JAKE IF YOU READ THIS I WILL BE SO MAD AND ILL HATE YOU AND ILL KILL YOU AND I WILL TELL MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

August 21, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Today we had to start school. YUCK! Sixth grade has toooo much homework. We had homework on the first day of class. There were some new kids in the class.

August 23, xxxx
Dear Diary,
One new girl in my class is named Sarah. She is a rabbit. It turns out she moved here a little bit ago. She lives near us now. Mom says we should be friends since were neighboors and were in the same class in school. I dont want to be friends with a girl. I kindof like the way she looks though even though she's a rabbit and I'm a fox.

August 24, xxxx
Dear Diary,
I had to go over to Sarah's house today. We went over there to greet them here. Mom says its hard to be the new kid in the neighboorhood like Sarah is. She's pretty nice I think and shes not wierd like some of the other girls. Today in class was hard: we had to review long division. I HATE long division. And we had to write in English class. I like writing but sometimes my spelling and stuff is kindof bad. Sarah though is good at spelling I think.

August 27, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Today I went over to Sarah's house just on my own. We played video games. She had MechaBunny II and some other games. She is really fun to play with. I like to talk to her too. She knows all about MechaBunny II. 

Shes helped me with english homework. I helped her with math because Im good at that even though I HATE long division. I made her laugh a few times too today and I liked that alot. When she smiles its really pretty. It makes me smile to think about.

Last nite something a little different happened. I was lying in bed trying to go to sleep but suddenly I wanted to put my hands in my pajama bottoms. I liked sometimes playing with my penis with my forepaws before. But I wanted to again last nite again and I wanted to do it more strongly than I usually do.

I started to flip my penis around back and forth with my paw. It felt really good and warm in my paw. My penis got a stiffy. I started to rub it harder up and down. But then I stopped because I had to go to sleep.

September 3, xxxx
Dear Diary,
I got called to the blackboard when I had a stiffy today. It was really embarasing. I think my ears were turning pink. I hate that. I hope noone noticed.

September 9, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Sarah smelled good in school today - I dont know what it is but she smells really good. 

Also today after school I wanted to rub my paws on my penis again. I also wanted to get naked so I could see my penis while I was doing it and because it just basically felt nice to be naked. So I locked my bedroom door and I took my pants off and my shirt and started rubbing like I did a couple weeks ago. It felt really good like it did before! It was like this nice warm good feeling on my penis when I rubbed. I was watching TV but I stopped paying attention to the show because the rubbing felt so good.

It feels especially good when I rub on the end where my penis gets bigger. I kept pushing my butt off the bed up in the air so that my penis kept moving forward when I was rubbing. It felt good to thrust my penis forward like that.

The warm good feeling kept getting stronger and stronger and my penis got all tingly especially near the ridge where it gets bigger. Tingly isnt the right word. I dont know the right word but it was basically a really AWESOME tingly feeling.

I kept rubbing harder because it kept feeling better and better. And then something really wierd but really nice happened. I just started to feel really really REALLY REALLY GOOD. I could hardly believe how good it felt. The tingling went up from my penis and covered my whole body. I couldnt think about anything else while it was going on, and I was just focused on the way it felt, it was so GOOD!!! 

And THEN - this milky white STUFF came out of the end of my penis where I pee. EWWW!!! It was all thick and gooey and wet and sloppy. It went on to my bellyfur and made a mess and it was really sticky and kindof hard to get off. I tried to rub it into my fur to get all the white stuff off before someone saw but it didnt work and I had to take a shower early to get it off. But still I think noone saw it.

The white stuff was kindof a mess. I liked it though. Im going to do it again tomorrow I think. I hope noone finds out though.

lll get a kleenex first tomorrow so Im ready to clean up just in case more white stuff comes out. 

I went and played video games at Erics house today after I was done rubbing my paws on my penis. Then we went and shot hoops a little.

September 14, xxxx
Dear Diary,
We had to go to sex education class today. They told us about puberty and things like that.  EWWW! Im kindof excited about puberty though. I think its cool and exciting to think about how Ill grow and change and get bigger. I wonder when Ill start going through puberty. 

Im getting a little worried about rubbing my penis. Ive done it every day this week. Somedays I do it a couple of times. Im worried because I think it may have something to do with sex and I know were kindof not supposed to have sex. 

They told us how we might get crushes where we think about a girl alot and want to be with them and like them alot. I think I have a crush on Sarah. I like her and I think shes pretty. 

I keep thinking about how I want to tell Sarah I like her alot. I will try to do that. I hope she still wants to be my friend after I tell her. I hope she isnt mad at me. I hope she likes that I like her.

September 16, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Im trying not to rub my penis just in case its something were not supposed to do. But its so hard! My urges just keep getting stronger and stronger and I cant stop from rubbing forever. So I keep rubbing and getting those good feelings and squirting out white stuff even though I try hard not to.

I went over to Sarah's house today just on my own. We played video games and then we talked about things about school. She doesn't like our home room teacher either. I tried to tell Sarah I liked her but couldnt get enough nerve.

