The Year 5000: Chapter 13: Family
By
Anthur

It's dark as I pull into the parking lot.  When I left Sebasticook, the rain was light, but now it's pouring buckets.  I had the windshield wipers on high, and I could barely see where I was going.

Vance [ Hey Zack, we made it.  We're parked out front ]

The front door to the gym opens, and an enormous black wolf steps into the night.  Zack makes a mad dash.  The SUV jolts as he leaps into the backseat.  He was only in the rain for a few seconds, but it was enough.  My brother shakes himself like a dog.

"Sorry, we're late," I say.

"That's alright,' my brother says.  'I had Hue to keep me company.  So, how was the movie?"

"What movie," says Vance with a chuckle.

"Ahh, no, you guys didn't, did you?" Zack asks, trying not to laugh.

"Yeah, we put it to a vote," I said.

"And let me guess, everyone voted for sex instead?" Zack asks, sounding not surprised.

"Yep,' I said without hesitation.  'You look tired.  Did Hue wear you out?"

"Yeah, you could say that," my brother says, fighting back a chuckle.

I'm not the only one who picked up on his choice of words and tone of voice.

"You didn't fuck him, did you?" asked Vance, surprised.

"Yeah, I took him up on his freesample.  He did let me tie with him.  But it was more like he fucked me.  Surprisingly, I'm not big enough to take his entire length," says Zack.

"What, no way.  How big is he," I blurt out.

"I asked him.  He said it's 20 inches," says Zack.

"I know he's a clydsdale, but damn, that's crazy," I said.

"I did manage to take most of it.  One thing I'll say about a hoof is they might not have barbs or a knot, but damn, they go deep.  And I thought I had a lot of muscle, but Hue puts me to shame," says Zack.
"That's because you're only 17.  You'll be bigger than him once you're fully grown," I say.

"You think so, Alex?"

"For sure.  And with that double-strength muscle you have, you'll be way stronger, too," I add.

"He's still stronger than me at the moment, but not by much.  I know I'll be stronger than him by the end of the year,' my brother pauses in midthought.  'Oh, and he said you guys are welcome to your free sample whenever you want," says Zack.

I pull up and park along the curb in front of Vance's house.  "My little bro is turning out to be quite the stud."

Zack chuckles, "Thanks, Alex."

The three of us make a mad dash for the front door.  We shake and dry our paws with a towel that was left by the door.  "God damn it, I'm soaking wet," I say.

"Well, I guess I'll just have to remove your wet clothes then," says Vance teasingly. 

I beat him to it as I pulled my shirt over my head.  "Anyone want to spend the rest of the night cuddled in front of a movie?" I ask.

"You know what?  That sounds like a great idea," says Zack as he pulls his shirt off.

I follow behind Vance as he removes his shirt as well.  "Give me your shirts, and I'll toss them in the dryer," says Vance.

I head towards Vance's room while he disappears into the basement.  I grab the remote and ask my brother, "Any preferences?"

"I don't know something that doesn't require a lot of thought."

I flick through the list and select an old action flic from the library of human-made entertainment.

Vance returns a moment later, with Xander following behind him.  "Can I join you guys?" asks Xander.

"Sure, Xander," says Vance as he gives his little brother an affectionate pat on the head.

Xander lights up as Vance allows him to join us.  "And why are you guys shirtless?" he asks.

"Because we got soaked in the rain.  And it's cuddle night," says Vance with a smile.

"I can still join you guys?" Xander asks, sounding nervous.
I get my arms around him and say.  "Sure, Xander.  Shirts are optional."

Xander removes his shirt as well.  We quickly realize there's not enough room on Vance's bed for all four of us.  "Let me grab the beanbag chair from the basement," says Xander.

Xander returns a second later carrying a huge leather beanbag chair.  I sniff at the air as he tosses it to the floor.  It smells like a basement.  I don't hesitate and ploop down in the middle.  Xander looked annoyed, as though I'd just taken his favorite spot.  I grab him, pull him into my lap, and wrap my arms around him.  

I drop my muzzle onto his shoulder as I squeeze him.  "We did say this was cuddle night."

The movie plays in front of us, but none of us, including Xander, are paying much attention to it.  The door to Vance's room is wide open.  It feels so nice not having to hide who we are anymore.  

Vance's mom steps in to check on us.  She glances around the room and notices none of us have shirts on.  At least we still have our shorts on.
"What are you guys doing?" she asks.

"Cuddling in front of a movie,' says Vance with a pause.  'Oh, did Dad go to visit Uncle Nick?"

A devilish smile comes over her face, "Yeah, he did."

All five of us exchange amused looks as we know what he'll be doing this weekend.

"And please, no making messes, alright guys," says Silvia with a smirk.

"Mom,' Vance stammers in embarasment.  'That's why the doors open."

Silvia leaves with a smile on her face.  Xander purrs in my arms.  There's another rumble coming from my left as Zack pets the boyfriend we share.  Xander isn't as shy as his older brother.  Halfway into the movie, he starts stroking my forearm, and I let him.  I readjust myself and sink lower into the beanbag.  

Xander hasn't said it, but it's obvious he's gay and isn't trying to hide it anymore.  I guess Vance getting caught red-handed had more than one positive outcome.  

I waited long enough, but Xander hadn't taken the hint yet.  He's still coming out of his shell.  I couldn't care less about the movie.  I flip him over and pull him against my chest.  He looks excited like he'd just won a prize.

Xander rubs his muzzle and purrs against my chest as I hold him tightly.  From this position, Xander can't even see the screen.  The bed to my left creaks like it's about to break.  I hazard a look to see Zack and Vance trading places.  It's Zack's turn to be held.

The movie comes to an end.  It's a little after 11 pm.  For once, I felt like going to bed early.  I realize I have one problem, but at the moment, I'm too tired to worry about it.  "We're not all going to fit in your bed, Vance."

"Yeah, I know.  It's a single I can barely fit anymore," Vance says.

"You guys can have it tonight.  I'll take the guest room.  But I get to sleep with you tomorrow with the door closed," I say.

I leave the two overly muscled furs along to wear themselves out with some heavy petting before bed.  Xander returns to his room, and I sequester myself in the guest room.  

I bunch up a thick blanket alongside me.  I don't need it to stay off the chill.  I need to hug something while I sleep.  It'll have to suffice in place of another fur.  

I lay on my back and listened to the rain beat against the window.  Being forced inside feels cozy.  I snicker as I hear noises coming from the next room.  I left the door to the guestroom open.  There's a nightlight in the hallway.  It adds a soft glow to the dark room and reminds me I'm not at home.  I wrap around the blanket, pretending it's my brother and Vance.  

This isn't my house, but it feels more like a home to me than my actual house.  I wish I could stay.  Despite being tired, I couldn't sleep.  My thoughts being to wander to the little feline in the last room at the end of the hall.  It's obvious Xander is gay.  

I ponder what I should do or if I should do anything at all.  I get the sense that he has a crush on me.   Vance opened up to his little brother, and the change was profound.  I'm curious how far it will go.

I doubt Xander will object, but there's only one way to find out.  Like I had done with Zack so many years ago, I sneak into his room at the end of the hall.  Xander doesn't stir as I kneel alongside his bed.  Cats are stealthy, but I can be sneaky, too.

The little feline jumps as I whisper, "Hey, Xander."

Xander rolls over and looks at me.  "Oh hey, Alex."

His voice is barely above a whisper, but I can tell he's excited to see me.  "Would you like some company for the night?" I asked.

Xander doesn't hesitate as he excitedly scoots out of the way.  He lifts the blanket, inviting me to join him.  I slid in alongside him.  The bed jostles as I fidget.  I lay my head on his pillow.  The scent of a maturing male mountain lion hits my nose.  

Xander lays his head on his pillow, and I get closer.  I'm too tired and don't want to jump the gun with him.  He needs some time to think about what's happening.  "Do you mind flipping over?  I asked.

Xander complies without saying a thing.  I get my arm around him and pull him against my chest.  I hug him tightly as I drop my muzzle against the top of his head.  He begins to purr softly as I spoon with him.  "Night, Xander."

"Night Alex."

* * *

I woke the following morning with the continued sound of rain pelting the windows.  I check the alarm clock on the nightstand alongside Xander's bed; it's 9:22 am.  The room was far too dark for 9 in the morning.  Thick clouds have blocked out the morning sun.

The little mountain lion sleeps peacefully in my arms.  I give him a gentle squeeze and nuzzle him with my muzzle.  I was awake, but I had no desire to get up.  All I wanted to do was lay there and hold him.

I hear a creak and look up.  I can't stop myself as I flash my fangs in warning.  I quickly realize who's standing in the doorway and hide my fangs behind my lips.  Silvia smiles at me as she realizes I'm instinctively protecting her younger son.

Silvia steps back with an approving grin on her face.  I don't hear a sound as she disappears from sight.  I lay my head back down on the pillow.  A moment later, I listen to the gurgle of a coffee maker, and the scent of coffee wafts over my nose.  Xander stirs, but the scent isn't enough to wake him.

This is going to be a much-deserved lazy and relaxing weekend.  I could spend all day cuddling with him like this, but then the scent of bacon hits my nose.  There's no way Xander will be able to sleep with a scent like that in the air.  Sure enough, he begins to groan and smack his lips.

I loosen my grip as Xander rolls over and looks me in the eyes.  His expression tells me he must have forgotten I was in his bed.  He leans against my chest and wraps his arm around me.  He rubs his muzzle against my neck and whispers, "Morning Alex."

"Morning Xander.  Hey, let's go give your mom a hand," I say.

Xander smiles at me, knowing I'm not a self-centered asshole.  "Alright."

I follow Xander stealthily down the hallway.  I peek into Vance's room to see the big cat plopped down on my brother's chest.  I can't help but laugh as I notice Vance's tongue hanging out of his open jaws, with a puddle of drool soaking into Zack's black fur. 

