Memories

Tossing and turning in bed, groaning as she tried to pull the covers over her head to keep out the sunlight beaming through the window and the faint chirping of birds, Lilac squirmed around for a good hour until the teenage dragoness had to admit that she wouldn't be getting any more sleep that morning. Tossing her covers off with a sigh, she slowly sat up, holding her head as she closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths, feeling nauseous like most mornings nowadays. It was getting increasingly difficult for the girl to deny that she hadn't gotten knocked up when Jameson had molested her, but Lilac still preferred telling herself that it was all just in her head, that the cramps and the morning sickness would pass without any further complications as soon as she'd forgotten about the bear raping her and her best friend in her own home. With just a handful of hours of fitful sleep under her belt, the hatchling slowly pushed herself up to her feet, groaning under her breath, careful not to make too much noise and wake up the little cat sleeping just down the hall. Slipping on her clothes, the water dragon stepped out of her bedroom, standing in the doorway for a moment as she listened carefully, trying to make out the faintest of sounds, hearing Carol still snoozing after a few seconds. With a light relief, Lilac walked out and down into the kitchen, desperate for a drink of ice cold water to settle her stomach and to wake her up. She'd taken notice of how Carol's behaviour had changed as of late, and she didn't really want to have the feline see her in the grips of morning sickness, preferring to just deal with the issue on her own rather than involving Carol with it as well. She didn't entirely know what was going on with the kitten, not knowing of the obsession that Carol had towards her, thinking it must've all just been a reaction to the horrible event that the pair had gone through not too long ago. Sighing, the dragoness got her glass of water before walking into the living room, sitting down on the sofa, closing her eyes for a moment to gather her breath, trying to stop her head from spinning. 

Curling up on the sofa, struggling to keep her mind off of the faint nausea lingering in her stomach, Lilac grabbed a blanket to wrap around herself as she heard her friend getting up, keeping her eyes closed as she heard Carol stepping into the living room, 
“H… hey, sleep well?”
The dragon didn't want to bother explaining her restlessness, sighing as she shrugged, 
“I guess. You?”
Lilac saw the feline girl quickly turning away, muttering quietly enough that she had to strain just to hear what the cub was saying,
“Yeah, I… I did… I'm just… gonna go grab some breakfast.”
Leaning back as the green cat scampered off towards the kitchen, Lilac felt her stomach giving another turn, trying to ignore the odd sensation she felt in the back of her mind, the unease at lying right on the same sofa she'd been assaulted on just a while back. No matter how hard the dragon tried to ignore her feelings however, the unease always came rushing back the second she lowered her defences and relaxed, leaving her on edge as minutes and hours passed around her in the blink of an eye. The unease brought Lilac back to years ago, back to a time when she had to live with similar fears and terrors, back when she was still ten years of age and part of the Scarves. Shuddering as she thought of Spade, feeling claustrophobic as the image of the older panda grinning at him flashed in her mind, the teen gasped and tossed her blanket aside, standing up off the sofa with a huff, panting as her heart raced in her chest. Quickly, the hatchling’s fear turned to frustration, angry she had to deal with the same feelings and anxieties she'd fought so hard to leave behind nearly six years ago, trying to steady her breath as she looked around, thankful that Carol was hiding out in some other room still. Deciding that she needed to clear her head, somewhere far away from where she'd had her fateful encounter with Jameson, Lilac quickly stepped into the bathroom to wash her face off with a splash of cold water before marching right out the door.

