Chapter 1
ROOTS

Before I existed, long ago diapers were invented, and by that time from the past to the present, everyone that was born wore them, so did I, and anyone in the future.

While most were potty-trained later during babyhood in the past, so was I, and anyone in the future.

Now I do have fond memories where I used to be given horsie rides in the family when I was growing up, those were good times but that's former now.

When I was getting older in babyhood, I kept meeting new faces but one person caught my attention... I had an uncle who was heavily disabled ever since his babyhood... poor guy, I sure did loved my uncle so much though, he was special!

The first time I saw him, I was very curious to why he was the way he was... he was blind and he had no teeth, he couldn't talk, walk, clean himself nor feed himself, and he HAD to wear diapers--in fact, he wore them all his life.

Now back then I had limits on reading emotions and using them properly because of my autism disorder... but as of today, I DO understand emotions greatly most of the times.

Then at some point later on between babyhood and childhood, I no longer wore diapers once potty-trained, and I did forgot about them for a while.

Fast forward, in the year 1997, Barney the Dinosaur first started appearing on Luvs diapers, in consideration to the theatrical release of Barney's Great Adventure... as part of a deal, Luvs diapers made a cameo in the movie.

So Barney was shown on their Ultra Leakguards and Overnight Leakguards designs in these commercials I saw... that means I was 5 years old when they started making them!

Here's a link to THE Luvs commerical that started it all for my diaper fetish.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hosgdy9LkFg
Oh trust me, Barney, that commercial and THAT exact diaper, all three of them played an important role together... this commercial was just the beginning of my curiousness and interest about diapers, AND with how the diapers approuched me the way it they did into my life I eventually created what I proudly call my "diapyback" fetish later in the future.

What's "diapyback?"
It basicially means exactly that, (diap)ered pigg(yback) rides and other diapers-on-back activities... diapers are still the focus but in a different manner with how I enjoy them the most, it can be just about any type of activity the diaper wearer does when seated onto the backside of the torso (and sometimes the shoulders) on the person, sooo yeah, you can see that in my art of diapyback pics!
It's my super speciality and it's considered to act as a "sub-fetish" of diapers.

One day, I was watching TV at the age at either 5-to-9 when I used to live in my 1st home with my family.

I was in the master bedroom--definitely alone, and I was just enjoying my TV time ... then suddenly out of no where, that commercial started playing!

When she said the magic words "those fancy expensive diapers." that instantly caught my attention, and I didn't keep my eyes off the AD for any second, when she said diapers--it sounded so familiar to me, like I have been there before in wearing diapers, to which I have of course.

I kept watching, and then it showed the Luvs diaper case of their Ultra Leakguards STRETCH diapers, I knew then that I have worn diapers before, which was something I missed so much in my life.

Those diapers look sooo poofy the moment her daughter jumped onto her dad for a horsie ride.
Heheh, that was so cute. Who doesn't love those? :3

Now you see why and how diapers appeals me, especially in this manner?
They made the diapers look like a ton of fun to wear, especially if you wanted to ride someone around in them which appeals me too.

They're definitely way better than underwear because you can use the bathroom no matter where you go esepcially if during the rides with diapers on.
We can agree together that underwear sucks, lol!

From start to end, I was curious about diapers ever since that day when I watched the commercial... then overtime when they stopped playing that AD during my childhood eventually, that video stayed burnt into my memory bank, and I can still remember it plain as day!

It lingered with me FOR YEARS, especially the riding part, I just had to somehow try and get to wear a diaper again just like the old times some day, to which I am happy that did came to pass.

Chapter 2
EXPERIENCE 

By the way, I don't know what brands any of these diapers were in these memories, so that part is extremely fuzzy... I wish I knew what diaper brand and model it was...

One day, my family thought about doing a sleepover at my grandparents' house--the house my mom used to live in while her parents are still currently living in that house for all the years when my uncle used to be alive.

When I arrived there, we were greeted with the usual kindness and hugs, we got inside the house and when I was in, I couldn't help but stare just a little bit at my uncle's diaper every now and then, only because I knew that those were diapers!

I was sooo TEMPTED to wear those diapers! I had thought about asking... but quickly dismissed that because I was scared to ask anyone if I could try them on, in my mind I just didn't know how they was gonna react and what they would say to me.

When it was night time, I had thought up a fantastic idea... "why not wear the diaper when everyone is asleep while I stay up? but I must sleep in the living room..."

After much thinking, then I asked everyone if it was OK if I could sleep alone in the living room--they had no clue what I was wanting to do, I only hoped no one would sleep in the living room with me, and thankfully I got that wish... as soon I knew where everyone was gonna sleep at, I was slowly getting excited inside.

As I checked on everyone if they was asleep, I stayed up long enough to do what I was planning to do... I looked behind my uncle's recliner, there lies the package of adult diapers on the ground, then I took one out of there, and when I began to open it, it was kinda loud and it scared me, I had to do this very quietly somehow!

So I did, slowly enough... finally, it was opened all the way but goodness, the diaper was bigger than me.
LOL.

I sat my butt on it, and fasten the diaper on by myself as if I knew how to do it already... OK now I don't know about you but how the heck did I know how to diaper myself all on my own like that?
Lol.

Maybe from just imagining it myself to see how one would diaper themselves intead of how to diaper someone else... that might be the only explaination unless I looked at a case on how to do it.

Once I had the diaper on, I suddenly remembered my diaper days, I missed them so much... I had pleasure to overwhelm me as I rubbed at my diaper some with my hands softly at the front a little and walked around in the living room and kitchen some.