Vance smacks his lips as his nose picks up on the scent of cooking bacon.  My brother is a sound sleeper, but the scent of bacon is too overpowering, and he begins to stir.
I follow Xander into the kitchen.  "Morning," I say to Silvia.

"Morning.  Help yourself to some coffee," she says.

I get a mug for myself and set out three more, as I know the other two huge beasts will be right behind us.  I take a sip and set it on the counter.  I don't say a word as I grab a bag of potatoes from the fridge and begin to peel them.  I scoot over to make room for Xander as he helps.  

The sound of heavy paws fills the room as Vance and Zack approach with fang-filled yawns.  Zack scratches at the wet patch on his chest.  I smile to myself as I realize Vance's mother is trying to ignore the fact that none of us have shirts on.  Even fully clothed, our appeal as males is hard to ignore.

The shells from two dozen eggs disappear down the garbage disposal.  My brother can easily eat 8 eggs all on his own, and then there's Vance and myself.  

Zack and I aren't related to Vance and his family.  We aren't even the same species.  The feeling is strange because it's new to me.  It's just the simple act of making breakfast together as a family.  It makes me wish Vance's parents could have adopted us when we were pups.

The five of us settle around the table.  For once, we take our time and don't wolf down our food.  

"So, did you two sleep well last night?" I ask teasingly.

Zack smiles at me.  "Yeah, after he stopped petting me."

"It looks like he drooled on you a bit," I say with a chuckle.

Zack scratches at the damp spot on his chest and says with a smile.  "Yeah."

Vance leans forward and licks apologetically at my brother's muzzle.  

"Will you sleep with me again tonight?" asks Xander.

Vance half chokes on his toast, and Silvia snickers at his poor choice of words.  "How about Sunday night?  Your brother owes me a relaxing night's sleep.  I'm sure Zack will keep you company."

Zack turns to the little mountain lion with a wide grin.  "Don't worry, Xander, I won't roll over and crush you in your sleep."

Xander gives the huge wolf a wide-eyed look as the thought of curling up with someone nearly five times his size enters his imagination. 

I don't know Xander that well, but I already like him.  I know he has a crush on me.  I didn't want to leave him home alone.  "Hey, Xander, would you like to come to the gym with us?"

The little feline lights up as his crush offers to spend time with him.  "Sure, Alex!"

Vance and Zack give looks of excited approval.  Silvia wipes tears from her eyes.  I assume she came to the same conclusion that I did.  She knows where our relationships are headed. 

It took us forever to get our acts together and get to the gym.  It was still raining, so I drove.  Chris was there.  I had just enough time to introduce him to Xander.  After that, Chris had to call it a day as he had just gotten out of work.  We told him we'd see him again in the evening.

I showed Xander around, and we took turns coaching him through various exercises.  It was good to see Vance coaching his little brother.  It was good to see them bonding.  It reminded me of when I helped Zack.

* * *

I enjoyed sleeping with Vance last night, and I also enjoyed having sex with him in the shower.  Everyone knew what was happening even though we didn't make a noise.

The weekend came to a quiet end.  It's back to school tomorrow.  I wrap my arms around Xander and lift him off the floor.  I rub my muzzle against him, saying, "Alright, Xander, I promised to spend the night with you."

I carry him past Vance's room.  I look in to see the two huge beasts casually making out.  I lower Xander's feet to the floor and pull my shirt off.  He smiles at me and does the same.  Xander climbs into his bed, and I follow behind him.

Xander turns his back to me.  I scoot up close, slide my muzzle against the top of his head, and get an arm around him.  "So, how was it sleeping with Zack last night?  He didn't crush you, did he?" I ask.

Xander laughs.  "No, but he did let me lay on his chest for a while."

"Oh."

 Xander snickers.  "Yeah, he's got an awful lot of muscle."

"Yeah, he does," I say as I roll onto my back.

Xander flips over with an excited look on his face.  I grab hold of his waist and pull him onto my chest.  He fidgets as he settles on top of me.

"This is nice, Alex.  I wish you and Zack could stay here every night."

"I know, so do I," I say with a sigh.  

* * *   

Beep, beep, beep.  I'm half asleep as I hit the snooze button.  It takes me a second to realize I'm not in my own bedroom.  I don't resist as clawed hands push me onto my back.  Xander plops down on my chest and rubs his muzzle against my throat.

The alarm clock goes off again, and I give it another smack.  I hear beeping from the next room over, followed by a fit of sneezing.  Vance must have taken my advice and licked Zack's nose.

The four of us prepare for school and have breakfast at the table together.  Xander is included in the affectionate looks.  It feels like we're one big happy family.  It's something I could get used to.

The sky is still dark and dreary, but the rain has finally stopped.  My paws are soaking wet as I climb into my SUV.  I wave goodbye as I pull away. 

We all needed the lazy weekend.  I couldn't contain my excitement as I found Adin and Badir in the hallway.  I embraced each in turn.  My tail was wagging so hard I thought it would fly off.  Neither feline could contain himself as we headed to class.  

Victor gives us a curious look as we settle into our usual seats.  Despite having a distraction to my left and right, I managed to remain focused throughout the class.

The sun finally came out.  I go to lunch with my two brightly colored feline friends.  After that, I went to the gym to visit Chris and get in my daily workout.  I say hello to Kevin.  Xander was there, and so was Hue.

As much as I didn't want to, I knew I needed to go home.  Zack was somber as we left the gym behind us.  I turn into the driveway and pull into the garage.  I sigh as I see our mother's car is in its usual spot.

We enter into the kitchen.  To our surprise, she's lying on the couch in the living room watching TV.  She looks depressed, as though she lost one of her many boyfriends.

"Where have you two been?" she asks, not even bothering to lift her head from the pillow.

"We were at Vance's, but mostly we were at the gym," I say, hoping that will satisfy her curiosity.

"Oh," she says half-heartedly.

I smile, but inside, I'm disgusted.  It's obvious she doesn't care about us in the slightest.  If she cared, she could have at least called.  But no.

I head to my room and change into my laze-around-the-house clothes.  I eat some leftovers with my brother, and we start on our homework.  I finish with thoughts of seeing my brother naked.  I take a look in his room, and he smiles at me.  He has the same thoughts as I do, but we can do nothing about it.

I picture him in my mind as I jerk off in the shower.  Like always, I double-check to make sure it's clean.  I return to my room, and now it's Zack's turn.  He gives me a mischievous grin as I know what he's about to do.

I have no desire to watch TV.  Instead, I began to peruse the internet for available apartments.  Most are outside our price range.  I check my bank account.  I have $33,520.  I checked Zack's account; he has $37,252.  Between the two of us, we have over 70k, and it's all from our summer job cutting down trees.  

I run the math for several different options.  I want to room with Adin and Badir.  But there's the issue of me sleeping with my brother.  Their parents would likely contribute to their portion of the rent.  My head is buzzing with the possibilities.  No matter how I run the numbers, it all works out in the end, with one exception.  No money will come in, and I don't have enough free time to work a part-time job.  It means we'll need to bust our asses with our summer job.

With a sigh, I turn my laptop off and go to bed.  I want to say goodnight to Zack, but I don't dare with our mother in the next room.  The noise from the TV was too much, so I shut the door to my room.  I stare into the darkness, contemplating my next step.  I realize I need to introduce Zack to Adin and Badir.

* * *

I backed out of the garage Tuesday morning with my giant, overly muscled younger brother riding shotgun in the passenger seat.  

"You forgot your coffee again," says Zack as he sets the mug in the center console.

"Thanks, hun," I say with a snicker.

He chuckles, but I know him well enough to know he's concerned.  It's not like me to forget stuff.  

I wait for a car to pass and make a right-hand turn onto the main road.  "Sorry.  It's just I've been thinking a lot, is all.  I can't continue living here until you graduate high school."

My brother lets out a heavy sigh.  "Me neither."

"I want us to move out when you finish your junior year.  You'll be 18, so Mom can legally do nothing to stop you."

"You serious, Alex?" Zack asks excitedly.

"Yeah, I've crunched the numbers, and it'll work.  We won't have any money coming in, so we'll need to bust our asses this summer.  We're both a hell of a lot stronger than we were three years ago, so it shouldn't be that much of a problem.  But that gets us to our next problem."

"Oh?"

"I'd like to introduce you to Adin and Badir.  This weekend, if possible," I say.

"Oh, that sounds like fun," he says.

"I think we should take it slow, but I'd like all four of us to live together.  So that'll mean telling them I've been fucking my brother," I say.

"Do you think they'll be okay with it?" Zack asks.

"They're pretty kinky, so yeah, I think so.  The only thing is you won't be able to fuck them.  Your cock is way too big for them to take."

"Well, I wouldn't mind watching you in action," he says teasingly.

I laugh.  "I'll make some plans for the weekend.  How about we spend Saturday night with them."

"That sounds good," my brother says excitedly.

* * *

I meet up with Adin and Barid for lunch.  I decided to try the stir fry.  It's a nice sunny day for once.  It'll be April soon.  I have less than 3 months to find us an apartment.

"Hey, would you guys like to meet my brother?  Maybe this Saturday?" I ask out of the blue.

Neither feline hesitates as he says, "Of course, Alex, we'd love to meet him."

Adin gives me a look and whispers, "Can we have some fun with him?"

I nod my head.

Adin and Badir exchange looks.  "So you're brother is..." says Adin as he trails off.

I nod my head again.

"Wow, that must be so nice,' says Adin excitedly.  'Hey, have you ever seen his..."

I nod my head again.  "Hey, maybe we should talk about this somewhere more private," I say.

I rise from the table with my tray in hand.  Adin and Badir follow behind me.  I drop my tray on the conveyor belt that leads to the dish pit, and they do the same.  

I step out into the cool evening air.  The snow is gone except for a few crusty snowbanks.  I climb into the back seat of my SUV, and they join me.

"I wasn't planning to tell you guys like this.  I kinda wanted my brother here, too, but here I go.  So yes, I've had sex with my brother."

Both Adin and Badir give me excited looks.  "Damn, Alex, I thought I was kinky," says Badir.