Heading towards the city, Lilac only made it a few minutes into her walk before the exhausted and nauseated girl felt worn down, panting under her breath as she spotted a bus stop along the road, deciding that it might've been best for her to hitch a ride rather than to walk all the way in her state. Only needing to wait around for a few moments before a bus rolled to a stop, the young dragon hopped on board, staggering towards the back of the thankfully almost empty bus, nestling herself in a quiet and private spot as she sat down. Leaning her head back and staring out the window as the bus lurched forwards, the gentle rocking quickly made Lilac’s eyes grow heavy, already feeling much more at peace now that she was out of the home she'd gotten raped in, feeling safer on the back of a random bus than her own house. Soon after, no matter how hard the tuckered out water dragon tried to fight against it, Lilac’s eyelids closed and she drifted off to sleep, finding herself six years younger and dressed in a tight-fitting blue jumpsuit. Staggering towards her weekly meeting with Spade, the little dragon looked dour like usual, always hating the “training sessions” she had to endure with the older panda. She couldn't exactly skip them however, the boy had made absolutely sure that she knew the meetings were an integral part of her being allowed to be a part of the Scarves, that she'd be kicked out in an instant if she said no to him. Stepping into the dimly lit storage room, Lilac felt a shiver as she looked around, hearing only her heavy breathing as she walked past several dusty boxes, her voice echoing as she called out, 
“Hello?”
Spade stepped out from the shadows, his red scarf loosely wrapped around his neck, perfect for slipping around his muzzle at an instant if the situation called for him to conceal his face. The teen boy didn't need to bother with disguises or any sort of subtly with Lilac however, not when enjoying her company all alone, grinning as he walked out into the light, eyeing up the preteen girl's body, loving the way her outfit hugged all her curves, 
“About time, I was starting to get impatient here~”
The panda reached down for his loins, smirking at the grimace on the cub's face as he zipped his pants open and pulled his cock out, already hard as he sat down on an old couch he'd dragged to his usual hiding spot for just this reason, stroking his manhood as he patted the spot next to him, 
“C’mere and let's get this done~”

Meekly, Lilac walked over to the man, feeling his lustful gaze running up and down her body, making her feel disgusted, both with herself as well as with the ursine pervert taking advantage of her. She knew that this wasn't any sort of “training” or a “proof of her will”, or any other nonsense that Spade had tried feeding her in the beginning. The hatchling also knew however that he could most certainly make her life a whole lot more complicated if he wanted to, most likely including getting her, as well as her friend, kicked out of the Scarves. Lilac had brought Carol with her to the group, and the kitten had fallen in love with the camaraderie and purpose she'd found with the Scarves. The water dragon certainly wanted to stay in the group as well, but she especially didn't want to break the heart of the young kitten, meaning she was forced to go along with the older panda’s perverted desires and commands, no matter how filthy it made her feel. Sitting down next to Spade, her hands in her lap and her eyes staring down at the ground, the girl stayed silent and almost motionless while the man slipped an arm around her shoulders, moaning quietly as he pumped his cock. The panda reached over and took one of the cub's hands, shifting over to his crotch, wrapping her fingers around his girth as he huffed, forcing her to jerk him off, watching her shiver as she felt his precum soaking her hand. Lilac’s heart skipped a beat as she felt the boy touching her leg, flinching as his fingertips ran up her inner thigh, toward her loins as he growled softly, 
“You've grown a lot, bet you'd be big enough to take me now~”
Lilac grimaced at just the thought, freezing on the spot for a moment as she looked away, knowing full well that the reason why the panda had only demanded the use of her hands and her maw so far was so she wouldn't be too hurt to keep doing her tasks with the Scarves. The girl was desperate to at least keep some part of herself pure and unspoiled by the debauchery she was forced into, quickly shuffling away from Spade and letting go of his dick, turning away as she pushed his hand off of her thigh. Seemingly a little annoyed by the water dragon's continued insistence that he stick with the molestation he'd already gotten bored with, the man gave a grunt, grabbing the back of the cub's neck,
“Fine then, get to work.”
Lilac let out a small yelp as Spade shoved her face straight into his crotch, forcing his cock down her muzzle, pushing her down with both hands as she squirmed for a moment before quickly adjusting to the girth plunged down her throat, gagging and coughing as she did her best to suck him off. As much as she hated the sensation of her air getting cut off every time the grunting panda bucked up against her maw, the dragoness could still at least look herself in the eye in the mirror, knowing she hadn't entirely surrendered herself to the rapist, tearing up slightly as she settled in for another long evening of Spade using her mouth like a toy.

