Embracing Our Love Live
Written by Cody2819/Darktailsko

“Is everypony seated?” asked the teacher who had just entered a rather noisy classroom. At her arrival the students, who all wore similar white and blue uniforms, hushed and sat down like well behaved kids. “Good, we have a new student today”.

The teacher tilted her head towards the door where a light blue stallion, who looked more mare than stallion, now stood. He was just standing in the doorway, not staring at anything but the floor that shined as if it was recently cleaned. The teacher nudged her head, signaling him to enter, he did with a bit of a grunt.

“Why not tell us about yourself?” the teacher asked after she had taken a bite from an apple that a student had generously laid on her desk.

The stallion didn’t answer, not at first anyways, instead he silently stared about the room. Everypony was eying him. He felt nervous, shown by the knot in his throat, yet he masked it pretty well by keeping a certain image of a mare in his mind. 

“I’m Speedy” he finally spoke. Keeping his voice steady he went on to say “And no, I’m not a mare”.

“Could’ve fooled us” spoke one of the students.

The classroom erupted into an slight laughter. Speedy blushed as he returned his eyes to the floor almost instantly. “Come now, is that anyway to treat a new student?” spoke the teacher. The class immediately fell silent, it was almost as if they had forgotten she was even there. “Don’t mind them dear, you can take any empty  seat that you want”.

Speedy nodded to her while he focused on the floor like he was having an intense staring contest with it. It wasn’t until he trotted forward that he turned his gaze up to see which seats were empty. There were three, one was in the front roll which he turned down at first glance. The second was near the stallion who had made fun of him just a moment ago, he shook his head and trotted on to the third seat which sat in the back roll. He found that it was a little small, but his feminine body had no trouble fitting in it. Speedy focused his eyes on the blackboard as he remained silent for most of the class.

The teacher was reading from a school book, her horn had levitated chalk to the blackboard and wrote whenever she spoke. Even though his eyes were on the board, Speedy wasn’t paying attention, he was thinking about something else that had made his mind drift entirely out of the classroom. Hearts And Hooves Day was approaching again, in fact it was in just a few days from now. Usually the Holiday was very lonely for him, but this year will prove to be the loneliest one so far.

Speedy thought of a lust and beautiful open field, surrounded by tall trees and was filled with colorful flowers of all sizes. A young mare, wearing a hat resembling a giant Ladybug, laid among the flowers with a beetle on her outstretched hoof. Birds were humming as they flew above in harmony along side with insects, “Who can tell me about advanced physics? Yes, you Sairin?” came the teacher’s voice.

As Speedy was brought back to reality he heard a mare speaking, he turned to his left and saw a pony who looked to be out of place. At first glance he was sure that it was Vinyl Scratch in the seat, but he blinked and noticed that she was purple instead of white. She was wearing glasses, her ears were covered by an large headset, and she was sucking on a lollipop even as she spoke. 

“She’s cute..” Speedy had thought.

“Don’t you have a book?” Speedy had heard the teacher, after answering no she levitated him one of the books from her desk.

Speedy heard faint laughter and concealed his face in the book, wishing that he could go home. He took a peek out from the book and saw the purple mare was writing, quite well actually, with her hooves. A quick glance down he saw her Cutie Mark, which was barely visible underneath her skirt, it was a lightning bolt placed over what he assumed was a computer chip. He wondered what it could represent, and figured it could be the best way of starting a conversion.

The bell rang some thirty minutes later, the students crowded around the door as they trotted out. Speedy managed to squeeze past them and as he moved down the hallway he ignored whispering from various groups of students who he knew were all talking about him. He went to his locker which was number 214, entered his combination and placed the book the teacher had given him inside. His locker was quite empty, only having pictures from Ponyville tapped inside.

Closing his locker he heard another being opened a few lockers down on his left. It was that purple mare, she was emptying her saddlebag into her own locker. Speedy hadn’t meant to stare, but he kept looking in her direction. The purple mare took off her headset and the fur inside her ears puffed outward, he found her ears very cute and as his cheeks turned a little red he stared off in another direction. He felt something strange in his chest, something that felt familiar but he couldn’t place his hoof on what. He glanced back and saw that she was trotting away, he had to say something to her.

“H-Hey..” Speedy spoke, catching up to her up just before she had reached two other mares. 

The purple mare turned around, saw him, and blushed a little. “Y-Yes?”

“I---um---wanted to say--” Speedy wasn’t sure why but he was struggling to speak. He hadn’t ate anything recently yet he could feel something was stuck in his throat. Nervously he mumbled “wht’surne?” Speedy pounded his throat, swallowed whatever was preventing him from speaking, and spoke it again. “Can I ask your name?”

“O-Oh? Sairin..you’re Speedy, right?” replied the mare who looked just as sweaty as he did.

“Yes, that’s my name” Speedy nervously returned. Hearing that she knew his name had made him start to feel slightly better. “Do you---want to hang out s-sometime?”

Speedy saw Sairin’s eyes shrunk through her glasses, she fumbled with her wording and took off without another word. His heart sank as he watched her dart by a corner. He would’ve went after her, to ask what was wrong, but he saw the other two mares shaking their heads at him. During the next class he couldn’t get it out of his mind, what had he done to make her run off like that?

***

Some hours later school was finally over and Speedy was sitting at a desk inside his room at the castle. Speedy hadn’t stayed at Canterlot Castle for a few years now, despite having close relations with Princess Celestia. It was Celestia that had found him many years prior, alone, wet from the harsh rain, and with an sprain leg. In truth Speedy felt like Celestia had saved him from having a even harsher life, so he always felt indebted to her, even in his present years he felt that he could never truly repay her kindness.

Speedy felt that being raised by a princess from foalhood could had contributed a lot to his present character. He was always a very kind and polite pony, helping anyone without the slightest bit of hesitation or for his own well being. He just likes to help and make others feel happy, despite rarely being happy himself. Speedy had memories of more than one occasion where he smiled, laughed, and even felt alive, but true happiness seemed to always escape him.

Speedy hated it when he feels depressed and he hated it even more when he can’t think of any other feeling, so he tried distracting his mind by doing his homework but Sairin just wouldn’t leave his mind. In frustration he tossed down his quill, stood up and jumped backwards into his bed. If Twilight wasn’t busy helping the princesses he would ask her why he couldn’t focus. Twilight Sparkle was another mare Speedy felt like he could never truly repay the kindness to.

As Speedy grew up he was bullied and mocked not only for looking like a filly, but for having no family. “Canterlot foals are worse than the parents” Speedy took to saying as a foal. One day, after a rather terrible incident that had gotten him expelled, Celestia felt that Speedy needed not only a change of scenery but also much needed help in friendship. Celestia’s first course of action was Princess Cadance, who took to babysitting in her teen years, but after she met a stallion who later became her husband and was no longer available as a result, Celestia sent Speedy to live with Twilight Sparkle.

At first Speedy hated moving to Ponyville, but, after accepting Twilight’s help and adjusting to the much needed open space, Speedy found that he rather liked his new home. Having a need for speed and exploration Speedy took to the forests and caves quite easily and, much to his and Celestia’s relief, he started to feel more at home and even a little active. His school grades rocketed through the roof within just an few weeks of moving, this was no doubt thanks to Twilight who, much to his secret and buried annoyance, was an top A student in everything she could get her hooves on.

Remembering the first time he had met Twilight Sparkle had made Speedy feel, well, conflicted. He liked having her in his life and was so grateful that she took him in like he was her own foal, but he also hated her character at the same time. He thought that was normal, after all he’s still a teenager and by teenage law you have to love and hate every authority figure you have. He didn’t like to think about how much he disliked Twilight for trying her best in helping him grow into an healthy and proper stallion, but he also didn’t want to return to his homework just yet.

Laying there in bed he tried thinking of other, more sexual things. Usually when his mind was jumbled and unable to focus he would jerk off, and he found after climaxing his mind and body would feel a lot better, well, most of the time. He thought about his best friend, Beetle, and what they had did last year. Unlike his blue fur Speedy’s cock was completely black and once it was harden it stood at twelve inches, but Speedy rarely got it to extend at it’s full length. It was only last year that he saw how big it really was. Speedy had first met Beetle a few years ago during a Hearth Warming Eve play.

Beetle was an mare around the same age Speedy was, her fur was like an faded shade of yellow that ran down into what resembled snow covering her hooves. Her mane was shiny and red and her Cutie Mark was that of an bug. Beetle’s name wasn’t just a name sake, she loved bugs more than anything. Last year Speedy had took Beetle to an spot that Fluttershy had showed him once, an large open field surrounded by trees that held many colorful and unique flowers. This open field held many tiny secrets that, when you whistle, flew up into the air and circled the field along side many different birds. Creating an beautiful scene that Beetle just loved.

As Speedy remembered this moment he focused on how beautiful Beetle looked and soon his cock, while not at full length just yet, grew large enough for him to grip it. He stroked slowly at first, keeping an eye on his breathing he switched his daydream over to school. It was the first Hearts And Hooves day he and Beetle were together for in a long while and he had gotten her a gift, a hat that resembled a ladybug. The way she smile after opening it had made their time apart feel nonexistent. Beetle was so grateful that she then gave Speedy a gift he could never repay, they had sex, right there in the school’s hallway. 