"You are kinky," says Adin.

Badir climbs over his boyfriend and takes a seat on my lap.  I get my arms around him as he says.  "I know.  But now I really want to meet him."

"So you two are okay with it?" I ask questioningly.

Adin laughs.  "Of course we are, Alex,'  he pauses in midthought.  'I have a feeling this weekend is going to be fun."

* * *

Adin and Badir were far more accepting than I imagined.  Any doubt I had in them was gone.  I let them cuddle with me while they tried to pry more information out of me.  All I would tell them was my brother's name and that he's a junior.  Like with Vance, I want it to be a surprise.

I pull up to The Barn and say hello to Kevin as I swipe my keycard.  I swap into my gym clothes and find everyone hard at work.  Vance is helping his little brother while Hue spots Zack.  

"Come on, Zack, one more," yells the enormous clydesdale.

I smile as my brother complies, only to have Hue demand another and another.  Chris is the odd man out, but he's more than capable of taking care of himself, but that doesn't mean I'm going to ignore him.  I warm up with a jog and join my floppy-eared friend.

I chatted with Chris while we worked out together.  Watching Vance as he helped his little brother gave me a warm feeling.  A few hours go by, and I've had enough.  I head for the breakroom to start on my homework while Hue tries his best to wear out my brother.  To my surprise, Chris came to join me.

"What do you want?" Chris asks me.

"Ahh, B2," I say.

Chris hits a few buttons, and a bottle falls into the trough at the bottom of the vending machine, followed by another.  He hands me my drink and tosses a bag of beef biscuits on the table for us to share.  I pop a biscuit in my mouth and take a swig of the beef-flavored drink.

"It looks like you're finally starting to put on some weight," I say ideally as I open my laptop.

Chris looks down at his chest and arms and chuckles to himself.  "Yeah, I'm starting to get back into it now.  I put on 5 pounds so far.  So I should be able to meet my goal before the deadline."

"Well, good.  I'd rather see you doing something you like."

"Hey, we've been friends for, like, what, 14 years now?" asked Chris.

"Yeah, about that," I say.

"You know, in all that time, I've never seen you ask a female out," says Chris bluntly.

I wasn't expecting to reveal my secrets to anyone else today, although it's not much of a secret anymore.  Chris is my friend.  I don't want to hide the truth from him.  "That's because I prefer guys," I say bluntly.

Chris nods his head in acknowledgment, and I continue.  "I know I should have told you sooner.  But with everything that happened,' I pause as I start to tear up.  'I'm just glad you're back."

Chris rises from his chair and takes a seat next to me.  "I don't care that you're gay, Alex.  I think deep down, I've always known.  And yes, I know I'm the only straight guy in our group."

"That's not true; you still have Simon and Jacob," I add.

"Yeah, you're right,' he sighs as his shoulders slump.  'I need to give them a call."

"I have plans for the weekend, but how about we all watch a movie together?  How about Friday after school?"

"I'll have to see if I can get the day off, but you know what, Alex, I'd love to," says Chris as it's his turn to tear up.

I turn around in my chair to face the yellow labrador mix.  I spread my arms wide and say, "I won't bite."

Chris hesitates for a minute before he takes a seat on my lap.  He wraps his arms around my neck and begins to whimper.  I slid my arms over his back and held him tight.

Chris looks me in my eyes.  "You know this is kinda nice."

"I know you don't like me that way, but if you're ever lonely, I'm more than happy to lift my tail for you whenever you want."

Chris gives me an odd look as though he's considering it.  "How about right now?"

"Are you serious, Chris?" I ask hesitantly.

"Yeah, you're my best friend, Alex.  We've been friends since we were pups.  You're the only one I would want to try it with.  And who knows, I might even let you fuck me."

I give him a hesitant look, and he adds.  "Maybe."

"Come on then, we can use the private showers,"  I say, and it's his turn to look confused.

"Privet showers?" he asks.

"Come on, I'll show you."

I return my stuff to my locker and grab my bag of sex supplies.  Zack has another hour, but I give him a heads-up on where I'll be.  His fangs flash as he grins at me with a have-fun look.

Chris follows me to the back of the building.  I open the door to an unoccupied shower, and he follows me inside.  I accept payment on the screen, and the room is ours to enjoy.  

"Damn, I didn't know these were in here," says Chris as he looks around the room.

"Yeah, I didn't either.  Vance told us about it, and he heard it from Hue.  You can use it to shower, but that's not really what it's for."

"Yeah, I can see that,"  he adds.

"I know you've never done it with a guy before.  How much do you want to try?" I ask.

"Can I see you naked first?" asks Chris.

I say, "Sure," as I strip down to my fur.  

I stand confidently with everything hanging out in the open.  I can tell Chris is having a hard time looking me over, but I wait.  He works through his discomfort and looks me over in detail.  "Damn, Alex, I didn't realize how much muscle you have until now."

"Do you like it?" I ask hesitantly.

"If you were a stranger, then I'd say no.  But you're my friend.  So yes, I like seeing it on you."

I take a step closer.  His eyes are level with my throat.  The fact that I'm larger than him becomes much more apparent.  "Will you pet me?" I ask.

Chris doesn't say anything as he puts his hand on my chest.  His hand slides left to right.  His lips lift upwards in a grin, and his other hand joins the first.  He squeezes my shoulders, and then his arms fall to his sides.

"Damn, it's a good thing you're my friend Alex."

"Oh, and why's that?" I ask.

Chris gives a soft snort as though the words are hard to say.  "Because you're way more muscular than me."

"Don't worry, Chris, we'll help you get there.  I know you're not into guys, but at least let me make a muscle for you," I say teasingly.

Chris laughs as he realizes what he's doing and who he's doing it with.  "Alright."

I hold my arm out in front of him.  His clawed hand wraps around my bicep.  I clench my hand into a fist and make a muscle.  My bicep swells against his hand, and his eyes widen.

Chris gives me a few experimental squeezes.  "Damn, Alex, your arm is huge."

"Yeah, but not as much as Zack,"  I say as I relax.

"Yeah, that's true.  Your little brother is pretty damn big, isn't he?' Chris pauses midthought.  'I know we've been friends for a long time, so you don't have to answer if you don't want to.  If you don't, then I'll never ask again.  But have you ever messed around with him?"

My ears perked up with a happy expression, which gave me away without saying a word.  Chris sees it and smiles at me, but it doesn't stop me from answering his question.  "Yeah, we've been doing it for years now."

Chris nods his head and starts to snicker.  "Sorry, I wasn't laughing at you, Alex.  I was just thinking how nice it must be to get it whenever you want."

I let out a pleasant sigh.  "It's nice when our mother is at work.  But extremely frustrating when she's at home."

"Yeah, I bet," he adds.

"You know I just had this conversation with a few buddies from school," I say.
"I'm guessing it went well?" Chris asks.

I nod.  "Yeah, but they haven't met him yet."

"Damn, they'll be in for a surprise," says Chris.

"This is kind of embarrassing, but when I was younger, I had a crush on you," I say as my ears dip.

"Oh, and now?" Chris asks.

"I let it go once you started chasing after the females.  But I never stopped thinking about being with you.' I said with a pause.  'Before we get started, can I show you something first?"

"Sure, Alex, anything."

"You don't like guys as I do, so you may not like it.  But it will show you how I feel about you,' I say with a chuckle.  'But first, you'll need to take your clothes off."

Chris complies and hangs his clothes next to mine on the wall.  I don't hide it as I look him over.  He's shorter than me with far less muscle, but he has a cute, twink body.  His yellow fur and floppy ears show off the lab in him.  The patch of white on his chest tells you he's a mix.  He has the boxy body of a lab with the lean muscles of a greyhound.

I don't say anything, which only adds to his confusion.  A moment later, what I wanted to show him becomes apparent as my sheath begins to plump up.  Chris stares at my crotch as my sheath expands and the red tip of my cock pushes through the opening.

I let out a soft moan as my sheath flows around my knot.  I pull it back to pop it free.  A few seconds later, I'm as hard as a rock.  "This is how I feel about you, Chris.  Looking at you was all it took to get me hard."

Chris slams into me and wraps his arms around me.  He slides his muzzle under my chin and begins to whimper.  I hug him tight.  Neither of us says a thing.  Chris gets quiet, but neither of us wants to let go.  I decided to snap him out of it in another way.

I slide my hands down the length of his back and keep going.  One hand grips a buttock, and then the other.  I squeeze and lift, and his eyes light up in surprise.  He smiles at me, and I smile back.  His tail strikes my hands as it begins to wag.

"I'm sorry for ignoring you for all those years, Alex," says Chris with a shaky voice.

I pat his head as I say.  "I know Chris.  We're all just a bunch of dumb teenagers.  The important thing is we're back together again."

"Thanks, Alex.  I have one request," says Chris.

"Oh, what's that?" I ask.

"I know we're friends and all, but I've never messed around with another guy before,' he says hesitantly.  'Do you mind if we do it in the dark?"

I smile at him.  "No, not at all."

I grab the bottle of lube from my bag and ask.  "Do you bite?" 

Chris shakes his head and follows me into the enormous shower.  I set the bottle on a bench and turned to the touch screen.  "Do you want the water on?" I ask.

"Yeah, sure," he says.

I set the temperature to high and the water level to a light rain.  I activate the voice commands and say, "Lights off, water on."

The lights dim slowly, and the room is plunged into darkness.  There's a slight shutter, and a dozen sprayers above our heads begin to rain lightly.  It's lukewarm at first, but it quickly heats up.  A sliver of light sneaks in from underneath the door leading to the hallway, but that can't be helped.

"I won't be insulted if all you want to do is fuck," I say quietly in the darkness.

"Normally, that's all I'm into.  But that was with bitches I didn't care about.  But I care about you too much to fuck and forget," says Chris.

"Do you want to lead?" I ask.

"Normally, I would, but I've never done it with a guy before," says Chris hesitantly.

"I've got a bit more experience at this than you do, so how about I do my best to make you feel good," I say.