Gasping as she snapped awake, her eyes wide as she looked around, clutching herself as if trying to cover up, Lilac looked around the bus, catching a few stray looks from the handful of confused and worried passengers. Realising what had happened, the hatchling blushed heavily, quickly turning to stare out the window, anxiously fiddling with her hands as she tried to ignore the eyes on her, panting nervously. As soon as the bus came to the next stop, Lilac just about ran out, hanging her head in shame as she hurried off, stepping into the city streets, wanting to just get out of view of everyone she'd embarrassed herself in front of. Taking a moment to see where she'd gotten herself to, staring at the map of the bus stop she'd hopped out at, the girl was thankful that she hadn't at least slept for very long, having seemingly only fallen asleep for a handful of minutes, landing her near the city centre. As soon as the adrenaline of her nightmare and the embarrassing wakeup resulting from it began to wear off, Lilac was right where she'd been before her impromptu nap, yawning and groaning as the exhaustion hit her like a ton of bricks, feeling like she was sleepwalking as she staggered down the street. Spotting a shopping centre on the other side of the road, the dragon thought about just slipping into a bathroom and taking a nap there, feeling horrified that she'd gotten to a point in her life where she even had to consider about such a thing, yet unable to deny just how irresistible even a few minutes of shuteye sounded like at that moment. Blushing as she scurried across the street and into the mall, Lilac hoped that her hypothesis about any place other than her own home feeling safe enough to sleep in would be right on the money, trying to keep a fake smile on her face as she passed a few groups of people. 

Slipping into the bathroom, heading for the last stall, Lilac sighed as she sat down, barely even laying her rump down before she already felt herself drifting off, her eyes closing as she rested her hands on her lap. Just as before, the dragoness found herself several years younger, heading towards the storage building she'd come to despise so much. With every visit to the spot, Lilac hated herself and Spade more and more, the growing anger inside of her spurring a spark of resistance towards the manipulation and blackmail the panda had gotten her embroiled in. She was starting to second guess her initial insistence to go along with Spade’s demands, thinking that the man might not actually be able to do anything to her if she simply said no to him, refused to pleasure him like he wanted. She'd already turned down his attempts at doing more than fondling her and using her maw, so would he really put his position with the Scarves at risk just to continue molesting her? Thinking that she might've finally found the will to say no to the panda, Lilac stormed into the storage building, a determined look on her face. She was expecting to find Spade there again, demanding her to service him like usual, but almost as soon as she stepped inside, the water dragon heard a giggle of a girl coming from off in the distance, further into the building. The giggling sounded familiar, instantly making Lilac’s blood freeze in her veins as she hoped that she was wrong, breaking into a run as she headed deeper into the storage building, finally spotting the panda sitting on his sofa. The man wasn't alone however, as Carol was sitting right next to the pervert, a big smile on the 8 year old kitten's face as she looked over at Spade, his arm hooked around her shoulders and his hand resting on her thigh. Spotting her friend approaching from the darkness, Carol waved at the slightly older girl, 
“Hey Lilac, I didn't know you hung out with Spade too!”
The panda grinned, spotting the agonised look on the little dragon's face, 
“Hope you don't mind, thought I'd show your friend this cool spot as well~”
Lilac felt a mix of anger, guilt, and pure fear swirling in the pit of her stomach as she stared at the smug panda feeling up the completely oblivious little feline's leg, a very obvious erection bulging in the man's pants as he smirked. Instantly, all thoughts of rebellion and fire in the hatchling’s mind were extinguished, replaced with worry about what Spade was going to do with Carol, the little girl she'd brought along with her, the girl she was responsible for if something were to happen to the cub. 