“Oh Beetle..” He moaned, tightening his grip. 

Speedy focused on that moment, when their virginity were lost and he felt the inside of a mare for the first time. After about five minutes of slowly stroking his cock he felt his cum building up at the tip, tightening his grip he felt that just one more stroke would hit his limit. As he started to cum he imagined himself climaxing inside Beetle’s warm and wet pussy, moaning in an soft voice  “Oh Beetle..I lo-Sairin!?” Speedy’s eyes shot wide open as he blushed heavily. 

His mouth fell open yet he couldn’t even think of any words to say, Sairin had replaced Beetle and he was climaxing inside her. His grip tighten around his cock, his cum oozing out and leaking down his shaft just made his faster strokes feel even better. He thought about how nice Sairin’s pussy would feel around his cock, he moaned at the thought of penetrating her cute butt and how much tighter she felt the deeper he went.

Loosening his grip he suddenly jumped  upward into an sitting position and held his head in his hooves. “Why did I---that never happened before..” Speedy grunted in frustration as he jumped out of bed and began trotting in place.

His mind was even worse now, he couldn’t figure out why Sairin had popped in like she had, nor why his lust just rocketed through the ceiling like it did. Was it because, he liked her? “Don’t be silly Speedy, it took you a few years to realized you loved Beetle, why would you love a mare you couldn’t even speak too?” he told himself, unsure rather or not he believed himself.

Suddenly Beetle’s words from last year echoed in his head. He was confident that he was in love with her, but when he had admitted it to her she ran off and it wasn’t until the next day that he saw her again. “She told me that she couldn’t tell whether or not she knew what love felt like. And, that she couldn’t be sure if she could return those feelings..” Speedy spoke to himself as he replayed her words inside his head.

After she had said those things Speedy went into an deep thinking state, where he attempted to confirm that his feelings were indeed genuine for her. Which was hard not only because he never really had a marefriend before, but also due to Cadance and Twilight. Although he was sure his feelings towards them were nothing more than  seeing them as sisters, he had on more than one occasion jerked off to the idea of them sucking him off. 

Speedy broke away from his thoughts as he took an quick glance down at the bed, and at his green hoodie that he always wore.  He sighed taking off his hoodie and threw it into the sink, he left it to soak for an hour as he cleaned the bed of his cum. He remembered one time he had forgotten to clean afterward and it was the most embarrassing thing Twilight had ever found. Twilight had gotten back around twenty minutes later and had asked why his hoodie was in the sink when she was about to take an shower.

“I spilled orange juice on myself” Speedy had lied.

Speedy didn’t like to lie and he got the feeling that Twilight had seen through it, although she didn’t saying anything which he felt thankful for. If she had gotten back an hour before he would had been honest and talked with her, but after his sudden lust towards Sairin he felt anything but comfortable. The rest of the day he spent trying to do his homework, trying to forget Sairin and how beautiful she looked. 

“Ugh, you’re not going to forget her if you keep thinking that” Speedy told himself with an sigh. “Just try to think about something else. Like, how the CMC are doing. Or, whether or not if Cheerliee asked Big Mac out yet. Anything but Sairin and her...big, cute, round hips that look so se--” Speedy face planted his table in frustration. 

***

The next day at school Speedy tried to focus on what the teacher was saying, yet he was just as uninterested as the day before. Sairin was sitting beside him once again, he tried not to stare but when the teacher was talking about something so boring it would kill even Discord, he risked an glance over to her.

“How could she be talking notes of this?” he had thought, glancing down at his hooves. He picked up his quill and watched Sairin before writing. His hoof was shaky, the words unreadable, he threw down the quill in even more frustration. “How does she do it?”

The lesson Speedy found was nothing important and when the class was finally over, he found that he couldn’t remember a single word the teacher had said. Where Cheerilee would had given light or no homework at all, this teacher gave eight pages to do a report on. Speedy groaned, loathing the idea of doing another all nighter with Twilight. Next in the class lineup was gym, something Speedy could actually pay attention to. The students had to change into gym clothes with Speedy having to confirm that he was indeed a male to be allowed into the right dressing room.

After they were all in their blue sweatshirts, with the school’s mascot stitched on the back in white, they were all gathered into groups for the activities, which there were three. First was a game of dodge ball. Flashbacks of his foal days were flooding back as Speedy dodged ball after ball, it was almost as if even his own teammates were gunning for him. A ball had zoomed pass his head, the breeze just slightly scraping his cheek. 

From behind he heard an annoyed grunt and knew his only remaining teammate was out, “Guess you’re alone now, Marey” joked the other team’s captain.

Speedy gritted his teeth at the stallion and he wanted to growl, but held it in his throat as he readied himself for the dodge balls that he knew were about to come at him. All at once the other team, which consisted of three ponies left, threw their balls at him. As they threw the dodge balls Speedy’s senses honed in and, after closing his eyes for only an brief moment, he took action. There was gasping among the group sitting out as Speedy ducked, rolled over, and caught the third ball by his teeth. Spatting it into his hooves Speedy tossed it and struck the team’s captain down during an daze he was seemingly in.

“No way...he never gets hit!” spoke one of the ponies at the bleachers, followed by many cheers and whistles.

The stallion, with an stare full of anger, trotted to the bleachers in defeat. As he sat down the ponies nearest to him slide away, almost as if he was carrying some sort of disease or something. It was now two against one, the remaining two stallions picked up their dodge balls and each trotted to a different corner, it was clear to Speedy that they were hoping to catch him in an arc. They threw the dodge balls one after the other with just a second between them, they suddenly gasped the very next second. 

Speedy had twisted his body and bit down as he caught the first ball, doing something of a back flip at the same time he managed to grab the second ball. At first there was nothing but silent stares, then as if Discord had magically snapped his fingers the entire gym became filled with cheers and applause.

“Well done!” spoke the coach as he patted Speedy’s back. “Never in all my years have I seen a pony caught a ball with their own tail, that’s a creative mind you got there”.

Speedy blushed at the appraise he was getting, trying to blush it off he simply replied “Years of practice..” 

It was now time for the second activity which was exercising. From push ups to jumping jacks, they were doing it all but with a twist. “You exercise as long as you can, if you slip up then you’re out” the coach explained to everyone who was new. 

Speedy was determined to last longer than the stallion who he knew now was a bully just like the ones from foalhood, in fact he wouldn’t be surprised if it was the same bully. Over the course of ten minutes most of the class were already out, at the fifteen minute mark they were doing pull ups. Speedy was starting to sweat and he could feel his heart pounding, this of course was nothing new to him. Being active since he was a foal Speedy was used to pushing against his limits, and knew that as long as he paced himself he wouldn’t run out of energy too fast.

After every couple or so pull ups he made Speedy took an glance around to see who were all left. He was surprised to see Sairin doing quite well, for a few moments he was unintentionally watching her. Then her hoof slipped and she fell.

“Are you OK?” Speedy asked as he jumped down to check her.

“Y-Yeah..” spoke Sairin after Speedy had helped her up, he was relieved that she wasn’t hurt. 

“Yes! I won!” shouted the stallion who back flipped his way down.

Speedy stared grudgingly at him, but grinned when the coach had said “Not quite Ruse Charcoal, he didn’t slip”.

“Ruse Charcoal, huh?” Speedy thought, looking at Ruse’s red mane and dark fur he found that the name fit quite well.

The last exercise was pushups, and it was the most intense push ups Speedy had ever done. The stallion named Ruse Charcoal, like him, was unwilling to lose. Ten push ups, twenty, fifty, hundred and forty, the two were locked in a death stare with both refusing to give up. Both were beginning to sweat, to save their energy they slowed their breathing down and spoke to each other in facial expressions. Speedy didn’t like Ruse Charcoal, he knew the type all too well and he felt the urge to beat him greatly increasing each time he lifted his body up.

Ruse Charcoal gave him a sudden smile which had made Speedy stop, for only a instant, before his ears suddenly perked up. Immediately reacting Speedy kicked his back hooves against the floor and flung himself upward, narrowing missing a dodge ball that was aimed for him. It hit Ruse Charcoal instead, causing him to fall over where he preceded to mumble an loud curse. Speedy gave him a upside down wave along with an extremely happy looking smirk. Ruse Charcoal angrily growled as he scolded his friend for costing him the win.

“Before the bell rings in ten minutes, you’ll be climbing ropes and ringing the bell at top” spoke the coach after he had separated the students into teams again. 

Ruse Charcoal was the first in his team to climb, as Speedy watched he was determined to make his wins against him three in a roll. Ruse Charcoal was a fast climber, reaching the bell in under a few seconds. “Beat that” he mouthed to Speedy, who mouthed back“Oh I will” but he would have to wait until three other ponies ahead of him went first.

The third team was up right before his turn, and it was Sairin who went next. Speedy was surprised when she glanced in his direction, he mouthed “Good luck” and she seemingly blushed. As he continued to watch her she bent down to straighten up the sweatbands around her hind legs, Speedy hadn’t noticed them and blushed a little as he saw she had on underwear as well. They were white and striped in bright pink, he had never seen a pony in underwear before and his thoughts were racing with sexual imagery. 

“Ignore them, you’re not in a good place fo---oh she’s starting to climbing” Speedy spoke inside his own head, but hushed up as he watched Sairin begin to climb up the rope.