"Alright," says Chris nervously.

"Just let me know if you want me to stop," I add.

"I will, and if I like it, can I ask for more?"

I laugh at his sudden enthusiasm.  "Sure, Chris."

I find my friend in the darkness.  It's my turn to feel him up.  I caress his chest and work my way lower.  I kneel in front of him.  My hands flow to the most obvious destination.  I let my experience guide me.  

I know how to make a guy feel good.  I sniff at Chris's crotch, loud enough for him to hear me.  I put my nose under his balls and get a giggle out of him.  I massage his inner thighs as I give him a few playful licks.       

I know I'm doing something right.  The soft rain is subtle but doesn't drown out Chris's soft moans.  I put my tongue to use.  I lick at the tip of his sheat, and it instantly goes from firm to hard.  A moment later, I taste pre.  I welcome his cock into my mouth.  I work my tongue over his lengthening shaft.  I squeeze his ass, and I'm rewarded with a surge of pre.  I pull back to lap it up, which only makes more leak out of him.

I take his length into my muzzle and do what I do best.  I taste him with every motion.  It's almost too easy.  I realize he hasn't had anyone since the incident at the party over 9 months ago.  I can barely last a few days.  I couldn't imagine going without it for that long.

I want to give him more than just a blow job.  I want him to do what a horny dog does best.  I rise to my feet.  I pet his hard belly and work my way higher.  I lean against him and get my arms around him.  I pull against his back with enough force to lift him off his feet.  

Chris's arms wrap around my neck.  I don't say a thing as I sniff playfully at his neck.  My muzzle meets his.  I greet him as a wolf, and he greets me as a dog.  We greet each other as friends who've been apart for far too long.

I set him down on the large bed-size bench in the center of the room.  We sink into the gel padding.  I wipe water from my eyes.  The shower is quickly turning into a steam bath.  

I could give him my tail, and he'd probably take it, but I don't want this to end that quickly.  I want him to know what I can give him even if he's not into other males.  I roll onto my back.  I find him in the darkness and give him a gentle tug.  He takes the hint and gets on top of me.  My hands flow up his arms as though I'm pleading for his affections.

Chris hesitates, and I know why.  I caress the side of his face, and he leans into it.  What he does next caught me off, guard.  He collapses onto my chest, holds me tightly, and begins to sob.  I pet his wet head and stroke his floppy ears.  

His cries turn to a whimper, and he's able to speak.  "Sorry, Alex," he half sobs.

"It's alright, Chris," I say as I play with his floppy ear.

"It's just none of the females I was with were ever this nice to me."

"We'll we are friends," I add.

"Yeah, but it's more than that.  You actually care about me.  None of them ever did," he sobs.

"Maybe you should stick with guys then," I say jokingly.

Chris lifts his head from my chest and laughs.  "Well, so far, you're a hell of a lot better at this than any of them ever were."

"Really?" I ask with a light chuckle to soften the mood.

"Yeah,' he says with a pause.  'I know I can trust you, Alex, but this is still kinda embarrassing."

"Oh, what's that?" I ask.

"I can feel your strength.  You're too big for me to be the male.  Would you mind taking that spot," he asks me.

"Sure, Chris, but I still want you to fuck me." I insist.

Chris laughs.  "I can do that."

Chris is right about my size.  I'm not as big as my brother, but I have him beat considerably.  I assume the role he wants me to play, but I do it gently.  There's a big difference between taking charge and being rough; I know he's not ready for that.

I don't want to get on top of him.  I have a feeling that would be too much.  I compromise and go halfway as I push Chris onto his side.  I jab him with my nose as I feel him up.  He giggles and joins me.  

I lick at his muzzle.  The darkness must be making it easy because he licks me back.  It took some coaxing, but he let my tongue inside his mouth.  It's soft and slow as we exchange licks.  I play with his cock and signal that I want him inside me.

He's experienced enough to know what I want.  I find the bottle of lube in the steam-filled darkness.  I lube him up and get on all fours.  My wagging tail hits him as he gets behind me.

He hesitates.  "Go on, Chris, I want it.  You can be as rough as you want."

I hear an "Okay," followed by hands on my rump.

His body moves behind me.  He leans over me.  The tip of his cock finds its target in the darkness.  He grips my hips and pushes forward.  The tip breaks through my ring, and he pauses as though he's unsure if I can take more. 

"Go on, Chris fuck me," I demand.

Chris laughs and pushes deeper.  He hilts me up to his knot.  Instincts take over, and he begins to thrust.  I moan to encourage him to give me more, and he does.  

Chris's chest falls on my back.  His arms wrap around my ribs.  I know what he's about to do.  His knot presses between my cheeks and keeps going.  The pressure builds as he pries me open with his knot.  I love this moment, but he doesn't know that as he pops his knot inside me.

My ring clamps tight behind his knot.  Chris pants in my ears.  I don't know if he's tired or if it's because of the heat.  He squirms as his knot expands inside me.  

Chris nuzzles me affectionately.  I get the sense he's needed this for a long time.  He starts slow but quickly picks up the pace.  He groans as his hips slap against my rear.  I sway with his movements as he shows me his strength.  

It doesn't matter that he's straight; I know when another male is about to cum.  Chris shudders as if right on cue.  He bucks his hips into me as he empties his balls inside me.  

Chris finishes and collapses on my back.  His weight falls on me, and I hold him up.  We're tied together.  We aren't going anywhere.  He hugs me hard and doesn't let go.  I get the sense he's overjoyed he still has a friend.

Chris squeezes me and nuzzles my neck.  I relent and lower myself onto the squishy gel pad.  Chris pulls at my shoulder.  I take the hint and roll onto my side.  He drops his muzzle onto my neck and rubs at me like an excited pup.

"You know, Alex, I think this has been the best sex I've ever had," says Chris confidently.

I can't help but laugh.  "I never would have imagined you'd find a big muscular guy that enjoyable."

He nuzzles me again.  "I know, right?  Even with the lights out, I still know you're a guy.  This might sound silly, but I think it's because we're friends."

"Or it might be because I'm really good at having sex with other males," I say with a boastful laugh.

It's Chris's turn to laugh.  "Or it could be that," he adds.

"Hey, you don't have to, but would you mind jerking me off?" I ask pleadingly.

Chris's hand goes lower.  A giggle escapes his throat as he grips my cock.  "You know Alex, I've never touched another guy's cock before."

"And you've never fucked one before either," I say teasingly.

Chris giggles in my ear as his hand slides up and down my shaft.  He grips my knot.  I let out a soft moan as he gives it a squeeze.  

Chris's hand falls away just as things start to get good.  He strokes my chest and nuzzles me with his muzzle.  "Alex, I'd like to give it a try."

I can't hide the surprise in my voice.  "You mean you want me to fuck you?"

I feel him nodding against my face even though I can't see him in the darkness.  "Yeah, I do.  Unless it's with you, chances are I'll never do this again.  I like you too much to not at least try it."

"Alright, Chris, but first, you'll need to get your knot out of my ass." 

Chris giggles in my ear as he leans into me and gives me an experimental thrust.  He's rock-hard.  He'll be stuck inside me for at least 15 minutes.

The darkness adds to the feeling of intimacy.  The hot rain is soothing and energizing.  Neither of us says anything as we relax and enjoy the moment together.

Chris is soft enough; I can feel it.  He pulls out with a soft pop.  He lets out a surprised yelp as I shove him onto his back.  I squeeze his thighs as my hands flow towards his crotch.  He didn't expect the full service from another male as I licked him clean.

"Can I lube you up?" Chris asks me.

"Sure," I say.

Chris finds the bottle in the darkness.  I hear his hands splashing on the gel pad as he searches for me in the darkness.  He bumps against my thigh.  Chris surprises me with what he does next.  The bottle lands with a wet thud on the mattress-sized bench.  His clawed hands flow lightly up my thighs.  His grip tightens with purpose as he explores the muscles in my legs.

Both of his hands encompass my right thigh as he tries to gauge the amount of muscle in my leg.  I flex and hold the pose.  His hands flow in and around each bulging strand of muscle.  "You know I don't like guys, Alex.  I feel kinda embarrassed even saying this.  But you're my friend.  I never thought I would, but I really like the feel of your muscles."

"You think you might be bi?" I ask plainly.

If he's shaking his head, I can't see it.  "No, I don't think so.  We like each other, so that makes this easier.  I think it's your animal magnetism that makes this enjoyable."

"That, and I like a bit of foreplay with my sex," I say playfully.

"Yeah, you're much better in that department than any of the birches I've fucked," says Chris bluntly as he pops the cap on the bottle of lube.

I lean back as Chris lubes me up.  The bottle makes a soft thud as he tosses it into the corner of the room.  I get to my feet and find him in the darkness.  I caress my friend's chest.  To my surprise, he leans in and does the same to me.

The rough pads on his hands flow over my thick pecs.  I have far more muscle than he does.  "Damn, Alex, you have a lot more muscle than I do."

I grip his waist and pull him onto me.  I drop my muzzle against the top of his head to emphasize my greater size.  "Well, since you're straight, it'll be hard for me not to make you feel like a bitch.  Are you sure you still want me to fuck you?" I ask.

"Yeah, I do, Alex, but only because it's you," he whispers.

"Alright, Chris, I promise I'll be gentle."

I find his muzzle and give him a lick.  I make it obvious what I want.  I push my tongue between his lips, and he lets me inside.  I grip the back of his head as I explore the inside of his mouth.  Chris isn't shy.  He's just never made out with a guy before.  I give him a few playful licks, and he takes the hint.  I take his tongue into my muzzle.  

His eagerness for more grows steadily.  I never would have expected him to go this far.  I suck on his tongue.  I can tell he's never had anyone do that to him before.

I grab hold of Chris's ass and lift him off his feet while we trade saliva.  I show him my strength while I set him down on the mattress.  I push him down and get on top of him.  We lock our muzzles together again.