I never learned how sex worked, solo-wise or with someone in anything at the time... so I never knew how to get an orgasm... oh well, lol!

I remembered having a boner in that diaper, and I was having the weirdest urge to "ride" something... so I got on one of the couches they had, I went for the spot where you place your arms on, and that's where I rode on it with my diaper for a bit.

Satisfied I got it out of my system, I decided to sleep with it on and kept a bag with me to hide it when leaving the next day...

At this time, I think I already knew about stealing and other morals that are taught to everyone, but I could have forgotten about that due to fear.

Next morning, I woke up before everyone did, I took the diaper off by sliding it off (not unfastening it) and put it in the plastic bag, plus one more new diaper that was folded... again, I was scared to ask about trying on diapers or to be given any.

So what did I do? I stole the 2 diapers... oh boy, instant regret!
I still regret stealing them to this day because of how bad stealing is, so every time I look back at that day in the present, I would always feel sorry about stealing them... thank God I don't steal anymore, that was my only first AND (hopefully) last time I ever stolen anything, I rather buy my diapers these days. c:

And for a long while, I secretly kept that 1st diaper in my bedroom, everyday I would be in that diaper I first tried on and RIDE on anything in that room, including whatever plushies I had at the time, I even peed in it a few times while riding on stuff, eventually, the second diaper got used too.

Ever since my 1st ABDL day, whenever I see diapers on TV rather it be commercial or in cartoons, I have always fantasized myself in diapers, even to ride and wet in them.

CHAPTER 3
EVOLUTION

Years later, me and my family moved out and moved into different homes only 2 times... I forgot what year and what age I was but one day, I was really wanting to know if there was others out there that loved diapers too.
I'm glad I did that!

I typed in my question into Google to search if people asked that... many said the word "diaper fetish."
That caught my attention... 

Then I learned, fetishes existed and diaper fetish was one of them, I knew that I have diaper fetish... wanting to learn more about myself, I knew that I am a Diaper Lover.

And then during the time when Sonic joined Super Smash Bros. Brawl, I became a fan of Tails later on--I've always thought Tails was the cutest thing I ever seen!

Tails was the reason I love foxes, that I wanted a little brother, and that was enough to make me a Caretaker too--while Krystal (and Sandy Cheeks of course!) on the other hand was the reason I became a furry!
I was sooo attracted to these anthro women that I am also a Diaperfur!

And I believe it was at that time, that's when I decided "why don't I try giving piggy-back rides sometime? I think that'd be super cute and really fun!"

Tails also became the biggest reason I wanted to always give diapered piggy-back rides in the first place, so I've been itching to do that with anyone since then, it's something I still wanna do to this day. I may become a great dad, who knows, diapers can do wonders for me, unlocking potentials in my life I never knew I could do.

I also remembered seeing a lot of diaper art on of Tails and other characters on DeviantART, FurAffinity, and other sites, that made me happy enough that I can see there was plenty of diaper love and that I wasn't the only one into them.
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Like this ABDL picture of Tails for example drawn by 
chibi-jen-hen from DeviantART
❤~~SUPER CUTE~❤
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So I collected ABDL art from many artists I like to keep to look at anytime, abdl/diaperfur/babyfur pics that contained my favorite characters from and very interesting fursonas.

Later on, I told my family and some of my friends that I have diaper fetish... so far most of them are OK with that, and they still accepted me no matter what--even with me being a furry and brony of course, to which I became a brony in the early 2010s when MLP: FIM was new and fresh on the scene.

I even told my mom and her mother about the day I took a few of uncle's diapers, and I apologized very much about it to them as I felt regret and guilt for doing that, it's a good thing they forgave me because I still hate stealing...

Does my family buy me diapers?
SOMETIMES, only when I don't want to do it in person at the stores, lol, I mostly prefer buying diapers online these days.

And of course, how did diapers became more than just for comfort but also for sexual pleasure?
Well, one day while I was still living in the previous home I had wetted this diaper I had on pretty good while I was at the shower, and I even showered with it on!

With the warm water running down on me--especially at my back which helped made me more horny, and with my pee running down my legs in the shower, I furiously pounded at my diapered front while in that super saggy diaper with the hand thinking I would make more pee come out but nope, BOOM! It happened... I had a great, powerful orgasm in my super water/pee soaked diaper, I came so hard that I thought I peed, only to find out that it's cum!

Once I knew how to play with myself, I couldn't un-know it!
GREAT! Lol!

And thanks to that day, not only I love the comfort of wearing and wetting diapers but I really enjoy private time with them for sexual pleasure too!

Also, at that time that's how I got another fetish, watersports, and then other fetishes eventually came to me before I joined FurAffinity.

And then years later, in Feb 1st, 2015, that is when I joined FurAffinity!
That day I kept thinking for a while... "how cool would it be to meet the ABDLs I love that are familiar faces and even newcomers?"

So I created my very first social furry art site account, and here I am, I started off as a watcher, but then I decided to draw art to share my diaper love with all of you.

THAT is how I became who I am today, as DiaperFox777!
And THAT is how "diapyback" became a thing for me that makes me who I am.

Thank you all so much for your watches, favorites, comments, commissions, love, prayers, support, hugs, and pageviews, they all mean a lot to me.
I couldn't have reached 10,000 pageviews on FurAffinity without all of you, the impossible became possible for me under 5 years before a decade could even roll by.

God bless, love and peace, stay padded my crinkle friends and babs!

And finally, thank you Barney and Luvs... I will forever be a Diaper Lover until the day I die.
I LUV DIAPERS!

~DiaperFox777