She wasn’t climbing fast, in fact she was pretty slow, but Speedy just assumed she didn’t want to fall so she was taking her time. In his mind Speedy was cheering for her, she was nearly at the bell when she came to a sudden stop. At first he wondered if something had happened as she started to move her hind legs and one of her hooves got tangled. She tried getting it free and Speedy was scared that she might fall any moment, he took an step forward aiming to help but suddenly he gasped when something did fell.

She had just gotten her hoof free, jerking it out and was swung around, her face blushed deep red as she saw  her underwear floating down like a leaf in the soft windy breeze. Speedy’s eyes widen as he felt his heart racing, it was pounding so fast he thought it was going to burst. Somehow during her struggle to get free Sairin’s underwear had slid off, and thanks to her skirt getting messed up in the same struggle the pink lips to her marehood were on full show to everypony who was watching her. Speedy was frozen, his mind was completely blank besides the one image of her cute pony pussy, he knew he shouldn’t be staring but he couldn’t get himself to turn away.

Then he heard Ruse Charcoal's voice as he had made a very rude joke, yet most of the ponies were snickering and giggling. Speedy snapped out of his daze and saw what was going on. They were all laughing at her, a glance upward showed that she was very embarrassed and, her face seemed so sad. Speedy had no idea what came over him, he just trotted forward and confronted the laughing group without an second thought entering his mind.

“Shut up already!” he had yelled, getting the full attention of the gym. “So what if she’s exposed, we’re exposed every single day! At least she had the courtesy to wear something! So, instead of laughing at her why not turn to look at yourself and wonder why she’s the only one smart enough to cover up?”

Everypony had fallen silent at his outburst, it seemed like nopony wasn’t quite sure what to say in return. Speedy had caught Ruse Charcoal who was about to say something, “If you make another joke towards her, I will make you regret it” Speedy snarled at him.

“Is that a threat?” Ruse Charcoal returned, pretending to be scared but it was clear he was anything but.

“Yeah, I been beating you all gym class” Speedy replied and snickered as Ruse Charcoal’s face was that of full  anger.

There was a thud from behind which had made Speedy break eye contact with Ruse, he turned and saw Sairin. She stood there for only a moment before she galloped into the mare’s changing room. Speedy wanted to check on her, to see if she was alright, but at that moment the coach had spoken over the whispering students.

“That’s it for today. Speedy and Ruse Charcoal, stay behind after the bell” spoke the coach.

***

After the last class of the day had concluded Speedy was on his way back to his locker, he was just entering his combination when a rather faint voice came from behind him. 

“U-Um...hi..” Speedy turned around and blushed in surprise to see Sairin. She was in her usual school uniform, her cheeks were bright red and her words were fumbling as she spoke. “T-Thank you...for before, nopony ever stood up for me like that” she mumble. Her voice was almost inaudible, yet crystal clear at the same time.

“Well..it was no big deal” Speedy spoke as he rubbed the back of his neck. Sairin was actually talking to him, face to face at that, and he couldn’t think of any words besides “I just did what anypony else would’ve done” and felt as if he hadn’t done anything truly special.

Sairin on the other hand thought completely differently. “Everypony else just laughed..” she returned, lowering her head Speedy caught her lips wobbling.

“Not everypony,“ Speedy spoke as she held her chin up. “I know it feels as if everypony is against you, makes you feel so small...I just spoke my mind, when you do that you feel a lot bigger” Sairin slowly nodded, thanked him again, and turned to trot off. “Hey?” Speedy spoke. She turned around and her blush grew in size across her face. From his pocket Speedy took out her pink underwear, passing them into her hoof he said “I figured you wanted them back, better than leaving them there”.

Sairin clutched them to her chest, her glasses fogged up she nodded and trotted a few steps. She stopped, turned around and spoke, in a rather fast manner, “I-If you want to hang and t-talk...I’ll be in room 2010.” and trotted off before Speedy even had a chance to reply.

He stood in the same pose for about a full minute, almost dazed, it wasn’t until he heard the sound of the school’s bell that he was brought back to his senses. As fast as his legs would allow he changed into his usual green hoodie, as he slid his limbs into the sleeves Speedy couldn’t help but think, Sairin had invited him to talk, no words could describe how he felt about the idea of actually talking to her. Part of him wanted to ignore the invite, but the other ninety nine percent told him to hurry up and get moving already.

Since Speedy was new to the school he wasn’t quite sure where room 2010 was located. Luckily he had ran into the janitor who, after learning of Sairin’s offer, told him it was on the third floor where the twelve graders attended classes. The door to room 2010 was purple, which stood out quite a lot among the other doors which were different shades of green. He read the label across the door’s surface, Science-The Art Of Basic And Advanced Magic, he groaned at the thought but pressed on. The room, much like Twilight’s old basement in the Golden Oak Library, was very tech heavy with laptops and big bulky servers, Speedy felt like he wasn’t in Equestria anymore by the mere sight of the room.

He spotted Sairin sitting in the far corner, as he trotted over he noticed she was halfway buried into a laptop of her own. He was paying too much attention to her, his front knee had bumped a table and he flinched, nearly running over a desk seated with mother boards. He heard a giggle, blushing he stumbles over while holding his knee up in the air until resting in the seat beside her.

“It’s not funny..” he grunted, but Sairin laughed even more. Speedy angrily rolled his eyes until resting them on her laptop. “You’re a tech pony?”

“Tech pony isn’t the best word, really” returned Sairin as she straightened the screen to her laptop. “And no, geek isn’t either” she had added after seeing Speedy was about to reply.

“I-I wasn’t going to say that” Speedy lied, thinking fast for a new reply he said “Those are a lot of cords, are they even safe?”

“Of course you would ask that” Sairin rolled her eyes before straightening her glasses. “No, as long as you don’t turn on every single thing at once”.

Speedy nodded and took an closer look at her laptop, “Aren’t those really high in bits?” he asked her.

“Didn’t cost me anything,” Sairin responded. She saw Speedy had a confused look, so she added “no I didn’t steal it, my parents owns the company that makes them”.

“Oh? That’s cool, my par--” at hearing what he was saying Speedy silenced himself. He had no idea what his parents did, due to the reason he had never met them. Wanting to change the subject he looked for something to change it to, his eyes fell on Sairin’s laptop again were there was a rather cute picture of a foal as the desktop image. “Who’s that?” he asked, just before Sairin had opened a document and blocked it from view.

“It’s nopony...oh fine, it’s me” Sairin replied with an blushed.

“You look cute” Speedy replied with an smile. Trying to hide his own blush he looked at the document and saw various files, PNG, MP4, something called Open Broadcast, and of course, he had no idea what they even were. “What’s that?” he asked, pointing at a file labeled ACR 15.

“Don’t touch the screen,” Sairin had said while nudging his hoof off of it. “You mean this one? Oh, it’s for a let’s play I’m doing”.

“Let’s play?” Speedy repeated aloud.

Sairin sighed, saying “You ever played a video game? Oh really? That’s surprising”.

“How so? I’m just a outdoors pony, is all” returned Speedy.

“Well, a LP, let’s play, is when ponies record themselves playing video games“ Speedy nodded along as Sairin spoke, and asked if he could see it. “It’s just the audio, I have the footage in this flash drive”.

Sairin took from her pocket a small black and red object, she connected it to the side of her laptop and after a few moments a second document had opened by its self. Speedy watched as she dragged a file labeled Audio15 and dropped into in the other document, she then double clicked on it and a small box opened.

Sairin stretched it to be bigger, as she hit play she said “I still need to add my audio, but that’s basically a LP in a nutshell”.

“Right” Speedy returned. He wanted to see what the other files were so mimicking what she did he opened a second which had closed the first one before opening.

“Hey, don’t open stuff without my say-so” Sairin giggled. 

Over the course of the next few minutes Sairin showed Speedy more videos and after another fifteen minutes she took to a website with dozens of them to choose from. One video in particular was really funny, they laughed until their chests began hurting. For around twenty minutes they watched a reviewer ripping into a really bad film.

“What was the point of that flower shop?” Speedy had asked, wondering if all movies were this rushed.

“A better question, how did this guy get money to even film?” Sairin returned, laughing as the reviewer added crosshairs to the scene to simulate the actor being under fire from angrily fans.

Minutes turned into hours and they were still laughing at videos. “Jaws? Sounds like a Diamond Dog ring leader” Speedy had joked.

“You should see it, a good classic is not to be missed” Sairin replied. Her head was resting comfortably against Speedy’s shoulder as she took a quick glance at the lower right of the screen of her laptop where a tiny clock was located. She gasped, closing the laptop and jumping to her hooves she said, in a rather rushed manner, “Oh Celestia I’m almost late!” 

“Late? Late for wha-wow we been here for three hours!?” Speedy gasped, looking up at the classroom clock to see if the time was indeed that late.

“Tell me about it..” Sairin spoke, rushing as she gathered her belongings into her saddlebag. “I need to get home, my parents will freak if I’m late!”

“O-Oh, need me to walk you home?” Speedy had asked. 

Sairin came to a complete stop, almost as if she had froze up. “Um thanks, but no. I can make it home alone” She replied with an slight eye glance in his direction. She trotted to the door but came to an sudden stop before she turned back at him, “It was fun hanging out, we should do it again sometime!” she said before leaving him.