As much as I'd like to dominate the situation, I know it'll be too much for his first time with another guy.  Instead, I roll Chris onto his side and get my arms around him.  

I whisper in his ear, "Are you ready?"

"Yeah."

Chris fidgets as I slide the tip of cock between his cheeks.  I press against his hole and wait for his reaction.  As expected, he tenses but doesn't recoil from something probing at his backdoor.  I apply a little pressure.  He squirms, but I hug him tighter.  I nuzzle him with my muzzle as I push into his anus.

I slowly push in a few inches and stop.  "How does that feel?" I ask out of concern.

Chris laughs.  "You know, I never thought I'd have a guy's dick inside me.  But you know what, it's not that bad."
I take that as my cue to continue.  Chris is a virgin in this department.  I go slowly as I push deeper.  He groans as I hilt him up to my knot.  "Damn, Chris, you're so tight.  I'll give you a few to get used to it."

"Thanks, Alex."

I give him a few minutes before I pull back and slide back in again.  Chris moans as I give him a few more slow thrusts.  I go slow with the intent of stretching him out.  The faster I go, the more it'll hurt.

I listen to Chris's moans as I pick up the pace.  "I'm going to knot you.  Are you ready, Chris?"

"Yeah, I'm ready.  Go for it," he says confidently.

I know he isn't.  I don't want to scare him off, so I plan to make it quick.  I tighten my grip.  I give one swift thrust.  Chris yelps as my knot goes in.  I hug him as the pressure around my knot stimulates it to expand.  

Chris doesn't need to be gay to know what comes next.  My cock is buried deep inside him.  His insides are no match for my rigid member.  I can only imagine what he must be feeling.

I pick up the pace with the intent of depositing my load inside him.  Chris's moans grow louder the closer I get.  The moment comes, and I can't help but thrust harder than I should.  Chris groans with me as I'm taken by one orgasm after another.

I can feel the volume of hot semen building up inside my childhood friend.  It slickens his insides, and my cock slides with ease as I finish filling him.  I collapse and lean against Chris's back.  He knows what comes next.  I lick at his ear and spoon him with my cock buried inside him.

I hug and nuzzle him as I'm hit with the occasional orgasm.  I start to get soft as I say, "So how was it?"

"You know, I wish we'd done this sooner.  Maybe I wouldn't have become so obsessed with the females," says Chris.

"Well, my tail is always up for you whenever you're feeling horny," I say as I give him a squeeze.

"Thanks, Alex, and yeah, I'll definitely take you up on that.  And I'll definitely let you fuck me again," he adds.

"It was that good?" I ask teasingly.

"Yeah, it was a lot more fun than I imagined it would be.  And I think you can be a little rough next time if you want," he says.
"I didn't want to scare you off, so I was gentle, but next time I'll make you my bitch," I say teasingly.

* * *

We ended up taking longer than I intended.  We cleaned up, and I found Zack, Vance, and Xander in the breakroom.  Hue had gone home.  The three of them snicker, and Chris's ears twitch in embarrassment.

I come up from behind Chris.  I get my arms around him and say.  "He's still straight, so be nice to him, guys."

Zack smiles at Chris.  "Can we at least cuddle with you sometime, Chris?"

Chris nods shyly.  "Yeah, I might like that."

I teasingly sneak my hand under Chris's shirt and rub his belly.  "You going back to working out?"

Chris looks over his shoulder at me, embarrassed by the public display of affection.  "Yeah."

I give him a firm hug and don't let go.  "I think we all would like to see you with big muscles,' I tease him.  I soften my grip only to renew my hug.  I pout softly on his shoulder.  'I'm so glad you're back, Chris."

Chris wipes tears from his eyes as he says, "Thanks, Alex."

I release my grip.  Zack and Vance take turns hugging Chris.  Xander walks up, wanting to join in.  Chris gives him a hug even though he hardly knows him.

We leave Chris to continue with his workout.  We say goodnight to Kevin as we step into the cool night air.  Vance picks up his little brother and cradles him in his arms.  Judging from Vance's playful expression, he intends to carry him home.

"Hey, do you guys mind if we spend the night?" I ask.

Vance turns to me just as he boops his brother's nose with his own.  "Of course, Alex!  Honestly, I wish you'd stay every night."

"Come on, I'll give you two a ride," I say.

Vance sets his little brother down.  Xander walks up to me and asks, "Will you sleep with me again, Alex?"

I snicker at his choice of words.  I pat him on his head.  "Sure, Xander."
I park in front of their house.  Silvia and Rodger were pleasantly surprised to see us.  They invited us to stay for dinner.  I didn't argue as they insisted we didn't need to pay them.

I texted our mother to let her know we were staying the night at Vance's.  I needed someplace quiet, so I set up my laptop in the spare room and started on my homework.  About an hour in, she responded with a simple, 'ok,' and nothing else.

It's almost 10 o'clock.  I've had enough, and I have to get up early tomorrow.  Xander already took a shower a few hours ago.  Zack and Vance were in there for quite a while.  Everyone in the house knew what they were up to, but it was better they did it in the shower than make a mess on his bed.

"Hey Alex, could I talk to you about something?" asks Rodger.

I say, "Sure," with a curious expression as I follow Vance's father into the garage.

We're along.  Rodger sees the worried look on my face and adds, "Don't worry, this isn't anything bad.' My expression softens, and he continues.  'I know Xander is gay.  That's pretty obvious now.  It's also obvious he has a crush on you."

I nod my head.  "Yeah, I figured that out too."

"Do you like him?" he asks.

I nod my head again.  "Yeah, I like him a lot."

It's Rodger's turn to nod his head.  "I can see how close you are with Zack.  This might sound weird, but I want Vance and Xander to have the same thing." 

I stare at him, almost unable to believe what he's saying, and he continues.  "I know Vance is too big for him.  It'll be years before they'll get there.  There's no benefit to waiting," he pauses in mid-thought.

"What exactly are you saying?" I ask.

"I see how much Xander likes you.  I think he'll be a lot happier if he has a friend he can have fun with," says Rodger with a bashful smirk.

I realize where he's going with this.  Judging from his expression, this is an uncomfortable thing for a father to ask.  "I like him a lot.  And you're right; there's no benefit to waiting.  It's up to him, but I'll see if he's interested."

Rodger puts his hand on my shoulder.  "I know he will be, but just to make things clear, I'm giving you permission to have sex with him.  That is if you want to."

I smile at him.  "Can we stay the night tomorrow?"

Rodger gives me a big cat grin and says, "Sure."

I leave the garage.  I promised to spend the night with Xander in his bed.  I stick my head into Vance's room and say goodnight to the two enormous beasts as they cuddle with each other.

Xander is excited as I step into his room.  I don't say a word as I pull my shirt off.  I let Xander stare at me.  It's obvious he likes muscular guys.  I grab hold of his shirt and pull it over his head.  I turn the lights off and climb into his bed, inviting him to join me.

The mattress shakes as the little mountain lion nestled against me.  I rolled onto my back and pulled him halfway onto my chest.  Xander rests his head on my chest and begins to purr.  He strokes the side of my chest with his free hand.

I get my arm around him and stroke his back, and his purring grows even louder.  I'm tired, and it's late, but I can't resist giving him a moment of peace.  

The room is dim.  Some light sneaks in from the nightlight in the hallway.   I stare at the ceiling and relive the conversation I just had with Xander's dad.  I understand his reasoning.  The more I think about it, the more I realize I wish I had a parent like him.

"Night, Xander," I say as I pet his head.

"Night Alex."

* * *

The alarm clock goes off.  I find myself wrapped around Xander as though I'm protecting him from danger.  I roll over and give it a smack.  Xander moans in protest.  I pull him onto my chest for some last-minute cuddles before it goes off again.

A night's sleep has recharged me.  I can't help it as I think about having sex with him.  The fact that his father gave me permission stirs my thoughts.  I begin to feel something wet on my chest.  I look down to see Xander drooling on me.  It must run in the family, as Vance does the same thing.  I slide his tongue back inside his mouth and push his muzzle shut.  

I calmly stroke his back while I stretch the stiffness from my legs.  I pet him slowly and pick up on the thin layer of muscle in his back.  He's only 14, but I can feel his potential.  The alarm clock goes off again, and I shut it off.

"Come on, Xander, it's time to get up," I say as I heft him in my arms and set his feet on the floor.

We get dressed and put on a pot of coffee for everyone.  The scent fills the house.  We sit at the table as Zack and Vance join us, followed by his parents.  I look around the table as coffee brings everyone out of their persistent sleepiness.  I smile to myself as the feeling of a real family washes over me.

I have a 20-minute drive ahead of me.  I say goodbye to everyone and head out the door.  I remain focused throughout the day, even with Adin and Badir sitting beside me.  I go to lunch with them and wish I didn't have to leave them.

March will officially be over in a few days.  The sky is partly sunny.  It's a nice relief from the nonstop rain we had last week.  I say hello to Kevin.  I change clothes and join everyone at the gym except for Hue, who's at work. 

I mess with Chris as I give him a hug.  I want to give him a lick, but I stop myself from embarrassing him too much.  The next few hours flew by.  I caught Vance taking a short 5-minute breather.  I motioned for him to follow me, and he did.  

Vance followed me to the breakroom, which is almost always empty.  "Hey, did you're dad talk to you about Xander?" I ask.

"What, no?" says Vance curiously.

I retell Vance what his father told me.  "You're my friend, Vance, and so is Xander, but he's your brother, and that comes first.  I'm not going to do anything with him unless you're okay with it."

"No, my dad is right.  I'd end up hurting him if I had sex with him right now.  He needs to do a lot more growing before it would fit.  But he deserves to have someone he can be with, and I know he likes you a lot, so go ahead," says Vance.

"Thanks, Vance.  So do you think you and him will you know?" I trail off.

"Have sex?  Yeah, I think so, eventually.  But my dad is right; he doesn't deserve to wait that long.  But there are other things we can do in the meantime.  Plus, I think all of us would like it if we were one big happy family."