Jake found out I was going to her house and he started making fun of me. He was saying saying that Sarah is my girlfriend and that we should get married. My brother SUCKS. DONT TELL ANYONE: I hope Sarah and I really do get married someday. 

But anyways thats what Jake kept saying. I hope my ears didnt turn pink.

September 21, xxxx
Dear Diary,
I learned some things in sex education today. When I rub my penis its called masturbating. They said its really normal to masturbate for both boys and girls. A lot of us probably do it already they said. I wonder if Sarah masturbates. 

Im really glad its normal and that its okay. 

Its called an orgasm when it feels really good. The white stuff is called semen and when it comes out its called ejaculating. 

I kindof made a little mess in my pants with my semen the first time I ejaculated today though because it felt too good to stop rubbing and I so couldnt get up to get a kleenex. It got on my pjs and all over my fur on my legs. EWWW! So I had to wipe up afterwards. It was really sticky and had kindof dried so it was all crusty. I had to get the kleenex wet to clean it all off.

But like I said I was excited that masturbating is okay and so I wanted to masturbate a lot. So after I masturbated once today I did it again and again. I had a lot of orgasms today all in a row in just like an hour while I was watching TV. I must have had like 10. I think I hardly had any semen left at the end because only a little bit was dribbling out when I had an orgasm then. I was really tired at the end and my penis was pretty sore but it felt really good to rub on my penis so much.

I like to rub on the part of my penis near the end where it gets bigger and down the sides of my penis also. On the edge of where it gets bigger it really feels good when I have an orgasm and it feels good to squeeze there also. I also like pushing on my thighs a little bit when I masturbate because that feels really good too. When I rub on my penis for a while and the tingling suddenly gets a lot stronger especially around the bigger end of the penis, then I can tell that Im about to have an orgasm. So I can kindof tell when Im going to go into an orgasm: when I get past that point then ITS COMING. When I masturbate I usually try to keep from having an orgasm for as long as possible to keep feeling good for as long as possible. But I still can have an orgasm because masturbating is normal and OK.

Ive been thinking and I want to make Sarah feel good that way because it makes me feel good to think about doing it. And also I like her and I like to make her feel good and happy. Grrrr....I try to tell Sarah every day that I like her but I cant seem to do it.

September 22, xxxx
Dear Diary,
They told us in sex education today in a movie that when we only make semen when were in puberty. So I guess must be in puberty because I sure do make semen. HOORAY! I like that Im in puberty and am changing and growing up even though Im a little nervous and scared too. Its exciting. I wonder when my voice will change.

I invited Sarah to my house tomorrow. I'll say how it turned out tomorrow.

September 23, xxxx
Dear Diary,
I AM SO HAPPY!!! I told Sarah I like her today. We were kindof standing there alone outside my house when she was about to go home and I just kindof blurted it out as fast as I could. I wasnt sure if she would even be able to hear me. I said "Sarah I really like you a lot."

AND GUESS WHAT??? She said she likes me too.  She said it real softly but I could hear her.

And then we were just standing there, I was looking at the ground and I think she was too. But I suddenly really wanted to see her eyes. Theyre really beautiful. I cant say how beautiful she is and how beautiful her eyes are. 

So I looked up and she was looking at me too. So we were kindof close and I was looking at her eyes. So I was leaning forward just a bit. She was looking back at me. Somehow our faces got really close. And then I closed my eyes and our lips touched kindof softly for just a couple seconds. There was a quiet smooching noise.

She was going to leave before but Sarah stayed a little longer after that. We kept talking for a long time.

We actually KISSED each other.  That was my first kiss with a girl ever. I liked it a lot. It felt really special. I think my ears turned pink. I think she saw it too. But I dont really mind.

October 2, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Sarah and me are definitely girlfriend and boyfriend now. I like how I can call her my girlfriend. I love calling her that.

We hold hands a lot in school but not when teachers are looking. Holding Sarah's hand is really nice. We smile at each other a lot. I like that too. 

October 11, xxxx
Dear Diary,
I think I broke like a world record today! I was masturbating and trying to hold on without going into my orgasm as long as I could. I had to move really slowly with my fingers or I would go over the edge. It was feeling really nice and I was managed to stay just on the tip of an orgasm for a long time just soaking in all of the good feelings. I managed to masturbate like that for like an hour. Like I said thats gotta be a world record. 

The good feelings got so strong so that I felt like I was going to go unconcious. When I finally did get my orgasm it was really strong also. I squirted out a whole bunch of semen too when I ejaculated. It kindof overflowed my kleenex and onto my bed so I had to wipe it up.

October 14, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Sarah and me kiss whenever we get the chance. Today we tried French Kissing, just sort of softly smooching and letting our tongues drift out a bit. Its really nice when our tongues touch. I think well be doing that a lot now.
 
October 15, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Today I masturbated and kept on the edge of an orgasm for a really long time. I really like those kinds of feelings as I think Ive said like a bazillion times. The tingling is really nice and it feels really great. Then when I go into orgasm the orgasm is really strong.

October 19, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Today Sarah and me started talking about sex and stuff in her room after we had been kissing a while. We had to lean in real close and whisper in each others ears because her parents were home and we didnt want them to know what we were saying.