***

Once home Speedy couldn’t help but reflect on his time spent with Sairin, he had spent three hours with a mare, and it just flew by in a flash. All they did were watch videos, whoever controlled the flow of time he felt honestly needed a break, how could three hours had sped by so fast?

“Are you alright?” came Twilight’s voice during their supper.

Speedy, who wasn’t really paying attention had flinched and in the progress had rammed his fork into his hoof. Clenching his hooves together he gasped “Y-Yeah..I’m fi-ow that hurt..”

Shaking her head Twilight illuminated her horn and Speedy felt the pain, as well as the small amount of blood, relieved itself as the wound healed before his eyes. “I know you got a large amount homework to do,” Twilight had started after gulping down a mouthful of carrots. “but you should finish eating before thinking about how fun it’ll be to do it”.

Speedy grunted, he hated homework, the only good thing about doing his homework was Twilight herself. He had just started to dug into his massed potatoes when he suddenly threw down his fork and doubled facehooved himself. “I forgot it at school!” He cursed himself and prepared his ears for Twilight’s incoming rage.

***

The very next day Twilight’s mood wasn’t any better. Her words echoed in his ears as he opened his locker. “You’re a top A student, and you were on a record of turning homework in on the very next day! Aw well, maybe you can still get an double A+ someday”. 

“Ugh, mother figures” Speedy whispered after he had found the homework stuck under the books he had likewise forgotten.

The first class today went about normal as there wasn’t really anything interesting about it, other than Sairin starting a small conversion that had lasted far too short.

“If you have something to say, mind sharing it with the class?” spoke the teacher who had caught them. Speedy caught a glimpse of Ruse Charcoal with a twisted smile as he fumbled around with his words.

Gym he had gotten revenge though as he beat Ruse Charcoal in every activity, although he came pretty close to losing once or twice. Sairin had noticed, along with a few others, that both of them had turned gym into a competition. Though they didn’t mind as gym was usually boring and with Ruse Charcoal around it was just never any fun. After gym was over Sairin caught a few moments of conversion with Speedy.

“I have to attend my Twitch account after the next class, if you don’t mind meet me at the janitor's closet later?” She had managed to get out before her two friends had dragged her off.

“Wait! What’s a Twitch?” Speedy had asked but Sairin was already out the door.

It was a chore to focus during the third and final class, not only because the teacher had them act out scenes from a book, but because he had no idea what Sairin meant by attending her Twitch account and it showed as he, by total mistake, slipped, and took three other students down with him.

“Sorry! Sorry!” Speedy repeated in an whimper as he was helped up.

“Either you stay focus, Mr.Speedy, or I suggest you take another class” the teacher had spatted out before she trotted off.

“Twilight picked the classes for me, not like I could anyways..” Speedy replied under his breath. Rolling his eyes away from the teacher’s flank, which he ashamedly found rather cute, he stared at the time and wished that Discord would speed it up already.

The end of class could not had arrived sooner, at the very moment he heard the bell Speedy had threw off the sock hat as he called it and galloped out of the room. Luckily, he needed nothing for or from this class, so instead of going to his locker Speedy made for the janitor’s closet. There was just one problem, however, he had no idea which closet she had meant.

Again to his luck he had bumped into the janitor, this time however, he had literally ran into him and they had fell down a small flight of stairs as a result. “Darn boy! Stop running in the halls!” spatted the janitor angrily, levitating his equipment back into a neat order he gave Speedy something of an heated sniff.

“Sorry!” Speedy apologized as he used the railing to pull himself up. “Say, where’s your closet at?” The janitor looked at Speedy as if he had just heard a question filled with madness. Speedy blushed, and resaid his question. “The closet Sairin attends her---Twitch---you wouldn’t happen to know what a Twitch is, would ya?”

“Oh! Well, why didn’t you just say so!” returned the janitor. “It’s the third door down that corner there”.

Speedy turned to the corner and, after giving the janitor a small nod he had galloped off while shouting “Thanks!” with the janitor shaking his head at the blue stallion that he thought was very odd in the head.

Speedy found the door with ease but there was a slight problem, which by this point Speedy assumed he was cursed with bad luck. There were two doors on both sides and he wasn’t sure which was the right closet. He then saw the Janitor label in big bold letters and he felt so stupid at how he could had missed it that he could had slapped himself.

“You might need glasses if you missed something that big” joked an passing student that had took notice of Speedy’s embarrassing fail.

Ignoring the cat Speedy nudged the door open with his nose, once it was open wide enough for him to look inside he saw Sairin, who was surrounded by tech he wasn’t even going to ask about.

Sairin saw him enter and waved at him, while saying “Could you close the door?”

Speedy nodded and found the closet was rather dark, too dark, if it wasn’t for the light from Sairin’s laptop then he would’ve been totally blind. After fumbling around a little, the light from her laptop wasn’t in his direction so Speedy only had the ghostly image of Sairin to guide him, he came to rest by Sairin’s side. She was sitting in the middle of the room and, he had no idea in the entirely of Equestria how, but her eyes were not burning and melting like his were. The light, once he was turned and stared directly at the screen, felt as if Celestia had went crazy and hurled the Sun closer to the Earth’s surface.

“How can you stand this?” Speedy had asked her while shielding his eyes.

“You get used to it I guess” Sairin replied with an shrug. 

Speedy, after his eyes had adjusted enough to where he could see again, took notice that she was sucking on a big lillpop. “From Minty’s?” he asked her. 

Sairin took only a moment or two before realizing he had meant the lillpop. She rolled it around with her tongue before popping it free out of her mouth, “Nope, my uncle’s” she answered him.

“Oh..” Speedy thought how strange it was to know there were more candy stores out there instead of just the two he normally visited. “So, that’s Twitch, then?” Speedy asked staring at her laptop.

Giggling Sairin replied “That’s my emai-hey don’t look at it!”

“Can’t” Speedy jokingly told her the truth, as his eyes were still burning at the flare that was her laptop screen.

By the time they were adjusted enough to where he could see actual words he could only make out Sairin fumbling with the keyboard. Well it looked like she was fumbling, she wasn’t. She was replying to a email, Speedy tried to see what was written but he could only, and barely at that, make out some sort of badly written blue text.

“Mares Rear Delivery?” Speedy had spoken aloud.

Sairin was so fast in closing the laptop it felt, to him anyways, that he had went totally blind after a black and dark Sonic Rainboom. Why he thought of that, he didn’t quite know.

Sairin almost immediately reopened the screen, but had hid the email from Speedy’s view. She nervously spoke, trying to lie. “I-It’s nothing...just a v-video a friend sent..nothing special”.

Speedy nudged her hoof out of the way and took only a second to read what was there. Thankfully the sudden darkness had not affected his eyes as he found that, by hovering his hooves between his face and the screen, that he could read the words. 

“Rear Delivery?” Speedy unintentionally spoke out loud. “Sounds like that book I took from Twilight’s private po-I mean---” Speedy froze as he saw Sairin’s face and realized what he was saying. 

“You---look at porn magazines?” Sairin asked him.

“No, I mean ye-it was a book, I thought it was a book on how to be a mail pony!” Speedy blushing told her the truth. 

He just assumed that the book was about delivering mail by the title, which was Rear Delivery Girls, despite the cover showing a mare’s rear on show. He couldn’t had been more wrong as once he opened it for the first time he saw that the book, was in actual fact, a porn book all about anal sex. It was the first time Speedy had ever seen mares in such crude ways and it wasn’t until Beetle that he had returned to it with interest. Since he was young Speedy always had a thing with hips, he wasn’t sure why but it was the only thing that never failed to turn him on. Suffice it say, Twilight never found out where that book disappeared too and Speedy had no intention of returning it any time soon.

Sairin for the first instant looked at Speedy quite blank, the very next instant she was bursting out into an giggle. “It’s OK, it’s normal for teens” she managed to say. Speedy couldn’t see his own face, but he could just feel that it was blushing so heavily. “This, from what my friend texted, is a couple taking that book and---well---ever saw the film Sex Tape-of course not, you likely never been to the theaters”.

“Theaters?” repeated Speedy, a little confused.

Sairin stared at him again, more blank than ever. “You, are hopeless” she laughed. Speedy felt his blush getting heavier, if that was even possible. ”I have time before my usual Twitch gaming, wanna see it?” She had asked, if Speedy had a mirror he would bet that his face was completely red.

Unable to think of how to reply he simply nodded. Sairin clicked the link, which took her to a web page that had made Speedy’s eyes grow wider than his own skull would allow. It was similar to the site from yesterday, but instead of white it was black and the text was golden. As the video loaded he saw thumbnails to the right, Sairin had enlarged the video but in that split moment something had caught Speedy’s eyes. He could’ve swore he had seen a thumbnail of Celestia and Luna doing something with a purple object.

The video had enlarged too fast, he wanted Sairin to shrink it back so he could get a better look, but right at that moment his mouth had fell open. The video had finished loading and a mare with violet fur had her rear right up against the screen. She looked familiar, but he couldn’t place his hoof on why. Her Cutie Mark was hidden by a skirt and her tail was out of frame. The mare talked, along with a male who likewise sounded familiar.