I start to tear up at the mention of family, and I can't keep it from my voice.  "Yeah, me too, Vance,' I say, pausing to catch my breath.  'Say, I was thinking about everyone getting together this Friday to watch a movie.  That includes Simon, Jacob, and Chris.  I'd like to get those three together so Chris can make up with them.  I don't think it's something he can do with a text," I say.

"That sounds like a great idea, Alex.  I'd like to get the old gang together.  And I'd like to see them makeup."

"Saturday, I'm going to take Zack to meet Adin and Badir," I add.

Vance laughs, "That'll be fun."
"Yeah, they'll be in for a surprise," I say.

Xander was ecstatic when I told him we'd be spending the night again.  I sent my mother a text to let her know.  I know she will get suspicious sooner or later if she isn't already.  But at this point, I don't much care anymore.  We have less than three months to go before we can move out.  Even if she makes our lives miserable, she won't be doing it for much longer.

We were invited to have dinner again.  I'm starting to like fish.  I know I need to do something to make it up to them.  Everyone in the house except Xander knows about my talk with his father.  I finished my homework early.  It was only 8 o'clock when I entered Xander's room and closed the door behind me.  

Xander squirms on his bed as he hides behind the large sketch pad he's drawing on.  "Can I take a peak?" I ask.

Xander is embarrassed but reluctantly hands it over.  I take a look at the drawing, and to my surprise, it's of me.  The top half is partially finished, but the bottom is only rough outlines.  I realize why he's embarrassed, as he obviously intended to draw me naked. 

I hand it back, not daring to flip it to the previous page.  "That's pretty good, Xander," I say, watching him light up at the compliment.

I sit on his bed, and Xander scoots over to make room.  "I closed the door because I need to talk to you about something,' He gives me a confused and worried look, and I continue.  'I know you're gay, and I think it's safe to say you have a crush on me."

Xander looks like he's about to cry.  He thinks this will be bad news, so I hurriedly add.  "Don't worry, Xander, I have a crush on you too."

"You do?" he asks as his expression lifts.

I nod my head.  "Yeah, but there's one thing you need to know.  My brother will always come first.  But that doesn't mean we can't have a relationship."

His ears perk up with growing excitement.  "Really?"

"Yeah, but I'm also with Vance and my friends Adin and Badir.  But I still have room for more if you want it,"  I say.

"Yeah, I do, Alex," says Xander seriously.

"Okay, just keep in mind I'm not exclusive," I say.

Xander nods his head.  "Yeah, I know."

"I'm gay.  My brother and you're brother are gay.  I'm here if there's anything you'd like to talk about.  But I have a feeling you'd rather do other things than talk," I say teasingly.

Xander's ears perk up at what I'm hinting at.  "I do like you, Xander.  But I also have five years of experience on you.  If you like, I can share some of it with you."

Xander looks like a deer caught in the headlights.  All he can do is look at me and nod.  He's nervous.  I scoot closer and lean in.  I brush my muzzle against his in a wolfish greeting.  I lean back, and he snaps out of it slowly.

I speak softly.  "I realize you've never fooled around with another guy before.  We can go as slow or fast as you want, or we can spend the night cuddling and talking if you'd like."

Xander hands me his notepad and quietly says.  "Turn it to the previous page."

I do as he says and find a lifelike and incredibly detailed drawing of me lying on a bed naked.  I have a seductive expression, and I'm lightly touching my erect cock.  

"Was I close?" he asked regarding the size of my cock.

"Actually, I think I might be a bit bigger,' I say teasingly.  Xander gives me a nervous look, and I feel I know why.  'Everyone knows you're gay, Xander.  Your dad talked with me.  He knows you have a crush on me.  He asked me if I felt the same way, and I do.  He doesn't want to see you figuring things out the hard way.  He gave me permission to give you the kind of relationship you want, that is, if you want it.  And Vance did as well."

Xander nods his head slowly.  "Yeah, I do, Alex."

"It's just you've never messed around with another guy before," I say.

He nods his head.

"Would you like to take thi ngs slow?" I ask.

He nods his head again.  "I've thought about it a lot, and I'd like to you know..."

Xander trails off, unable to finish his thought.  I decide to put things out in the open and see where it goes.  "I'd like to have sex with you, Xander, and I'd like you to have sex with me.  If you let me, I'd like to make your first time memorable."

His expression brightens.  "Can we go all the way?" he asks.

"Sure, Xander," I say softly.

"Can I tell you something?" he asks me.
"Of course," I say with a soft smile.

"I've thought about being with you, especially when you're in bed with me.  What it might be like.  I think I want you to go first," he says with growing confidence.

I reach out and stroke his cheek, and he leans into it.  "Don't worry, I'll fuck you, but you need to go first.  You'll understand why.  For now, how about I teach you the basics."

I get off his bed and remove my shirt.  "Go ahead, Xander, take it in."

I show off with a few poses, and he can't look away.  

"I know you're not as big as Vance, but damn, Alex, you have some big muscles," Xander says softly.

"You like it?" I ask.

Xander nods his head.  "Yeah, and I love to draw it."

I smile as I unbuckle my shorts.  His eyes light up as I slide them downwards.  I intentionally let them catch on the muscles in my legs.  I shake my hips, and they fall to the floor.  I step and kick them out of the way.  

Xander's eyes light up.  I turn to the side to put my sheath on display.  I strike a few poses, and a bulge grows in his shorts.  I creep up to him.  I lift Xander's feet onto the bed and climb over him. 

I look down at him.  "Go ahead, Xander, pet me."

Xander giggles as he runs his clawed feline hands over my furry chest.  His fingers trace the shape of my pecs.  I flex at him, and he jumps.

"Oh wow, Alex, do that again," he says excitedly.

I tighten my chest.  My pecs lift upwards, and takes his hands along for the ride.

"Wow, Alex, I really like your muscles."

It's my turn to giggle.  "Thanks, Xander, but if you really like muscular guys, then I can think of two who have a lot more than me.  And by the way, you can pet the rest of me, too," I say with a teasing smirk.

In more ways than one, I'm the alpha in this situation.  Without asking, I reach down and grab hold of his shirt.  Xander doesn't resist as I put it over his head.  I unzipped his shorts, pulled them down past his hips, and tossed them to the floor.  

As I suspected, he has an erection.  He's still got a lot of growing to do, but he didn't inherit the same genes as his older brother.  I guess that he's maybe 5 inches at most.  His cock is pink, and his bards are normal for a feline.
 
I give the small mountain lion an affectionate smile as I lean forward.  I sniff at his crotch to give him some ideas of what's to come.

We take turns exploring each other's bodies.  Xander doesn't have too many curves to caress, but that will change as he continues to grow.  On the other hand, I have more than enough to keep him busy.

"I'd like to show you how to use your mouth,' I say.  'But first, I think you deserve to see what I have inside my sheath."

Xander looks at me excitedly.  I lean back and spread my legs.  I invited him to do the work.  Xander takes the hint.  His hand shakes as he places it on my sheath.  He's nervous, so he goes slow.

"If you want to play with my balls, go ahead.  It's all part of the fun," I say.

Xander snickers as his hand slides between my legs.  My sack spills out of his hand.  He lifts upwards gently as he begins to comprehend my prowess as a male.

"How much can you make?" Xander asks me with a sly grin.

I laugh lightly, "About 10 ounces.  But you'll find that out soon enough."

Xander's hand slides up the length of my sheath.  As inexperienced as he is, he knows what to do.  I moan as my body gives into his caress.  My sheath expands with the shape of what's growing inside it.  The red tip of my cock pries out of the opening.

As I expected, Xander isn't prepared for what he sees.  It's one thing to fantasize about it, but something else to see it in person.  My erection comes on quickly.  10 and a half inches of wolfhood lifts into the air and bulges with expanding stiffness.

"Wow, Alex, your cock is huge!"

"Don't get too excited.  I know two furs who have me beat," I say with a smirk.

Xander doesn't resist as I push him onto the mattress and get on top of him.  I get low and sniff at his neck.  I nuzzle him with my muzzle.  I rear up to look him in his eyes.  I lean in and lick his lips.

I lean back to see a look of curiosity on his face.  I return for another try, but he's slow to catch on.  "Xander, open your mouth," I whisper.
Xander complies and opens wide.  It makes me laugh, but I decide to work with it.  I lick his lips.  He partially closes his mouth.  I work my tongue through the gap.  My tongue surges forward.  I find Xander's smaller and shorter tongue inside his mouth.  Our tongues twist together.

I let my experience guide me.  I pull back and wait until his look tells me he wants more.  I go back slowly.  I lick at his muzzle, and he welcomes me inside.

I show Xander the difference between a wolf's muzzle and a mountain lion's.  We trade places.  I get on my back and encourage him to be assertive.  "Come on, Xander, I'm your friend.  I won't bite."

Xander leans in and rubs his muzzle against mine.  He licks, and I part my lips.  We kiss slowly.  Our muzzles lock together.  He finds his way inside my jaws.  

I have fun showing him the basics.  I lick his cock to give him something to think about for next time.  My experience tells me when it's time to move from foreplay to the real thing.  I lube him up.  My tail wags in his face as he gets on my back.  

"Go ahead, Xander," I say.

Xander finds my pucker and pushes in.  He pauses as his cock is greeted with a new sensation.  He pulls back, and instinct takes over.  His barbs are shorter than his older brother's but more than long enough to do what they were made for.  

I moan as his barbs scrap my insides.  His pace quickens until he's thrusting with intention.  His strength is nothing compared to my own.  I remain in place like an unmovable object.

Xander climaxes right on cue.  He gives me what he has to offer.  He empties his ball inside me.  He doesn't have a knot.  He pulls out and collapses onto my back.  I let him rest.

The afterglow takes him, and Xander begins to purr.  "It's your turn, Alex."

"First, I need to clean you up."

Xander rolls off my back.  I get between his legs and lick him clean.  What little he deposited in me remained inside.  I let Xander lube me up.  I give him some last-minute foreplay.  I flex and let him feel my muscles.  I lift him and set him on his bed.  I climb in after him.  