Having noticed the growing seed of rebellion in the preteen dragon he'd been grooming to be his toy, Spade had correctly been able to guess exactly where he could poke and prod at Lilac to break down her will. Since she didn't seem very receptive towards threats directed at herself and her position with the Scarves, the man had decided to instead use the young cat closest to Lilac, stroking the smiling little cub's shoulder as he stared down the shocked dragoness, 
“Come sit with us, relax and take a load off~”
As much as it made her sick to her core to even see the panda touching Carol, Lilac was at least partially relieved that the man hadn't yet done anything untoward to the girl, hoping she could still stop the cat from suffering the same fate as she had, barely able to breathe as she slowly stepped towards the pair, hesitantly taking a seat next to Spade. Keeping his hands on Carol, eyeing up the brightly smiling green cat and making no effort to hide the lust on his gaze, Spade casually chatted with the young dragon, 
“Carol has done a great job lately, hasn't she? So agile and flexible, makes me imagine what all she could do with that body of hers~”
Far too innocent to be able to see the lewd innuendo in the compliments the man was showering her with, Carol just blushed and giggled, loving all the attention she was getting from the cool panda, not spotting how her friend just on the other side of the man was outright panicking. With a chuckle, Spade grabbed the cat by the hips, lifting her up onto his lap, spreading his legs and making absolutely sure that the dragoness could see his erection grinding against the cub's rump as Carol just giggled, 
“I bet she'd be so, so tight~”
Lilac’s heart skipped a beat as she saw the panda’s hand reaching down to his crotch, nearly unbuttoning his pants as she relented, blurting out a few words as she struggled to hold back her tears, 
“A… alright, I'll… I can… I'll do it, just… put her down…”
Smirking, Spade set the younger girl back down onto the sofa, a self-satisfied look on his face as he grabbed the grimacing dragon's hand, laying it onto his crotch, 
“Good, then get to it~”

Feeling the panda’s cock throbbing in his pants, Lilac blushed bright red and looked away from Carol, unable to hear even seeing the little cat when she was debasing herself in such a fashion, whispering quietly, 
“C… can we… go somewhere else?”
Leaning back with a grin, Spade shook his head, an arm still hooked around Carol's shoulders, 
“Of course not, we can all hang out together, can't we~?”
Disgusted with herself, Lilac shivered as the panda reached for her thigh, caressing her leg as his fingers slowly moved to the buckle holding on her shorts, clicking it open as he ruffled Carol's hair, 
“You've both been really great recruits, invaluable to the Scarves. I'm sure you'd both be willing to do absolutely anything to prove your loyalty and to help our cause~”
The cat nodded excitedly, 
“Yeah!”
Lilac on the other hand kept quiet, grunting with discomfort under her breath as the man popped her shorts open, slipping his fingers down the front of the pair, feeling up her slit through her panties, making her squirm on the couch. The dragoness bit her lip as the panda tugged her underwear aside, his fingertips rubbing up against her bare pussy lips, tickling her clit and teasing her as she crossed her legs, desperate to not make a sound so as not to clue the innocent Carol on to what was happening. Seeing the water dragon's efforts to save Carol's innocence, Spade just chuckled and pressed his middle finger past the girl's pussy lips, sliding it deep inside of Lilac’s cunt as the girl gasped, gripping the sofa cushion with both hands and shuddering, her shoulders tense and her chest swelling up as she fought not to burst into tears,
“Lilac here is a real trooper as well, I bet she'd do anything at all to keep you safe, Carol~”