Speedy took an rather dry gulp as a big cock came into view, touching against the mare’s hips before sliding into her back entrance. A orange hoof came into frame to hold onto one of her hips, probably to help him slide in. Speedy and Sairin watched the video, both blushing heavily as their eyes were locked onto the sex before them. Sairin castes a stare over to Speedy, wondering if she had jumped the gun by offering to watch this video with him. Speedy was in a total daze. He had saw images before, sneaking stuff from Twilight’s room, but he had never seen it in action before.

He gulped and found his mouth was really dry. The stallion in the video climaxed and suddenly Speedy had caught a glimpse of the mare’s Cutie Mark. His heart started to pound rapidly as Sairin had paused the video at the most perfect frame with it in view, he knew who she was now. His mouth became even drier, he was worried that his heart was having a episode by how fast it was beating. Sairin took an sip from a water bottle she had out of Speedy’s view range, after noticing he had trouble swallowing she offered to share it with him.

“That...was...oh sweet Celestia…” Speedy gasped after he took the biggest gulp of water in his entire life. Sairin was wondering what Speedy was thinking as she did her best to seem comfortable. “So THAT’S what that noise I heard was! It wasn’t a gho---” Speedy trailed off, sniffing at the air. “Do you smell something?”

Sairin blushed, crossing her hind legs. Speedy sniffed some more, trying to track the scent to it’s source. His nose bumped Sairin’s leg. He heard an faint whimper and he gazed up at her, he saw her face was deep red. Over the course of two seconds Speedy had did a double take between her face and her leg before jerking his head away.

“S-Sorry…” Sairin spoke, she was clearly uncomfortable now. 

Speedy felt the same, not because of where his face had almost been, but where he suddenly remembered why that scent was familiar. He smelt it when he and Beetle had mated last year, if he ever had a moment where his brain went totally dead and blank it would had been right now. He looked at Sairin, seeing how uncomfortable she was made him feel bad, he wanted to cheer her up but he had no idea how.

“It’s---OK, it’s normal” he spoke, unsure whether or not he should look away.

“What’s nor-oh how would you know?” Sairin puffed, tightening her legs together.

“Because---I know the scent” Speedy responded and Sairin stared at him, almost tilting her head as he spoke on. “I---well, it’s nothing to be ashamed of. My friend had the scent once, she felt completely bad about it, but I know it wasn’t anything to be ashamed of”.

Sairin looked away for a moment or two so she could think. “Did you...with her?” she finally asked.

Speedy swore that he had just died on the spot at hearing her question. Scratching the back of his head his face became a jumbled mess of unreadable expressions, “You mean---making love?” He asked back, and Sairin nodded. His heart began pounding again. “Yes, only the one time though”.

Speedy caught Sairin blushing and the both of them blushed twice over, Sairin was touching her forelegs together and he could tell that she was thinking again. “I---thought about tying it, but---”

“You wanna mate..?” Speedy nervously interrupted her.

“What!? Nonononono…” Sairin repeated herself so much that she felt like a broken record. “Well, yes..I do b-but…”

“Don’t worry,” Speedy replied, poking her in the cheek which had made her fall silent. “when you find that special somepony, you’ll stop being so confused. Or more confused, nope I’m sure it’s the former, honest. My point is, when you meet the right partner you’ll know, you’ll just know it”.

Sairin knew that Speedy was just being kind, but she felt he was being honest too. She had seen sex dozens of times in videos, but had never thought about actually doing it. She wanted too, but should she ask or keep waiting for that special somepony that might never come along? Sairin felt odd around Speedy, from the moment she first saw him there was something about him, something that bugged her as she couldn’t figure it out. She was the best student in her classes, so not finding an answer really irritated her. 

She wanted to know, she had to know. Without thinking she had pulled Speedy closer to her, and that feeling grew even bigger. Speedy felt the same feeling as well, both even thought they could feel the other’s heart beating through heir chests. They had no idea what was going on as they looked at each other, each of their eyes wide and pulsating. They leaned in, kissing each other, their mouths were no longer dry so their lips were very moist. When the kiss ended they stared at each other again, still blushing but it had lessen a great deal. 

Sairin gulped as she asked what she knew she wanted. “Can we---”

“Sure” Speedy interrupted her unintentionally. “I-If you want too..I’m not gonna rush--”

“No, it’s fine” Sairin interrupted him for a change.

They kissed again, and neither knew why it felt so incredible. They began removing each other’s shirts. Speedy couldn’t believe this was happening, Beetle’s words from last year had ran through his head again but he knew this was right. His blush grew again as Sairin moved down to his pants, in truth he hated wearing them and was happy to get them off, however there was a---slight---thing that came into focus. He was too late in warning her, his uniquely colored cock slide out from underneath his pants, the faint light from her laptop gave it something of an gentle glow.

Sairin’s eyes had grew wide, she had almost gasped in shock as she looked up at him. She was the third mare to ever see his member and he feared of what she was about to say, he couldn’t had been more off from what she actually said. “It’s so---big, it’s almost cute” Speedy opened his mouth to speak but gasped as she touched it.

She was clearing examining it, squeezing and even taking a sniff from his cock, Speedy had never felt more awkward in his whole life than at this one single moment. This was even beating the talk Twilight had gave after catching him one night when he was masturbating to a photo of Spitfire he had snatched from Rainbow Dash’s saddlebag on one lonely night. 

“Wow Speedy...it must be twelve inches..!” he heard Sairin gasp.

“Don’t prove that” he nervously looked away as he spoke this, but had almost instantly turned back as she kissed his member.

Feeling her moist lips touching his member felt, strange, but also really great and he wondered how it would feel if she took it into her mouth. Sairin’s own blush had grew in size as she rolled onto her back, Speedy didn’t need to ask why as he helped in taking off her skirt. He gave a slight smile at seeing she had on the same underwear from yesterday. He started sliding them off when she grabbed his hooves and for a moment he stopped.

“Want to quit?” he asked her, she opened her mouth but didn’t say any words.

Sairin’s expression was that of confused and conflicting emotions. It seemed that her lust had beaten her common sense as she shook her head before releasing her grip on his hooves. Speedy took a moment to make sure if she was fully up to this. She was nervous, he was too but he felt his heart was beating too fast to think of this as anything but right. He placed his hoof on her chest and felt that her heart was beating just as fast as his was. They stared into each other’s eyes and no longer needed to speak. Speedy was still careful though as he slid her underwear up her legs and placed them near her skirt, giving her more than enough time to still back out if she wanted to.

For the second time in two days he saw the lips to her pussy, they were so attractive he couldn’t help it as he leaned in closer to kiss them. Sairin had let out a low, yet a very definite moan, she couldn’t believe he was kissing her down there. The lips of her pussy felt strange against his muzzle, but she enjoyed how it felt at the same time. As Speedy kissed the entrance to her marehood he felt something wet leaking out. He stayed still, not wanting to spook her or seem rude. He opened his mouth and allowed whatever it was to leak onto his tongue, he wasn’t sure whether or not it was sweet or sour but knew that he liked how it tasted.

He gulps it down and kissed her marehood once more, he knew what to do next but it was Beetle who had done it last time. It wasn’t hard for him to figure out though, but before he slid into Sairin he wanted to make absolutely sure that she was ready.

“Yes, stop stalling please..” she had answered and Speedy nodded.

He heard her moaning as he separated her lips, seeing the pink pony pussy inside her made him feel, weird, at best. He placed his cock head against it and when he pushed his hips forward he heard Sairin gasping. Sairin bit her lip as she watched as her virginity was lost. Speedy, like with Beetle, felt a wall inside her. His instincts were telling him to get pass it, but he held off, not wanting to go too far at once. He moved his hips back and forth, hearing Sairin’s moans over his own with every new inch his cock made into her.

“You’re so wet..” Speedy spoke out loud.

“And you’re so big” Sairin returned, she had to leave her mouth open for air as her body started to heat up.

This felt nothing like she had imagined, it was wonderful, way better than how her hoof or any toys felt. There was only one problem with it that she found, Speedy wasn’t nearly as deep as she wanted him to be. She flipped over onto her side and Speedy moaned, the sensation of her pussy sliding around his cock felt, really incredible. Then she thrusted her hips back with a lot of force. She gasped loudly, feeling slight pain as it felt like something inside her had broken off. She brushed it off, thinking it was just Speedy’s member. She started thrusting her hips more, Speedy wrapped his forelegs around her waist as he likewise thrusted his hips.

Now that he was deeper inside her he felt the full weight of her pussy and he had never felt such pleasure. Sairin’s pussy felt wet, really wet, it felt almost as if she was leaking an infinite flow of water. It felt a little tighter than Beetle’s pussy had, but it felt similar in warmth. Doing this with Beetle had been really great, but it felt nothing compared to this. Speedy couldn’t deny it, he was in love with her, part of him was hoping that she loved him too and this wasn’t just her hormones taking control like it had with Beetle. Speedy thrusted faster, sliding in even deeper until he couldn’t go any further.

Both he and Sairin stared at and blushed as they could see an slight bulge in her belly, neither of them knew that you could go so deep as to seemingly be inside the other’s belly. They knew Speedy wasn’t that deep, but it felt like he was. Both partners were breathing heavily, their bodies sweating and both resulted to letting their tongues hang out to cool themselves. If anybody was still in the school then they have no doubt they would be overheard, their moans filled the closet and echoed against the walls loudly.