Xander prompts himself up on all fours and lifts his tail for me.  I sniff at his rear.  He shakes as I pry his cheeks apart and lick at his pucker.

I lean back and rub his rear with both hands.  "I told you I'd make this a memorable first time."

Xander snickers.  "Yeah, you did, Alex."

"I'll be gentle, but I'm big enough; this will probably hurt at first," I say.

"I trust you, Alex."

I give his rear a soft slap, and he turns to me with an excited and playful look.  I get on top of him.  I hold myself up as I lower my chest onto his back.  I bring my hips forward.  The tip pokes against his rear.  I find his crack and then his hole.  I slowly push the tip in, and he groans from the new experience.

I push harder, pry him open, and he moans louder.  I drive a few inches inside him and ask.  "How are you doing?  Does it hurt?  Do you need a moment?"

"Yeah, it hurts, but I'm good.  Keep going," he says.

Xander is a virgin.  He's tight, but furs were designed to be good at sex.  I push in up to my knot and hold.  "Just tell me when it stops hurting."

"You know, Alex, I never imagined I'd have your cock inside me," says Xander.

I lean forward and rub my muzzle along the side of his face.  "And now that you do, how do you like it," I ask.

"It feels weird.  I know I'll get used to it, but I like weird.  It hurts, but I like that too."

"Oh."

Xander chuckles to himself.  "I never thought my first time would be with a guy more than twice my size.  Then you throw in the fact that you're totally ripped.  Sure, it hurts for now.  I just like that it's your cock inside me."

I hug Xander while I give him a moment.  I let him feel the size of my body as I wrap myself around him.  After a while, I pull back and push back in slowly.  He groans, and I keep up the pace to help stretch him out.

I withdraw further and further while slowly increasing in speed.  I decided to give him something else to think about for next time.  "I'd like to fuck you so hard your feet don't touch the ground, but I don't want to hurt you, Xander.  Are you ready for more?" I ask.

"Yeah, Alex, are you going to knot me?  I want you to knot me," he says enthusiastically.

I brush my muzzle against his face.  "Yeah, but first, I need to loosen you up a little more.  I'm going to thrust with a bit more force, and then I'm going to knot you.  You'll feel it when I'm about to tie with you.  My knot will hurt a lot when it goes in, but I'll make it quick."

I start again.  Xander groans beneath me as I give him more of my strength.  I don't want it to end too quickly, so I slow down and come to a stop.  I can't help but relive some of the over-the-top dialog I used to do with Zack.

I nip at Xander's ears.  "Do you like having me on top of you?  Do you like having me inside of you?"

Xander nods his head.  "It feels like I'm surrounded by muscle."

"That's because you are," I say boastfully.

"I still can't believe I have your cock inside me.  I never imagined this would feel so good," he says.

That's my cue to start again.  I pull back and slam him hard.  Xander moans beneath me but shows no sign of discomfort.  I hit him over and over.  I tighten my grip and give one powerful thrust.  My knot breaks through his ring in one swift motion.  Xander lets out a momentary yelp.

I squeeze him with my arms and legs.  "If you focus, you can feel my  knot growing inside you."

I wait for it.  "Oh damn, Alex, I can feel your knot getting bigger," says Xander with an excited huff.

I let him enjoy the sensation of his guts being forcibly stretched.  "There, now I'm tied with you.  How does it feel?" I ask.

"I can feel you inside me, Alex.  And your cock is so hot.  I like it.  It feels amazing," he says.

I lick playfully at his ears.  "Just relax, and I'll show you how much cum I can make."

Xander giggles as I thrust slowly.  I intentionally pull back too far so he can feel my knot pulling at his back door.  Xander groans as I thrust with increasing speed.  My balls churn with anticipation.  The moment comes.  I blast semen into the small mountain lion beneath me.  I slam into him with each orgasm.  There's not a lot of extra room inside him, and I quickly fill the tight space.

My balls pulse as I cum inside my little feline friend.  I finished with the first round and collapsed onto his back.  He can't hold up my weight for long.  I lick at his muzzle as I say, "Am I heavy?"

"Yeah, Alex, you weigh a ton," says Xander with a grunt.

I relent and roll onto my side.  He has no choice but to come with me.  "That's because of all the muscle,' I tease as I lick at him some more.  I hug him as I lay my muzzle against the top of his head.  'I'm still cumming if you focus, you can feel it."

A milder orgasm hits me, and I give him a quick jab.  Xander purrs.  "Damn, Alex, I can feel it inside me.  You really do make a lot, don't you?"

I don't say anything as I cuddle with him.  I let Xander purr contently.  I let him enjoy my body heat, both inside and out, as I slowly pump more semen into him.

Over 20 minutes go by.  I can feel my cock getting soft, and I realize I have a problem.  There's no way I'm pulling out on his bed.  I see his phone resting on his nightstand, which gives me an idea.  "Hey, Xander, so we have a slight problem."

"What's that?" he says between purrs.

"If I pull out, I'll make a huge mess,' He looks at me with an unconcerned look.  'We could put a bunch of towels down.  Or I can carry you to the bathroom, and we can pop the cork in there.  And I can wash you while we're in there, and you can wash me."

"That sounds like a fun idea," he adds.

I laugh softly in his ears.  "Only the problem is I don't think you want your parents to see me carrying you down the hallway with my dick stuck in your ass."

Xander laughs at the thought.  "No, probably not.  I know they don't care as long as they don't see it, but that might be a bit much for them to ignore."

I hand Xander his phone.  "How about you call your brother and have him tell us if the coast is clear?"

"Alright," says Xander.

Xander calls Vance and explains our situation.  I hear him laughing on the other end and from the next room over.  A moment, there's a knock at the door.  I wrap my arms around Xander and hold him against my chest as I lift myself from his bed.  I carry him across the room with my cock still buried in his ass.  

Xander grabs the knob and slowly pries the door open.  The head of a huge mountain lion peaks in through the crack with a wicked smile.  "Not one word, Vance," says Xander sternly.

Vance is about to bust out laughing but stifles it with a fang-filled grin.  "The coast is clear," he says, unable to stop grinning.

I walk calmly but quickly down the hallway with Xander in my arms.  Vance shuts the door behind us.  I carry Xander into the large walk-in shower and kneel down until his paws touch the tiled floor.  My cock is erect but soft.  There's an audible pop as I pull out.  My reproductive fluid pours out of his stretched hole.  

I cup my hand under his tail, and it fills with cum.  I stand up, and Xander turns to me as I show him what I'm holding.  "Want a taste?"

He grabs my wrist with both hands with an amazed and curious look.  He sniffs at it and gives it an experimental lick and then another.  Xander must have decided he likes it because he doesn't hesitate.  Like a real cat, he laps the rest from my hand and licks my finger clean.

I tune the water on and let Xander wash my cock before it retreats inside my sheath.  Their shampoo has a different scent than what we use, but it's on my fur more and more.

Washing each other is a great way to conclude a night of passion.  It helps us bond.  The intimacy of which we both feel.  I dry him, and he dries me.  

I realize we're both naked and without our clothes.  Xander sticks his head out the door and darts down the dimly lit hallway.  I follow behind him to catch his tail disappearing into Vance's room.

I follow Xander into Vance's room and shut the door behind me.  Xander rushes across the room, climbs onto Vance's bed, and lays on top of his older brother.  

Vance and Zack are ready for bed with shorts on and nothing else.  Their reactions to seeing Xander climbing on Vance are priceless.  Vance and Zack stare, unable to believe what's happening.

Xander props himself up in front of his older brother with a mad grin.  "Guess what, Vance?"

Vance stares at his little brother like a deer caught in the headlights.  "Huh," he stammers.

"I'm not a virgin anymore," says Xander confidently.

Vance wraps his arms around him and hugs him tightly.  Xander hugs Vance in turn, and they almost seem to melt together.  

I watch as their relationship takes a sudden turn for the better.  It reminds me of how my relationship changed with my brother.  Only in their case, there isn't any sex involved, at least not yet.

"Come on, Xander, it's late, and we got school tomorrow," I say.

I peek out the door.  His parents are nowhere to be seen.  I presume they went to bed.  We quietly make our way to his room and shut the door.  

"Will you sleep with me naked?" asks Xander excitedly.

I walk up to Xander and pull him against my chest.  I push my hips forward and press my sheath against him with an all too suggestive smile.  I pat him on his head.  "Sure, Xander, I think we'd both like that."

* * *

Thursday morning, I called Simon and Jacob and invited them to Vance's for movie night.  They deserved more than a cold text, plus I wanted to hear their voices.  They eagerly accepted and were excited Chris would be there.

During the drive home, I told Zack how things went with Xander.  He was just as thrilled at how things had turned out.

"You know, with all the friends we're making, we're not getting much time together," I say as I steer our SUV down the dark road.

"Well, mom should be at work.  I guess we'll have to make up for it," says my brother.

"Alright, but I want it rough tonight," I say enthusiastically.

"I think I can manage that," Zack chuckles.

Thursday turned into Friday.  Today, we would be skipping the gym.  I let Hue know so he wouldn't wonder where we were.  I asked him if he wanted to come, but he politely declined.  He still has his night job he needs to look after.

The last class of the day lets out.  Badir gets up from his seat and sits in my lap.  I wrap my arms around him as he leans back and squirms against me.  Adin looks annoyed, as though Badir had stolen his idea.  This time, Professor Zaytsev stared at us and looked away with a heavy sigh.

The room is half empty.  We get a few amused looks from our fellow students: some mill around, but most make for the exit.  "You guys want to wait for me at the cafeteria?  I want to ask Victor something," I say.

"Sure, Alex," says Adin as he yanks Badir off my lap.

I grab my stuff and follow my two brightly colored feline friends down the stairs.  They head for the exit, but I walk up to Victor instead.  The siamese gives me a curious look.  I'm nowhere near as large as Zack, but I tower over the small cat.  His eyes only reach as high as my chest.

