>You are Anon. >Speck kissed you when Celestia raised the sun that morning. >You panicked and ran home. >She tried to catch you, but you were somehow able to outrun her. >The minute you got inside the house, you sprinted upstairs, into the bathroom to wash your hair and neck. >Speck sat outside the door, waiting to pounce. >She wasn't going to get that opportunity. >You open the door. >She looks up at you. >You do your best to ignore it. >You're busy being conflicted over your feelings. >You don't need that adorable little bat swaying your feelings. >"Anon? Are you okay?" >Ignoring her, you walk past her and down the hall, to her room. >You collected as many bricks as you could and sat down in the corner. >A small box made of bricks was quickly erected. >Speck watched you the whole time, and now sat outside of it. >She wasn't doing anything. >She knows you'll have to come out eventually. >And you know the same. >You were doing good on time so far. >By your guess it was already noon. >She taps on the box. >You remove one of the bricks in the side and peer out. >Her dull orange eyes peer in at you, a look of sadness glazed over them. >This pulls at your heart, so you look away. >"Anon?" "Yeah?" >She sticks her muzzle in the hole. >"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that." >You look at her nose. >Her fangs poke out from between her lips. >Why are you just now noticing the small things about her? "It's alright, Speck. It was just... surprising." >She smiles softly. >Oh, come on. >You push the brick against her muzzle and she backs out. >You reblock the hole. >She taps on another brick and it falls to the floor at your side. >"Can you come out now?" "No." >She sighs and starts tapping on another brick. >You replace the previous one before she knocks the new one out. >"Please?" "No." >She starts stomping around the room. >"Why not, Anon?!" >You know why. >You're scared. >You're scared that you might actually love this bat p0ny. >And you're scared that you might screw it up somewhere down the road and lose her as a friend. >But she hasn't given up yet. >Do you really think that she could ever hate you for anything you did? >You are now Speck. >Anon's being a little filly right now. >He won't come out of his brick box, nor will he let you in. >It's upsetting you, because you're scared you messed up. >You thought he liked you like that. >You thought that was why he put up with you. >Wasn't that why he let you live with him? >That was why he let you sleep in his bed, right? >You're so close to crying, but the tears won't fall. >You start tapping on more bricks. >He replaces them as soon as you knock them out. "Anon, please. I want to come inside." >"No." >You stomp your hooves again. "Anon, if you don't let me in, I'll knock these walls down!" >He pulls a brick out and looks through the hole. >You can see tears in his eyes. >Is he... crying? "Anon...? I'm sorry, please don't cry! I'll go away, I won't bother you anymore!" >He shakes his head and puts his hand through the hole. >He caresses your face and scratches under your chin. >Your tears finally trail down your cheeks. >You lean into his touch, but he removes his arm as soon as you do. >Looking up, you can hardly see anything through your tears. >But it looks like Anon is removing the bricks from around him. >He reaches under your front arms and pulls you into the small brick house. >It's cozy in here. >You whisper faintly, trying to cover up how shaky and cracky your voice is. "I'm so sorry." >He hugs you tightly and buries his face into your mane. >You hug him back, nuzzling into his chest. >"I don't want to see you cry, Speck." >He strokes your mane. >"I want you to be happy, but I don't think love is something we can really give each other." >You're starting to feel sick. >You try not to cry. >You try as hard as you can to keep it down, but you can't. >Anon's shirt soaks almost instantaneously as you begin to sob against him. >He just holds you tighter as he strokes your back and mane. >You feel him smile into your mane. >"I think it's something we'd be better off sharing." >You look up at him. >You have the most angry expression on your face right now. >He grins and reaches for your face. >You back off of him and start hitting his chest with your hooves. >He responds with a few faked 'oof's and 'ouch's. >Your sobs don't stop as you hit him. >He reaches for you and pulls you in for a hug as you slow your assault. >You rest your chin on his chest, hooves wrapping around his chest. "You're such a jerk, Anon." >"I know." >You snicker and press yourself closer to him. >He hugs you tighter. "Can we go enjoy the rest of the festival now, you drama queen?" >"Me? A drama queen? I'm not the one who -" >You place a hoof on his mouth. >It's time to stop talking. >He crawls out of the brick house with you in tow. >You fly beside him as the two of you head downstairs and out the door. >The entire town is filled with p0nies. >So much so that Anon has a hard time moving through the crowds. "Having trouble, Anon?" >He grabs you and tucks you under his arm. >"Yup. But now I'm not alone." >You wiggle your hooves and try to flap your wings. >You wish he'd stop holding you like this. >But at least he's holding you. >He makes you so happy, and even more-so that he feels the same way about you. "Anon?" >"Hm?" "I want to ride that." >You point off into the horizon, far to the other side of town. >A large wheel with small carriages looms in the distance. >"The Ferris wheel?" >You nod and smile. >He shrugs. >"Sure, why not? We just have to get through this crowd." >He continues shuffling through the many p0nies gathered around. >It took a while, getting across town. >Between you and Anon getting hungry and playing a few games along the way. >Plus the massive crowd of p0nies all clambering to see the princesses or find food of their own. >The clocktower says that about four hours have passed since you and Anon left home. >Six hours until the sun sets and the festival ends. >You are now Anon. >Speck continues to wriggle under your arm as you carry her through the crowd of p0nies. >She really is cute. >And as much as you hate to say it, you do kind of feel the same way about her that she does you. >You figured, why not? >You've been in this world for five years and you've been alone the whole time. >You gave up on any hope of returning to your world a long time ago. >So again, why