Sliding his finger deeper into the dragon's slit, Spade could feel the girl clenching hard, squirming and rubbing her thighs together as she desperately tried to keep him out. Yet at the same time the girl was growing more wet with every thrust the panda gave her, unable to help her body's natural response to the fingering, her maw hanging open as she closed her eyes and held back a whimper, her hand still resting on the man's crotch to feel his manhood throbbing just under his pants. Unaware that anything out of the ordinary was happening, just happy to finally get to hang out not just with Spade but also Lilac as well, Carol swung her legs and smiled as the panda rubbed her shoulder, reaching over to caress her cheek, a few fingers from his other hand knuckle deep in the uncomfortably shifting young dragoness. 
Usually during their secret meetings, Lilac would just sit there and allow Spade to do what he was there for, silent and barely moving at all, just waiting for it to end, nothing more. This time however, the water dragon was desperate to keep Spade’s attention away from the kitten, which meant that Lilac was forced to finally be the active one of the pair, biting her tongue and feeling utter shame weighing on her shoulders as she reached to unbutton the man's pants. Grinning at the lead the little girl was finally taking, Spade happily allowed the panicking hatchling to open up and reach down the front of his pants, letting out a soft moan as her hand wrapped around his rock hard cock, jerking him off with slow and hesitant strokes. Just hoping that Carol wouldn't spot what was going on and ask any awkward questions, Lilac pumped the panda’s cock as he fingered her, putting a bit more effort towards getting the man off whenever she noticed the ursine’s eyes straying towards her young friend again.

Stretching his legs slightly as the young dragon jerked him off, his breathing steadily growing heavier as jets of precum splashed from his tip and onto the cub's fingers, Spade enjoyed the girl's groping for a good few minutes before he grew tired of the foreplay. Slipping a thumb down the front of his open pants, the man pushed the pair down and exposed his cock, simultaneously putting a hand on the back of Lilac’s head, shoving her face towards his crotch as she gasped. Carol noticed the panda’s throbbing manhood, cocking her head slightly as she watched her friend struggling for a moment before reluctantly letting her muzzle be pushed against the glistening shaft, 
“Uhh… what are you doing?”
Still desperate to spare the kitten's innocence, Lilac quickly covered up the ursine’s shaft, trying to tug his pants and shirt in the way as she stammered, blushing, 
“N… nothing! It's just… don't mind me! Tell us about your last job!”
With Carol blabbing on about how her last job with the Scarves had gone, Lilac reluctantly opened her maw and slid it over Spade’s cock, just hoping she'd get him off fast enough so that the little feline wouldn't need to get involved in any way. Moaning as the hatchling’s tongue cupped under his shaft, her lips puckered against his balls as she swallowed up every last inch of his manhood, Spade grinned and bounced the dragon's head up and down on his lap, pretending to listen to Carol's story. Growling softly as his dick throbbed deep in Lilac’s throat, the panda still couldn't keep his eyes off of the kitten even with the water dragon swallowing him down to his sack, whispering as he reached down to fondle Lilac’s slit some more, 
“I bet you're just dying to see what that little cutie has hidden under those shorts, aren't you~?”
With tears swelling in her eyes, both from trying to keep down her gags as well as from the utter panic of trying to keep the situation in her control, Lilac let out a soft moan against the shaft buried in her gullet while the panda continued, 
“I'm just dying to see that little slut without a shred of clothing on her, how about we bring her in on the fun~?”
Fully convinced that she had no chance of keeping the man off of her friend unless she fully submit and give him what he wants, Lilac pulled her muzzle off of Spade’s girth, gasping as spit drooled down her chin, whispering and struggling to hold down her sobs, 
“I… I want you to… to take me…”
With a devilish smile, Spade pressed a finger into the hatchling’s cunt, getting a muffled squeak from her, 
“Well, that sounds nice, what exactly are you offering here~?”
“Y… you can do… anything you want to me. Just… n… not in front of her…”
Giving a toothy grin as he pulled his finger out of the dragoness, Spade quickly zipped his pants up, patting Carol on the leg as the girl was midway through her story, 
“Sorry cutie, me and your friend here have a little business to handle in private, we'll be right back~”
Unable to look Carol in the eye, Lilac stood up, sheepishly shuffling along as she held her shorts up, mortified about what she was forced to do. 