"Ahh, hey, Professor Zaytsev," I say casually.

"Yes, Alex," he says.

"I was just wondering if I remind you of someone."

"Why do you say that?" he asks.
"It's the way you look at us.  At first, I thought it was because we were making a spectacle.  But now, every time you look at us, you look sad."

Victor sighs.  "I'm sorry if it seemed like I was intruding.  But you do remind me of someone I used to know," he says calmly.  

"I'm guessing he wasn't a former student?"

He gives me a curious look.  "No, he was someone I dated for a while.'  My ears twitch with a curious expression that begs for more info.  Victor sighs again and continues.  'Except for his fur, he was a lot like you, same size and everything."

"What happened?" I ask out of concern.

Victor's expression turns to one of cold professionalism.  "Again, I'm sorry for the stares, but I think that is all you need to know."

"You know it's never too late to give him a call," I add.

He must have meant a lot to him because he turned away with tears in his eyes.  "Thanks, but those days are behind me," he says unconvincingly.

Victor looks like he's about to have a breakdown.  "Alright, I was just worried about you, is all."

"Thanks, I'm fine," he says with a whimper.

The door shuts as the last student leaves the room.  We're alone.  Victor must have been holding it back because he turned around, and I could hear him crying softly.  

It's rare for me to do something without thinking about it first, but this was one of those times.  I wrap my arms around the small feline, and his legs give out.  I tighten my grip and hold him up.  

A minute goes by, and we realize what we're doing.  Victor stands, and I slowly let go.  "Sorry.  I didn't mean to do that," I say as I realize he's a professor and I'm a student.

Victor looks around the room, relieved that we're alone and no one saw that.  His expression is a mix of warm and cold.  "I'll let it slide this one time," he says.

I nod, but his expression is defensive.  "I wasn't looking for anything from you, Victor, so don't worry.  I have an almost perfect score in your class.  I was worried about you, is all."

"I know.  But you can't help me," he says with a sad sigh.

I leave Victor to finish packing his things.  It's the last day of March; the air is still cool.  I no longer need my jacket; my fur is enough.  I make the short drive to the cafeteria.  I grab a chicken potpie and join Adin and Badir at their table.  They have only taken a few bites.  We enjoy each other's company as we eat together in silence.

I look at my friends, and the strange feeling creeps up on me again.  It's been happening a lot more often.  I know now what it is.  It's the feeling of being in a family.  It's one I've never felt until recently.  Sure, I have Zack, but this is something more profound.  

I plan to introduce them to Zack tomorrow, but I don't want to leave them.   Things haven't been going to plan lately.  

"Hey, would you guys like to come over to Vance's for movie night?" I ask without thinking about it.

Adin and Badir look so excited, like they're about to explode.  "Sure, Alex," says Adin.

"Can we stay the night?" asks Badir with a grin.

"That will be up to Vance's parents.  They have a guest room, so there's plenty of room.  It shouldn't be a problem,' I say.  Adin and Badir turn to each other with excited looks.  'Some of my friends from high school will be there too.  I haven't seen them in a while, so I may not be able to give you two my undivided attention.  My brother will be there.  I know he'd like some attention." I add.

I rise from the table and say.  "Come on, let's go and give them a surprise."

Adin lets his boyfriend sit up front.  I park along the curb in front of Vance's house.  I can tell they're excited to see Vance again.  They follow me up to the front door.  I type in the code, turn the knob and step inside.  The living room is empty.  I assume they're in Vance's room.  I motion to Adin and Barid for them to be quiet.

They know I'm here, but they don't hear the two felines following behind me.  I step up to Vance's room.  Zack and Vance are working on their homework.  "Hey guys," I say.

"Hey, Alex," they say in unison.

I can't keep the smile from my face any longer.  I motioned for Adin and Badir to follow me.  I step into Vance's room with my two brightly colored friends following me.  Vance lights up at the welcomed surprise.  My brother turns with a curious expression.  It takes him a second to realize who the strangers are.

"I thought I'd invite Adin and Badir.  You two don't mind, do you?" I ask.

"No, this is great, Alex!" yells Vance as he leaps to his feet.

Adin and Badir yelp as Vance scoops them up in his arms and lifts them off the floor.  Apparently, he likes them a lot more than I suspected.  Vance sets them down as Zack rises to his paws.  Adin and Badir's eyes widen as the huge beast looms over them.

"And guys, this is my younger brother Zack," I say with a wide grin.

They take a moment to look the huge wolf up and down.  Their eyes only reach to the bottom of his chest.

"Holy fuck Alex.  You didn't tell us your brother is bigger than you," says Adin.

"Yep, my little brother is bigger than me, and he has a lot more muscle than I do, too, as you can see," I say with pride.

Zack steps forward and squats down to put himself at their height.  He opens his arms, inviting them to receive a hug.  The two felines step forward.  Zack has no trouble getting his arms around both of them.  Zack tightens his grip and pulls them against his overly muscled chest.

Wolf and felines greet each other with muzzle rubs.  Zack releases his grip.  He leans back and says.  "Alex has told me so much about you guys."

I hear paws on the floor behind me as Xander enters the room.  "And guys, this is my little brother, Xander," says Vance.

Xander is too stunned to move as he's wrapped in brightly colored fur.  He snaps out of it and rubs Adin and Badir in turn.  We go around the room with introductions.  Everyone is excited to meet everyone.

"Damn, Alex, it must have been so much fun watching Zack grow into such a huge sexy beast," says Badir with a wicked grin as he gestures toward my brother.

Zack's ears flip in embarrassment at the comment.  Zack steps forward and scoops Badir up in his arms.  It surprises everyone in the room, especially Badir.  Zack nuzzles him with his muzzle and says, "I know we just met, but I already see why Alex likes you guys."

I watch as the room fills with excited laughter.  That feeling comes over me again.  Jacob, Simon, and Chris should be showing up soon.  Vance's parents will be home at any moment.  They planned to visit their siblings to give us the night alone.  I still owe them for the dinners they gave us.

"I'm going to order some pizzas.  What does everyone want?" I say, followed by excited requests.

I place the order online for 8 large pizzas.  Two of them have anchovies for the felines.  I'm starting to like fish more and more.  I might have to give it a try.  The doorbell rings.  I open the door to find Simon and Jacob standing there.  The two small foxes enter, and I can't help myself as I give each of them a hug in turn.  
Jacob is still attending high school with Zack and Vance, but none of us have seen Simon in months.  His feet don't touch the floor for a while as he receives overly excited greetings from the two giants in the room.

"And guys, I'd like you to meet Adin and Badir," I say as I gesture towards my other two friends.

There's another round of excited greetings.  With everything that's been happening lately in my life, I realize there's one thing I overlooked.  I never told either of them I'm gay.  

Today has been a weird day for me.  Without thinking about it, I blurt out.  "Hey, there's something you guys should know,' everyone stops to give me their attention.  'I'm gay."

Jacob and Simon give each other amused looks.  "Yeah, we know," says Simon. 

I feel my ears hug my skull in astonishment.  "Really?"

"Yeah, we've known for years.  We just didn't say anything because you two have been...' Jacob trails off.  'You know fucking," he says quietly as he alludes to my relationship with my brother.

"You guys are our best friends,' says Simon.  'Sometimes we wish we were gay so we could join in."

"I'm gay too," says Xander confidently.

"And we are, too," Badir adds.

Laughter and curious looks are exchanged around the room as the significance of the new info is processed.  The doorbell rings.  This time, Vance answers.  There's a sharp yelp as Chris is yanked into the house and lifted off his feet.

I introduced Chris to Adin and Badir.  I have a feeling for what's about to happen.  Chris starts to tear up even before he drops to his knees.  He gets his arms around Simon, and Jacob joins him.  They embrace each other.  Chris starts to cry on their shoulders.  Simon and Jacob tighten their grips.

"I'm sorry for being such a jerk these past few years.  Will you guys take me back?" Chris whimpers.

It must be contagious because Jacob and Simon start to whimper as well.  "We never left you, Chris," says Simon.

The doorbell rings again.  In all the excitement, I had forgotten about the pizza.  I open the door, and Vance and Zack help bring the boxes inside.  Noses sniff the air as the smell of fresh pizza fills the house.  As if right on time, Rodger and Silvia pull into the driveway.

Rodger and Silvia enter through the side door that connects to the garage and are surprised to find two brightly colored strangers in their house.  I introduced them to my friends.  The smell of pizza was too strong to resist.

I had to fetch extra chairs from Vance and Xander's rooms.  It was a tight fit, but we managed to squeeze in around the table.  I tried the anchovies pizza.  It wasn't bad.  The next three slices were a mix of everything.

The eleven of us reminisce and tell new stories.  Adin and Badir join in as though they've known everyone for years.  There's half a pizza left, but no one has room for more.  Rodger and Silvia change out of their work clothes and leave the teenagers to enjoy our night together.  They know what will happen once the movie is over.

The nine of us settle in the living room.  Xander retrieves the giant bean bag chair from the basement.  Xander protests as his brother pulls him against his lap.  I think he wanted to sit with me, but Vance knows I haven't seen Jacob or Simon in months.

Zack sits on the other couch.  Adin and Badir don't ask as they curl up on his lap.  Zack welcomes them and holds them as they snuggle against him.  Chris and Jacob sit together respectfully next to Zack.  I turn to the little grey fox as there's only one seat left.  As I've done all day, I don't think about it as I lift Simon off his paws.  I fall into the bean bag chair with Simon in tow.  

I hug the small silver fox tightly.  I drop my muzzle against his and whimper.  "I've missed you, Simon, and you too, Jacob,' I say, not wanting to leave him out.  'You don't mind if I cuddle with you, do you?"

Simon leans back against my chest.  "No, Alex, this is nice, and I've missed you too."

Chris and Jacob exchange looks as they're the only ones not holding someone.  Chris smiles at Jacob, pulls him onto his lap, and gets his arms around him.

"Hey, has anyone seen the remote?" I ask.