully tucked himself back into his plastron, being careful of his bruises.

nodded his head slowly. There was no turning back now. The smaller was no longer just his little brother. The two of them had just shared something that only two beings that were in love should share.

"I don't wanna be as someone who uses ya Don. And yes, we cannot tell Mikey or Leo what just happened between us." Raphael spoke softly, honestly a little glad that Don was opening up to him.

But now things were going to get even more complicated.

O.ok... I won't t.tell?" He promised, just wanting to stay close and feeling a little safer now that he'd been given pleasure by Raph and not pain.

He had no understanding or concept of love, to him sex was just something that people do, for lot of different reasons. Because he was so weak and pathetic he needed to show his worth with sex because he was good at it, he wasn't good for much else so he needed to show that he could do it well.

Raphael nodded and held Donatello close. He knew that what they had done was wrong and would confuse Don, but there was no turning back now.

The hothead stayed there for a few more minutes before his stomach grumbled. All he had had that day was breakfast and after their little 'session' his stomach felt empty and he blushed in slight embarrassment, but he did not move, afraid to ruin the moment.

Raph had never done or felt this way about someone before and he did not want to ruin it. Even if these feelings they had were wrong. The hothead did not care.

Donnie was comfortable laying like this, happy to just stay here until he was made to leave, jumping when Raphs stomach grumbled against him.

He'd had breakfast with them and a sandwich for lunch but now he'd just swallowed cum and that had always been treated as him 'eating' so he wasn't really wanting food now

"Sorry." Raphael mumbled, though he really did not make any move to get up. But there was something he had to ask. Something he had to know.

Did Donnie really not remember anything from the past? Or had Shredder brainwashed him so bad to the point where he did not wish to remember?

"Can I ask ya something? Do ya, do ya really not remember anything from before? Being a kid I mean."

Donnie whimpered and curled up tighter. "L.left me... A.alone... S.shredder found m.me... S.saved me..." He owed Shredder his life as far as he knew. His memory was hazy at best of when he was 'found', taken from his family and spending the first few years claiming that his family would come and get him. But they never did.

He didn't want to remember earlier than that. If his family could kick him out to die as a child then they couldn't have loved him back then... Why did they bring him back though if they didn't care..

Raphael felt his blood boil, though he tried his best not to scare the smaller turtle. Shredder, that fucking bastard! Raph knew it, the asshole had brainwashed Donnie into believing they had abandoned him and did not love him.

"Shredder is not yer savior. He is a demon. A treacherous snake. He used ya, lied ta ya, made ya believe that ya were nothing more than a pet and a toy. We searched for ya for years Don. Ya went out one day and neva came back. We searched everywhere fer ya. It was hard, but we had no choice ta believe ya were dead. If only we had known... I had known... We would have searched through that building from the very beginning. And nothing I could say could get rid of the pain you have been through. I just wish it had been me instead. Not ya."

Donnie was shaking now in Raph's arms, confused and not understanding.

"H.how do I k.know the t.truth." He's been raised thinking that his family hated them, but Raph seemed sincere about caring him and he liked cuddling up with him now.

His head hurt with the two conflicting truths and suddenly he whined out and grabbed his head as pain shot through his head. He could see flashes of memories and the flashbacks were painful.

He saw quick flashes of life with three brothers. Playing. sat around a book. A giant rat... Their father! Not seeing or thinking about them long enough to really understand because the pain from his conflictions were hurting. "M.master!"

Raphael was about to answer Donatello when the smaller turtle had suddenly grabbed his head, looking as though he was in pain.

The way Don had his hand covering his head and leaning over, made the larger turtle worried. What was going on?

"Donatello? What's wrong?" Raph asked softly, trying his best to not let the name affect him.

"H.hurts... C.confused..." He cried out doubled over with his head in his hands, the images and sounds were going to fast now for him to make out and his head felt like it was splitting in two.

He remembered being happy, a long time ago. With his family? But he also remembered pain and couldn't tell when that started. Was Raph telling the truth? Or was his old Master telling the truth.

He owed it to the foot. They raised him, gave him somewhere to sleep and food and drink... Though now he was realizing that maybe it wasn't enough since... His brother. Gave him a lot more.

Raphael bit his lip. Perhaps he had said too much too soon? Yes, he probably had. But perhaps it was a good thing? Maybe he could finally get Don to understand?

Raph slowly reached out and patted Donatello's shell. Giving him comfort as much as he knew how to. This was not Raph's scene. But Don needed him and he was willing to be there for him.

The larger turtle was confused though when Don suddenly looked stunned and realization was slowly forming on the smaller's face.

"Don?"

Donnie was still whimpering and seemed in pain but. His brothers were telling the truth? Shredder had lied to him... All his life was a lie...

That only made him cry harder and he stayed curled up against Raph. He now knew that that everything he knew was a lie and he was left feeling numb, it was too much too soon for the poor abused turtle and he feel woozy and faint, leaning against Raph as his body went slightly more limp

He didn't know anything, he was literally no one. Who he'd thought he was was built on a lie and who he used to be was gone long ago.

Raphael frowned at the tears and pulled Donatello closer until he was lying upon his lap and Raph was cradling him in his arms like a child.

That was how small Don was compared to him. Like a child. Though it was obvious he was an adult now. But years of abuse and malnutrition had caused the turtle to be smaller and thinner. Don would need to eat more if not as much as a sumo wrestler in order to get his strength back.

Raph just held the turtle, until he began to panic when Don went limp within his arms. "Donnie?!" The hothead called out, beyond worried and gently shook the smaller turtle.

Donnie lay in his little ball in Raph's lap, his eyes closed tightly with his painful flashbacks and numbing realisation.

He felt comforted wrapped up in Raph's arms, not getting any affection at the foot his just clung to any affection he was given, resting his head against the largest's emerald thigh

It wasn't the first time Donnie had passed out, but usually it was from drugs or pain, slowly fading into unconsciousness and gripping onto Raph's leg until he went completely limp, eyes closed and breathing deeply in his reluctant sleep