not? >Speck was an absolute joy to be around. >She was sweet, caring, funny. >Albeit, a little obnoxious with her puns, but you guess you could get over it. >"Anon? Why are you being so quiet?" >You shrug. "Just thinking about stuff." >"What kind of stuff?" >She smiles up at you and you smile back. "Just stuff." >She wiggles in your arm. >"Can I sit on your shoulders?" >You let go over her as you move into a less crowded space. >She flies up behind you and wraps her hind legs around your neck, her forehooves holding herself steady as she leans against your head. >She was still sticky from that mango this morning. >And you still really hope all of it was just mango juice. >The clocktower starts to chime. >5PM. >Five hours til sunset. >You want to get to the Ferris wheel by then. >Time seems to progress so quickly in this world. >But you know that isn't the case. >During your first week in Equestria, you sat in front of a clock and counted thousands as it ticked. >Sixty thousands for a minute. >Speck taps on your head and points toward a small tent. >A Fortune Teller. >That could be interesting. >"Can we go?" >She's excited over a carnival style Fortune Teller's tent. >You are too, but you don't show it. "Sure, I guess." >Nonchalant attitude. >Chicks dig it. >You push through the crowd of ponies and look at a sign by the tent. >Madame Lulamoon's Fantastical Tent of Fortune Telling. >Ten bits per reading. >Eh, why not. >You had plenty saved up from your job. >You never bought anything. >"Ah, welcome, welcome. I have foretold your coming." >This is so cheesy. >"Let me guess..." >The blue mare waves her hooves around a small crystal ball. >"You are here to have your fortunes told?" >Speck nods enthusiastically, taking a seat at the table in the middle of the tent. >You sit next to her and slap ten bits on the table. >Madame Lulamoon flips her white mane and waves her hooves in front of the crystal. >She closes her eyes and hums a tune. >It's calming. >Speck has also closed her eyes. >She smiles as she listens to the tune. >Madame Lulamoon opens her eyes and gazes into the ball. >She has a look of absolute pain and sadness as she addresses Speck. >"I see... much pain and loss in your future." >She smiles warmly. >"But I see... much happiness and joy and love too. And what you believe the most, may very well be true." >Speck stares up at you, a look of awe on her face. >Madame Lulamoon turns to you. >"And... and you..." >You raise an eyebrow in anticipation. >"I see much conflict in your heart. I see a fear in your soul." >She has a look of absolute amazement now. >"I see just as much happiness and love in your future as I do hers..." >You raise an eyebrow. >"But I see that you are not what you claim to be." >No. >This is real. >This isn't some cheap trick, or flashy magic, or lucky guessing. >You start to glare at the fortune teller. >She takes the hint and backs off, quickly coming up with some fake ending. >"You are not the amazing baker everyone believes you are..." >Speck giggles and bounces in her seat. >"Oh, Anon this is so cool." >Speck walks out of the tent, expecting you to follow her. >You should make this quick. "If you tell anyone what you saw, I will not hesitate to find you." >Madame Lulamoon smiles. >"I understand completely, Mr. Anonymous. You love that mare, and you would protect her from anything. Even the truth." >You glare at her and stand, getting ready to leave the tent. >"You know Princess Sparkle, do you not?" >You turn and nod. >"My great-great-grandmother was... a friend of hers. Before she became a princess." "What does that have to do with me?" >She smiles at you. >"I'd like you to give her the Lulamoon family's regards the next time you see her." >You sigh. "Yeah. I'll do that, on one condition." >Speck yells from outside the tent. >"Anon! Hurry up!" "Give me a minute, Speck!" >You look at the fortune teller. "Tell me what you saw in Speck's future that would cause her pain and loss." >She sighs and stands from the table. >She turns from you and shakes her head. >"I'm not supposed to tell specific details, but for you... I can make an exception." >She turns to you, tears in her eyes. >"It is not her who will feel pain and loss. It is you, Anonymous." "Me? Why?" >She covers her mouth with a hoof, her voice barely audible. >You make it out and feel absolutely sick to your stomach. "Speck will perish in a great battle. You will not be able to stop it. I'm so sorry." >You are now Speck. >Anon is carrying you on his shoulders again, and you are having the time of your life. >He's enjoying himself too, as he runs around. >Everything you've suggested so far, he's gone out of his way to take you to. >Ring toss. >Bumper wagons. >That lame, rigged bottle game. >He's acting different. >But not the bad kind of different. >The good kind where he's more pleasant to hang out with. >The clocktower chimes nine o'clock. >Anon scratches your ear and you press yourself against the back of his head. >"Ready for the Ferris wheel?" >You nuzzle into his hair and smile. "Yes." >He starts walking over to the Ferris wheel. >You weren't very far from it. >He sets you down as you get in line. >You walk forward, ready to take your seat in one of the carriages. >Anon whispers something to the operator. >The operator nods and smiles slyly at you. >Anon steps back to your side and strokes your mane. >"Ready?" >You nod and smile at him. >Your heart flutters when he smiles back. >He climbs into the carriage and you follow him in, sitting beside him. >The massive machine begins to whir and glow as it rotates. >It does this several times as more p0nies board. >The sun was starting to set as the ride began turning fully. >Oddly enough, it stops as you and Anon are near the top. "Did it break down?" >"Probably. These kinds of things were shoddy back in my world, and I doubt they'd be much better here." >You snicker and look out on the horizon. >The sun was absolutely beautiful. >You turn to Anon. "So, about this morn-" >You're interrupted as Anon grabs your face and swiftly pulls you close to his. >He locks his lips with yours as you gasp from surprise. >The kiss breaks off and you cover your mouth with a hoof. >Your face must be more red than the sky right now. >He chuckles and pulls you close to him, holding you tight. >He whispers in your ear as you bury your face in his shoulder. [spoiler]"I love you too, Speck."[/spoiler]