Sairin’s pussy felt so warm that Speedy never wanted to take his cock out, he laughed at himself as he thought about selfish that was. He looked up at Sairin, his heart was still beating fast but as he stared into her face he could hear it much more clearly. Sairin looked at him, he smiled and she returned it by giving his nose a little kiss. Speedy could already feel his cum building up, he wanted to last longer so he slowed down his thrusting. This seemed to had pleased Sairin as her moans were more plentiful and he could tell that she liked it at this speed. He wasn’t going to last much longer, he wanted to cum so badly yet he stayed in control and kept his thrusting at a slow pace.

He wasn’t sure how much time had went by as he was lost in his love for Sairin. He wanted to admit it, but was worried that like Beetle, she would freak out and run off. He was sure that she wouldn’t, but he’d rather be safe than sorry. He slid his cock a few inches and, after giving her cheek an rather moist perk, he slid as deep as he could and their moans grew tenfold. He kept with the slow pace as he tried his best to please her, but his cum was nearly at the tip. He felt that just one more thrust would make him explode.

“Oh Sairin...” he began moaning, staring into her beautiful eyes through her glasses. “I’m s-sorry but I’m r-really close, do you want me to--huh?” Speedy came to a sudden halt as she stared at the top of Sairin’s laptop. “What’s that tiny red light for?”

At hearing his question Sairin’s head had jerked up, gasping she had jumped to her hooves and closed the laptop which such force that he was sure she had broke the screen. “Oh no oh no oh no oh no no no no NO!” she shouted loudly as she picked up her things rather fastly.

“What’s wrong?” Speedy asked as his member slid out of her with an small pop. Sairin seemed to be in a total panic and had bolted out of the room before he had even finished his question. He stood up to go after her but just then he felt his cum leaking out. As his orgasm came at it’s own accord he stared down at the floor where Sairin laid just before her freak out. “Oh man..” He groaned facehooving himself, he felt terrible.

***

Speedy had no idea what went wrong, for the rest of that day and even late into the night he was beating himself up. He thought he had went too far, had somehow upset her, or like with Beetle, should had stopped when he had the chance. He had more homework to do which he did remembered to bring home this time, but he had lied and said he had forgotten it again. Twilight was furious, as she was scolding him he wanted to bring up that ghost incident that he now knew was a lie, but he didn’t feel anywhere close to arguing with her so he just nodded along and accepted her punishment without question. 

He just wanted to know if Sairin was alright, the only problem was that she wasn’t in class the next day. He overheard the teacher saying it was very odd for her to be missing, but she thought nothing of it. Like before Speedy couldn’t focus on the lesson, not because he was bored or worried, but because the other students kept casting odd faces at him. Ruse Charcoal for one was making such a crude face he wanted to punch him, immediately he cursed himself at such a hateful thought.

It was gym and there was still no sign of Sairin. Speedy wanted to outdo Ruse Charcoal again but he just wasn’t focusing. During pushups he had caught two students making extremely odd and sexual movements towards him, “What is going on with everypony?” he had to ask himself.

The rest of gym went rather poorly, it was worsen due to Ruse Charcoal rubbing it in his face and the urge to hit him came back twenty times stronger. It was lunch time but Speedy had remained behind in the hallway, mostly to be alone for an few moments. He couldn’t stop thinking about why wasn’t Sairin in school, it really worried him. Last year after he had admitted his love to Beetle she had likewise pulled away to run off, leaving him to cum alone in embarrassment and sadness. Speedy knew he should had stopped themselves but his heart was beating too loudly at the time and once again he had made a great mistake that could had very well formed a rift between him and Sairin.

“Calm down, Speedy, she could just be sick or something” he told himself in an attempt to prevent his depression mode from kicking in, it didn’t work as he just couldn’t stop worrying. He took an great sigh as he leaned backward against some lockers. “I didn’t mean to upset her, I was just---I was just following my instincts and for the second year in the roll, they had circled around and kicked me down. I shouldn’t had listened to them, I should had read Sairin’s better. Should had stopped it, told her to keep waiting, but my own feelings overpowered what I should had don---and there’s the bell..”

Speedy took another sign as he buried his head into his forelegs. He knew there wouldn’t be enough time to fully express how he was feeling, the best thing he could do right now was to just keep waiting. He could cry himself to sleep later that night if he needed too, but for right now he had to remain calm and mask his mood.

“Just be OK Sairin..wherever you are” he whispered to himself as he stood up.

He had no interest in eating but if he was missed then hiding his sad feelings would be made even harder. Upon entering the lunchroom he held his head up to pretend to look stable, but then his heart leapt as he saw Sairin and he felt anything but stable. He began galloping over but came to a slow trot as he noticed her head was in her forelegs, he could just tell by looking at her that she was sad. He felt terrible again, but this time he didn’t care about how he felt.

Speedy stopped at the table she set alone at. Sitting down beside her he felt like throwing his hoof around her, to bring her into an embrace and comfort her. “Is everything OK?”  he finally spoke after a few silent moments. 

Sairin had made an slight twitch as if Speedy had startled her. She answered him, but kept her face buried as she said “Oh Speedy, it’s terrible!”

Speedy wasn’t sure what to say. Should he apologize? Leave her to be alone? He couldn’t decide which she would whether, instead he just kept staring at the back of her head. He noticed her headset was down unto her neck, so, after heavily debating with himself, Speedy began stroking her mane. This seemed to had caught Sairin off guard as she had pulled away, as she did so Speedy caught an glimpse of her face and his heart had almost stopped.

In that quick glimpse he had noticed the fur around her eyes was wet with tears that were still pouring from her eyes. Speedy held out an hoof to console her but she kept knocking it away. Determined to get an good look at her face Speedy kept reaching out the same hoof and, after a bit of back and forth, he outstretched both of his hooves and turned Sairin to where she was facing him. The way her face looked just broke his heart, the fur around her face was soaked as her nose was running as much as her eyes were. If Speedy had to guess, he’d say she was grieving over a recent lost.

Sairin didn’t say anything, she just returned the same sad expression that he had. Whatever Speedy was feeling before no longer matter as compassion over took his next course of action. He took off her glasses, which were so foggy it was a mystery how he saw her eyes through them, and laid them down on the table. He then took up some napkins that the kitchen staff had laid about the tables and preceded to wipe the tears off of her cheeks. Her eyes widen as he did this, and for the first time Speedy looked into her eyes and saw their actual color.

“Please don’t cry anymore, your eyes look too beautiful to be covered up” Speedy felt like a idiot for saying that. Sighing he says “Sorry..”

“Whareuoryor?” Sairin mumbled before signing. Speedy motioned to hold the napkin up to her nose but Sairin had cut him off and snatched it from him. She held it to her nose with such an strong expression of sneezing that for an moment Speedy thought it was going to be loud, but he found the noise she had made was rather cute and quiet. He actually wondered if she was related to Fluttershy, it was that faint. “Why are you sorry? It was my fau--”

“No, it was mine...” Speedy interrupted and immediately he said sorry afterward. “I should’ve stopped us, you weren’t re---

“Oh Speedy...it’s not that!” Sairin had reassured him right before she hit this shoulder, which reminded him so much of Beetle he had almost said her name in a little bit of pain. “It was me! I stupidly turned on my laptop’s recorder..”

Speedy took a moment to progress what she had just said, “Wait, you mean we were recorded?” he asked and she nodded. Speedy fell back into his chair at a lost for words.

“I don’t know how many saw, b-but my Twitch was suspended!” Sairin said right before she started to cry  again. Seeing the first tear escape from underneath her tightly shut eyelids was all that he wanted to see of her crying, Speedy wrapped his arms around Sairin and brought her into an embrace. “I put my whole life into that account, I doubt I’ll ever get it back...” she mumbled into his shoulder.

“Sure you will, it was a honest mista-turning the recorder on was a simple mistake” Speedy corrected himself and preyed that she hadn’t noticed. “I’m sure that when you tell them, they’ll understand and---oh go off and leave us alone Ruse” Speedy gritted his teeth as the one pony in the entirety of Equestria that he didn’t want to see, was now standing by their table with such an crude grin on his face.

“I missed the show on the count of doing my homework. But heard it was good! By far your most viewed video from what I heard” Ruse Charcoal was clearing holding back laughter as he spoke.

Sairin began crying more uncontrollably into Speedy’s shoulder and it had gotten the teachers’ attention, Speedy had almost forgotten that they were in the cafeteria and wished they could be anywhere else, he would even take being at Celestia’s castle instead of here right now.  

“Leave her alone,” Speedy spoke, he wasn’t used to talking with an stern tone but he didn’t care. If Ruse thought that he was going to make fun of Sairin than he has another thing coming. “she doesn’t need it right no---”

“Oh but I’m just poking fun at you!” Ruse Charcoal interrupted as a grin grew wide across his face. “You were so terrible she ran off and left you to soak, ouch I can’t even begin to---”

Speedy had enough of Ruse and his smart mouth. Without even thinking about the consequences he stood up and jumped atop the table, staring Ruse down like he was about to explode. “Leave her alone! She didn’t know the recorder was on! Why do you have to be such a jerk!” he shouted so loud his own voice echoed back at him.