With Spade laying a hand on her shoulder and walking her along, Lilac was expecting the man to take her to some other room or even outside to have his way with her while Carol stayed behind, but the preteen dragon was in for a rude awakening as he instead just shoved her a few feet away from the kitten, barely even across the room, behind a few boxes. Turning to the panda, confused and angry, Lilac shook her head as she spoke quietly so as not to alert Carol, 
“I said not in front of her!”
Spade just grinned and pulled his cock out again, tired of playing games with the girl, 
“Bend over, or I go and deflower your little friend. Your choice~”
Groaning, Lilac turned around, her hands shaking as she dropped both her pants and her panties down to her ankles, planting her hands against a crate as she bent over, her tail instinctively trying to cover up her bare backside. Stepping behind the shaking girl, Spade grabbed her tail and yanked it out of the way, giving her no warning as he plunged his girthy cock right into her cunt, wasting no time with any sort of lube or foreplay to get her juices flowing. Lilac screamed for just a split second before she quickly clamped her own mouth shut, tears flowing down her cheeks as she bit down on her tongue, whimpering and doing her best not to make a sound as the panda behind her thrust deep into her pussy. Holding the hatchling by her hips and shoving his manhood deep inside of her as hard as he could, Spade grunted and drilled into the cub, taking her virginity in one swift punch as his sack slapped against her thighs, moaning with how tight the preteen dragoness was. Though Lilac was doing everything she could to stay quiet, sobbing against her hand as she trembled, the panda made no effort to keep quiet, happily panting and grunting as he ploughed into the girl. Every second felt like an eternity as Lilac winced at the man stretching her cunt wide open, her toes curling up and her claws digging into the box she was leaning against as she sniffled, only barely keeping herself from bursting into screams and cries. Able to hammer away at the dragon's slit easier with every thrust, Spade kept up his ruthless pace until the tightness of the girl's warm pussy finally overwhelmed him and he couldn't hold himself back. A distraught look flashed across Lilac’s face as she heard the man sighing behind her, feeling shots of his seed spraying right past her cervix, her legs quaking as sticky cum ran down her thighs, staining her underwear and pants as the panda chuckled midway through his climax, 
“Shit, sorry about that. Hope I didn't just knock ya up~”
Spade made sure to stay hilted in the whimpering dragon until she'd drained the last drop of seed from him, pulling out and wiping his cock on the softly sobbing girl's panties, pulling his pants back on and zipping up as he just walked off. Stepping past the confused Carol, the man patted the kitten on the head, waving goodbye,
“Alright, it was great hanging with you two~!”
Turning around, Carol saw her friend limping out from behind a few boxes, tears running down Lilac’s face as the dragoness tried to straighten out her dishevelled clothes,
“Lilac, is something wrong?”
Looking away to hide her tears, Lilac cleared her throat, trying to stop her voice from shaking, 
“No, everything's fine…”

Waking up, almost falling off of her seat as she flinched, Lilac found herself back in the present day, shivering as she listened to her breathing slowly coming back to a steady rhythm, trying to focus on the faint music piped through the mall’s loudspeakers and the roar of the crowds of shoppers. Blinking a few times as she felt her eyes watering up, the dragoness stared off at the white tiles underfoot, her mind brought back to years past thanks to her particularly vivid dreams as of late. Soon after she'd had her encounter with Spade at the storage building, the water dragon had grabbed Carol with her and left the Scarves, especially the panda himself. She could've endured Spade’s torment for as long as it took, but she couldn't risk leaving Carol in harm's way, forcing her hand. Thankfully, the cat had accepted the vague excuses Lilac had to come up with to explain why they had to desert the Scarves, Carol's sour mood about having to leave behind a family she'd found subsiding after some time. Sighing as she reminisced about the past, rubbing her eyes and trying to straighten out her outfit, Lilac suddenly felt just how wet her panties had gotten, freezing on the spot and shivering as her shifting around made the soaked fabric rub against her sensitive pussy lips. Groaning under her breath, the dragoness sat back down on the toilet, undoing her pants and sticking her hand down the front, closing her eyes as she got to work taking care of her desires, thinking she might as well spend a few extra minutes in the bathroom to make her walk back home a slightly less bothersome one, just hoping no one would walk in on her.