I told her about how I masturbate. She said she does it too!! Both our ears turned really pink when we admitted to that. I think Sarah is cute when her ears are pink and she smiles.

Then she asked if I wanted to see her naked. I did of course. I mean I REALLY did. She wanted to see me naked too. So we both took our clothes off. I had a stiffy already and my penis got bigger when I saw her naked. 

Sarah is very beautiful with and without clothes. I told her that and my ears turned even pinker. She told me I looked really nice too. I told you shes really nice.

Sarah has nipples like mine but I think theyre getting just a little bigger like they said in sex education. I like the way Sarahs vagina looks. When she spreads her legs apart I can see the inside where its very pink. It was kindof wet and shiny too when I saw it. There are flaps of skin on the sides that are her lips. On the far end of the vagina is a little pink bump thats under a hood most of the time - thats her clitoris. She says she especially likes rubbing on and around that part when she masturbates. She says she puts her fingers in her vagina too and moves them in and out. She was kindof masturbating a little when she was telling me this. Or at least she was sort of stretching her vagina around a little bit and playing with the lips. I guess I was kindof touching my penis too.

I told her about how I masturbated like 10 times once. She said she once spent all night masturbating and got a bazillion orgasms but lost count of exactly how many.

She says it feels SO good. It makes me feel good too to hear about Sarah feeling good. 

My mom called and I had to go home. I started masturbating right when I got into my room at home and had an orgasm after a while. Actually to tell the truth I had a lot of orgasms. My penis got real sore, but it felt good anyway. I like feeling all relaxed and stuff like I get after I get a lot of orgasms.  I broke my earlier record of 10 (I had like 12) but I couldnt quite get as many as Sarah did once (a "bazillion"). Thats okay.

October 26, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Sarah and I have gotten naked together a couple of times. I really like doing it. Sarah smells real good I feel all flushed when we do it. 

Oh and my ears turn pink. Sarahs do too. I like it when her ears turn pink.

November 1, xxxx
Dear Diary,
Sarah and me went for a walk in the woods earlier this evening. It was really nice out even though it was kindof cool. The stars were out and it was kindof bright because of the moon and the light from the city. We were holding hands and just talking like we do and I saw how she was really pretty with the moonlight reflecting in her eyes and making her fur seem like it was glowing.

After a while we wanted to get naked again then. We had never done that outside. But there werent any people around and we figured nobody would see us if we went into the underbrush. And it felt really nice to get naked outside. We sat under a tree. I had a stiffy like always. I hadnt masturbated yet and so my penis was really eager to poke up.

There was enough light that I could see her pretty good and I could even see her ears turning pink.

We stayed like that for a while. And we started talking again about how we touch ourselves down there. Her vagina got REAL shiny, like even more than before. And she smelled REAL good.

And I started to want to feel REAL close to her and we curled up together under the tree and kind of kissing eachother softly. She started touching my penis. She had never done that before. It felt good of course. She even leaned forward and started kissing and licking on my penis a little really softly and gently. I guess I kindof touched her too. I hope that felt as good as she makes me feel. We were smiling and laughing at eachother and I could feel her breaths ruffling my fur a little and those things felt really good too.

We were real quiet and just looking at eachothers eyes. I was amazed at how she looked so beautiful. 

We wanted to move even closer. So I kindof climbed up onto her so I was above her and was just looking down into her eyes. Sarah kindof took my penis and started moving it to her vagina. Then I went in her vagina. It was very warm and soft and kindof wet inside of her. Her vagina felt like it was hugging my penis.

And I started pushing my penis in and out of her and she was pushing against me with her hips and it felt so nice. I was just pumping in and out and she was moaning quietly a little bit and I loved that. It felt so good too be inside her.

I started to have an orgasm. The tingling feeling built up to even more than before. It was so good I could only think about Sarah and me. I could feel my penis squirting my white stuff inside of her and her vagina was getting really wet. We kept pushing against eachother while we were in orgasm. 

It was even better than the usual orgasm I get because for one thing the tingling was even stronger than usual with Sarah's vagina was squeezing so much around my penis. And for another thing it was so nice because I was making Sarah feel good too. It was better than any other orgasm I ever got before.

She was having an orgasm too then. Her vagina was kindof squeezing in on my penis over and over again. She got this faraway look in her eyes that I loved. I was feeling my orgasm and my penis squirting and at the same time was looking at her eyes and seeing how beautiful she looked and thinking I was making her feel good and it was so INCREDIBLE. Im so glad I made her feel good that way.

Our orgasms lasted what seemed like a really long time so I had a lot of time to just look at her eyes which were kindof glowing a little in the moonlight.

I told her I loved her when we were going into our orgasms. I tried before but couldnt get up the nerve before. 

After we did it she looked a little cold (since she was naked) and so I snuggled up to her and put my jacket over her. Sarah snuggled up to me too and we held our arms around each other. We were lying like that together for a while. 

Sarah said she loves me too. Shes sooooooo beautiful. I know were going to be together forever.

The End (for now, at least)