Ruse Charcoal laughed, but then saw the teachers approaching. He quickly made one last remark and turned to leave, but that remark was the final straw. Speedy wasn’t one for violence, in fact he avoided conflict whenever he could and only entered when he needed too. This time, however, he had went off in such an way that he hoped neither Celestia nor Twilight would never find out, for he had flew himself at Ruse Charcoal and landed a rather strong punch into the back of his skull. A teacher suddenly levitated the two apart but they kept kicking at each other even while in mid air, the teacher was shouting at them to stop but was unheard by the two stallions.

“You shouldn’t have done that!” Ruse Charcoal shouted, rubbing his jaw afterward with an very loud ow. “My mom’s in the school board, she’ll have you exp--”

“Well guess what, jerk, I’ll bet a princess outranks a school board!” Speedy had shouted back. Everyone, even the teachers, fell silent and it wasn’t until he took notice of the silent stares that he realized what he had just said.

“What..? You know a princess?” Ruse Charcoal asked flabbergasted before shaking his head. He stared at Speedy who, instead of anger, had the expression of an pony who was regretting their outburst.“Is one of them your mom or something?”

“No” Speedy responded rather fast, too fast as he instantly tried to correct himself. “Well sorta---Celestia basically raised me so I guess you could say she’s my---”  suddenly the force keeping him airborne disappeared as the teacher who was levitating them lost his focus and as a result dropped the two ponies. 

Ruse Charcoal fell onto the table with an loud thud, hurting his foreleg in the progress. Speedy got a face full of metal as he crashed into an chair. “Your Celestia’s---”

“Adoptive son, if you want a word for it...” Speedy interrupted the teacher. He moaned in pain and Sairin rushed around the table to help him up. Speedy couldn’t express his feelings as she did this.

“W-Well...” started another teacher who had trouble finding his usual high pitched voice. “that’s no excuse for hitting each other”.

“I was defending Sairin” Speedy returned, he didn’t care about getting into trouble so he, rather stupidly he thought afterward, kept talking. “Send Celestia a letter, or Ms.Twilight Sparkle since I’m staying with her on visit. I don’t care, you just don’t insult others that way”.

Everyone was still silent, Speedy didn’t care if they did send a letter. In his mind he was perfectly right in defending Sairin, but after he really thought about it he found that he might had went a bit too far in kicking Ruse in the face. He turned his attention off of everyone else and onto Sairin where he took his own shirt to wipe another tear off of her face, as well as using it to unfog her glasses before returning them to her.

“Everyone, return to lunch. Speedy, Ruse Charcoal, follow me” spoke one of the few non pony teachers that was standing around the scene that Speedy had no doubt would be reaching Celestia, as well as Twilight, pretty soon.

Speedy gave Sairin’s forehead a kiss before following the teacher, he wanted to look over his shoulder but felt that it’d be best if he kept his eyes on the teacher.

***

Sairin waited impatiently at Speedy’s locker after the third and final class had ended, she couldn’t even stand still as she was so worried about what might’ve happened to him. Finally, after what felt hours she saw him coming around a corner. “Speedy!” she said before galloping up and throwing her forelegs around him.

“Guess you’re feeling better?” Speedy had asked, returning the hug.

Sairin could had hit him as that was not what she wanted to hear, instead she said “Oh forget about me..what happened after you saw the principal?” 

“Oh, she gave me and Ruse a week’s worth of cleaning duty”  Speedy replied. Sairin felt bad as she knew it was all her fault. Speedy laughed shaking his head at her. “It could never be your fault, don’t be silly”.

“You..” Sairin felt like laughing with him but she didn’t, instead she just apologized to him. 

“Well, don’t be sorry” Speedy returned with an genuine smile. “Even Celestia said it wasn’t---”

“Celestia was here!?” Sairin suddenly gasped. “Oh my gosh oh my go--” Speedy kissed her nose and she fell silent, which going by his expression she assume was what he wanted.

“She and Ruse’s mom were good friends it seems, they were the ones who suggested the week” Speedy explained to her.

“And...you’re not upset?” Sairin asked in return, she would be surprised if he wasn’t upset over what had took place no longer than two hours ago.

“I’m more concerned about you” Speedy commented before hugging her.

As he embraced her in his forelegs Sairin instinctively rubbed her head against his chest, she wasn’t sure why but she felt a lot better. “About my Twitch...” she started but had stopped herself mid sentence. 

Speedy laughed and Sairin looked up at him as if really taken aback. “It should be back up by the end of the day” he told her.

“Wha---”

“I told Celestia about it, and she’s going to personally get it back up as---well..” Speedy paused to blush as he remembered that small thumbnail he had glimpsed yesterday. “She knows how it feels, is all I’m allowed to say”.

“Oh Speedy..” Sairin nuzzled herself underneath his chin, she knew her heart had been right before but she had   doubted herself.

Speedy never had a better hug than the one he shared with Sairin, he felt so calm and at ease when he was around her and he really didn’t want the hug to end. Again, however, that felt selfish of him. 

“You best get ready,” Speedy started, but had paused to nuzzle against her. “once it’s back up you can do---whatever it is you do with Twitch”.

Sairin laughed, she wanted to tell him she uses it for gaming and live hangouts but she found it was funny and rather cute that he was in the dark about it. 

“I should get home myself, two days of ho-no, now three days of homework to do” Speedy groaned as he suddenly remembered Twilight Sparkle, he really dreaded telling her about today’s events if nopony else had already told her.

“What about your...” Sairin started, but was interrupted as Speedy regretting broke their hug.

“It starts Monday, to be honest the first thing I’m doing when I get back to the castle---” Speedy paused to gulp. ”Confront Twilight about that video”.

***

Speedy was neck deep into his homework, Twilight had left him for only a moment to get something to eat. Speedy groaned, wishing that he could be at school cleaning the halls instead. When Twilight came back into the room she had an owl resting comfortably on her back. 

“Good news, tomorrow the duke and duchess of Maretonia finally arrives” Twilight had spoken reading the first of two envelopes, the owl had made an small noise and she levitated it a rather large piece from her own sandwich.

Speedy looked up from his homework, surprised he said “Been long eno-wait, does this mean that we’ll be..?”

“Yep, we go home after tomorrow!” Twilight gladly returned. Speedy turned away for an moment, for his entire visit back to Canterlot he wanted nothing more than to return to Ponyville. But now that he could, and very soon in fact, he felt conflicted. Twilight had dropped her smile as she took notice. “What’s up?” 

Speedy nearly facehooved, he was bad at hiding his thoughts which is why he preferred to be alone when expressing them. After about an minute of debating with himself he finally spoke “I---don’t wanna go” 

“What?” Twilight responded confused. “But our entire time here you were so gloom and--what changed your mind all of a sudden?”

“W-Well..” Speedy was speechless and he thanked Celestia that a knock had just came from the door. 

Twilight dropped the two envelopes on the table that his homework was laid on and trotted over to the door. Speedy took a deep sigh of relief, then he noticed the second unopened envelope. He only took one glance at it but had did a double take as he recognized the handwriting on it. 

“Huh, must’ve been forwarded by Spike” Speedy spoke, picking up the envelope and tearing it open. He read it, almost aloud:

“Dear Speedster, I saw your video! Sadly it was dinner time and I couldn’t finish it, but I’m happy you found your special somepony! I found mine too, about two months ago actually. Whenever we’re in the same town we have to meet up, and maybe even have some fun, if your new GF is OK with that. If not, I could still at least tease you!

From your best friend, Beetle, P.S, message me sometime you big dope!”

The letter fell from his hooves, he was so frozen that Twilight’s pet owl could had mistaken him for a statue and he wouldn’t even notice. Twilight trotted back into the room with an wide grin, Speedy turned to make an excuse to stop homework for an bit but had instead jumped to his hooves.

“Sairin?” he gasped at seeing her smiling at him from behind Twilight. “Wha-how did you---”

“Hehehe, you should’ve told me!” Twilight had giggled, giving him a small wink afterward.

Speedy was sure of it, he had fallen asleep during homework and any minute now Twilight would spill water over his head to wake him up. 

“I asked around, who would’ve thought you were staying in this big tower” Sairin spoke, as she took a seat by Speedy’s side she looked around the large room.

“OK Ms.Twi, you can wake me up now----any minute now...” Speedy kept thinking to himself, but as Sairin rested her head against his shoulder he knew without a doubt that this was no dream.

“So, you wanted to stay so you can keep seeing her?” Twilight had asked and Speedy silently cursed her atop his lungs.

Sairin looked up at Speedy, as he stared back at her his heart raced with emotions he couldn’t quite make out. But, he could read them and he slowly nodded. He didn’t want to be apart from her, if that means staying behind then he’ll miss Ponyville, but he would’ve missed Sairin even more. Sairin blushed, nuzzling against him more and all the while Twilight was giggling at the two of them. 

“Well, you’re old enough, and definitely mature enough, to stay on your own” Twilight spoke, smiling.

After Twilight and Sairin had started a small conversion Speedy felt so embarrassed that he had jumped up, scratching the back of his head furiously he spoke “U-Um...I need to clean my room...excuse me”.

“Oh, let me help!” Sairin spoke before he had even took five steps away from the table.

“Oh, I can do it myself..” Speedy hastily replied. “You don’t got too---”

“Just move silly” Sairin laughed as she trotted passed him. 

Speedy was sure he must be in a dream, there was just no possible way this could be real. ”Keep it quiet, you two” he heard Twilight giggling as he made it to his door.

“Well, it won’t be any ghost...” Speedy blushed as he said this. He trotted through his door and after closing it had almost slide down unto the floor. “What am I’m saying?”

“This is messy?” he heard Sairin asking him.

At seeing Sairin sitting down on his bed Speedy pitched himself and it was final that he wasn’t dreaming. Feeling his mouth go dry he joined Sairin on the bed, he tried to say something but he couldn’t. Sairin giggled, leaning in she kissed him and, he swore upon Celestia’s right wing that he had imagined it, but she was purposely letting her saliva enter his mouth. He didn’t mind this though, in fact he was almost a statue again if not for her poking at his nose.

Speedy flinched, rubbing his nose he said “Ouch, it’s still sore there ya know”.

“Oh? Well, I’m sorry” Sairin giggled before nuzzling against him once again.

They must’ve been holding each other for a while as the time had flew by rather fast. Sairin had noticed his bedroom clock and laughed at the Daring Do shape, then she kissed him again. “It’s still not too late” she spoke, circling her hoof around his chest. “Look, I feel a little bad I just left you----hanging, before, and---”

“You don’t have to apologize, I won’t guilt---” Speedy was quickly silenced as Sairin licked his left cheek.

“I want too, it was really fun” Sairin blushingly replied. She wrapped both forelegs around Speedy and held him tightly as she looked up at him through her glasses.

“Heh, it was..” Speedy replied as he scratched the back of his head a little shyly. “And, no recorder in here” Sairin just had to punch his shoulder at that joke, but she laughed along with him just the same.

“Think Twilight will---”

“No” Speedy interrupted. “If she does, I’ll tell everypony about her secret BF”.

“Oh, well then” Sairin spoke before leaning and kissing him once more. As she helped him to take off his bright green hoodie she said “You were so nice before, during last time. I want to return the favor”.

“Well, you’re doing it already” Speedy spoke as his head became free of his hoodie.

“Huh? What do you mean?” Sairin asked him.

“By just being here” Speedy responded with an warm smile. “I was worried you never wanted to---well, I’m glad to still be friends, is all”.

Sairin gave a little giggle, with a grin she lowered herself down and started licking at him his private area. Speedy started to moan but tried holding it in as he didn’t want to be overheard by Twilight. “We’re more than just friends” Sairin whispered to him before giving his crotch a wet kiss. Her words echoed through his mind, Speedy wanted to speak but instead his mouth was filled with his moans. “Now, was there anything you saw and always wanted to try?” 

Speedy didn’t even need to think as his answer popped into his mind almost instantly. At first he was unsure about it, but the way Sairin was smiling at him had removed any shred of self doubt or nervousness. “Well, I  always wondered how anal would feel” Speedy spoke, then fastly he added “And cowgirl style, I always liked seeing that pose..”

“Well, get ready for both then~” Sairin smiled before kissing him on the lips one last time as she leaned him down onto his back. She looked down at Speedy’s cock, aiming to suck him first so his cock could slid into her rear easier, and giggled an little as she saw he was already hard as a rock.

“Hey wait,” Speedy spoke suddenly as Sairin was just about to start. “You hadn’t removed your school uniform?”

“Heh, do you want me too or would you prefer to imagine me as a sexy school filly?” Sairin had replied, clearly trying to tease him.

“Um----------keep it on” Speedy spoke as his cheeks started to burn red. 

As he watched Sairin taking his cock into her mouth he had to bite onto his hoof to muffle his moaning. He felt the inner walls of her throat massaging around his shaft and he felt like cumming then, but he had to hold it in long enough for her to enjoy herself. Maybe it was because how much Sairin turned him on, or maybe it was because he truly loved her, whatever the reason his cock kept throbbing in more pleasure than he had ever imagined.

After about an minute of intense sucking Sairin had removed his cock from her mouth, but had given his shaft a long and wet lick from his balls up to the tip. It felt amazing, and he wanted her to do it again. Sairin moved herself to where she was over Speedy, she gave him an teaseful wink before turning her body around to where her rear was barely an inch from his face. Speedy had only seen her hips from a distance and having them this close he struggled to gulp as he saw how big they truly were.

They were large and round, maybe a little bit chubby but he didn’t mind, in fact he wanted nothing more than to touch them. He had motioned to rub his hooves against them but Sairin had moved and Speedy had almost lunched forward to keep them close to his face. He watched as Sairin moved down his body, over his cock, and sat down on his legs as she flexed her hips back against his cock. As he felt his shaft slid between her butt cheeks Speedy had bit down so hard on his hoof that he left an impression in it.

Sairin’s butt cheeks felt so soft and amazing that Speedy wouldn’t had minded if she spent an hour giving him a butt job instead. He saw Sairin reaching behind and gripping his cock, moving it around until his tip was poking against her back entrance.

“Sairin?” Speedy had managed to say through an loud gasp. After Sairin had turned her head towards him Speedy said, rather shy and nervously, “Um, happy Hearts And Hooves Day”.

Sairin blushed and smiled at him, she then lowered herself and Speedy felt his cock enter her butt. She was so tight that Speedy could had blown at the very instant his tip entered it, but he held it together long enough for his throbbing cock to slid all of it’s length inside her. The blowjob had felt great, having his cock inside her pussy was incredible, but Speedy knew that this sensation was the best of them all. Maybe it was due to him masturbating to Rear Delivery Girls so often, he wasn’t sure but he also didn’t care.

He heard an slight whimper and, in a slight moment of compassion, Speedy leaned forward just enough to where he could reach and take a hold of Sairin’s right foreleg. She turned back and saw him giving her a reassuring smile, she knew through that smile Speedy had said “you can stop if you want” and said through her own smile had replied “Nah, I can manage, just enjoy the ride as I’ll be asking you to return this favor later”.

As Speedy watched Sairin fulfill his greatest desire of anal sex, he couldn’t help but reflect. Ever since Celestia had found and basically adopted him, Canterlot never truly felt like a home to him, he just didn’t fit in. This had only increased after he was moved to Ponyville where he felt a lot more open to be himself, however there was still the empty feeling that sometimes even masturbating couldn’t relieve. He knew for a long time that he probably needed a mate, and he had thought that mate would had been Beetle, but sadly she wasn’t.

After their parting when Beetle’s family had to continue their traveling merchant business Speedy kept replaying her words in his mind, about how neither of them didn’t know what love really felt like or if she could return those feelings to him specifically which really struck a cord with him. He started to wonder if he truly loved anypony or whether or not he was worth the chance, he just wasn’t the same after last year’s Hearts And Hooves Day and Twilight had took notice of it.

She was one of the few that ever really gave him a chance, and he felt glad that Sairin did too. Whether or not they’ll work out, or if this was just her way of relieving guilt filled emotions he couldn’t be sure. But, as he watched Sairin’s hips hitting against his crotch and felt his heart race whenever he stared into her face, he knew for certain without any doubt that, for once in his life, he had a reason to stay in the one place that he thought he’d never call home. 

“I love you, Sairin” Speedy had thought silently to himself as his orgasm hit. 

As he felt his cock pumping his cum deep into Sairin’s butt she roared loudly. Speedy watched as his cum began leaking from her rear and onto him, along with another wet sensation coming from her crotch. Speedy knew he had came fast but seeing that she had too made him feel better at ease. He stared at Sairin’s large and attractive hips with his cock so deep into her that he wanted to cum again, and then he stared over at her face. She grinned with an large blush.

Without taking him out she had leaned backwards until she was laying atop him with their heads resting against the other. They laid there connected for what felt like an eternally, they felt the others’ breath on their faces as they just stared in the others’ eyes. They embraced each other, kissing so deeply and passionately that when moving apart their lips felt like they were trying to stay connected on their own accord.

“So,” Sairin was the first to speak. “About returning the favor..”

Speedy gave an chuckle as he replied “Only if you stay another hour, or two, or three...maybe four”.

“You really don’t want me to leave, do you?” Sairin laughed back at him. “Well, if you can be so kind as to place your hot stallion cock back inside my pussy, I might consider spending the night”. 

Speedy gulped as he saw the intend in Sairin’s eyes, however he didn’t mind an all nighter. He wanted to stay by Sairin’s side as long as he could but knew he had to think for her and not just himself. One way he could start doing that was to fulfill her request. 

From his bedroom door, staring in through the cracks was Twilight Sparkle. She felt overjoyed that Speedy had made such an cute, and rather lustful girlfriend. Silently giggling to herself she was careful to not make any noise as she closed the door and left the two ponies to mate however long they wanted. As she passed by the table they were doing homework at Twilight thought about all the work that Speedy had to catch up on, and knew he would hate doing it.

As she levitated the schoolwork into an neat pile for tomorrow an thought had entered her mind, one that made her smile. Maybe she could allow Speedy to skip homework, if he agreed to doing something in return for her. The very thought made her laugh and she soon found herself regretting her decision to leave her camera back in Ponyville.

-The End....For Now-