>day auxtism in Equestria
>you are Aux and currently you are miserable
>you came into a nightclub with your friends, and all of them have now scored dates as you sit alone at the table, sipping on mango juice and doing your best to not stare at the mares dancing very sexually all over the place
>no really where are you supposed to look? Damn this is making you sweat and feel miserable
>Suddenly a drunk mare plops herself next to you and you feel hoofs tracing the edges of your wings
“Wow, nice wings~”
>this sudden touch, and the fact that this mare is leaning against you with her warmth, oh she’s so soft and warm, makes you accidently drop your drink and kick the table with your knee, all this while accidently forgetting how to swallow and starting to cough up some juice
“Whoa, easy there handsome”
>your cheeks flare up red as you turn to look at the mare
>don’t worry Aux, maybe she’s not that gorgeous and your spaghetti might not kick i-
>next to you is one of the sexiest earth pony mares you have ever seen
>light orange coat
>white long wavy mane
>blue sparkling eyes and a cute face
>something trails down your chin from your mouth
>oh right the mango drink you cough up, you forgot to swallow it as you were busy starring
>the mare looks at you and giggles cutely
“You are sooooooo cuuuute”
>you feel her hoofs on your wings again, which have now stood up
>”Uh um yeah I’m pretty cute no I mean you’re cute, I mean not that I want to come off as someone coming onto you too fast, not that I am trying to hit on you, I mean...”
>the mare stares at you while slightly wobbling on her seat
“Whaaaaaa?”
>the smell of alcohol
>well that explains it
>suddenly the mare pushes even more against you and gets her face very close to yours
“I’ve heard that you bat ponies are very, very good in the sack...”
>her hoof trails towards your crotch
>you accidently fart from the surprise
>Oh dear Celestia did she notice?
“Wanna help a gal find out if it’s true?”
>no, the music is so loud that she did not notice
>but then her words hit you
>this mare, she- she wants to do the dirty?
>you... you’re not sure about this
>you have never had sex before
>on the other hand you always imagined it as something romantic and would not want to waste your first time, but on the other hand this mare is sexy as all hell and you might never, ever get a chance like this with your social skills
>but before you even have a chance to reply she already is dragging you off with her
>and you are too shy to say anything as you just trail behind her
>...
>and before you know it, there the two of you are
>in this mares house, and in this mares bedroom
>you were not sure if the two of you would even get there, judging by the way the mare swayed from side to side as she walked, drunk off of her ass
>oh dear that ass
>the mare is now lying on the bed seductively
“Well, what are you waiting for batstud, come over here~”
>”Uhh... right, umm, h-here I come! Not coming as in like cumming when you, you know, shoot sperm out but I mean that I’m going to get over there now”
>the mare raises an eyebrow as you try to play your nervousness off with a light giggle
“G-gehe he”
>noooooooooooo that came out sounding all creepy
>and while so focused on that, you accidently hit your hoofs against the side of the bed
“Wow, y-you sure had a *hick looot to drink”
>you, still sweating like you had just ran around the world, get onto the bed and
>...and
>what...what are you supposed to do next?
>but before you have the chance to panic even more the mare grabs your head and pulls you into a kiss that tastes like booze
>and your mind shuts completely as the mare does things with her lips to your lips while holding your head
>what are you supposed to do here?
>how does one kiss?
>oh no have to think something fast or she’ll think you are weird or find out how inexperienced you are at this stuff
>umm umm
>you awkwardly start to move your own mouth a bit
>you are sure that you are doing this wrong
>the mares tongue starts to enter your mouth
>the feeling is alien and you freeze up
>oh no, oh no, what to do
>you insert your own tongue and then do nothing with it
>but the kiss is broken as the mare pulls off of the kiss and you are left in there with a dumb look on your face, tongue extended and eyes full of shock
>the mare lies onto her back and spreads her legs
>oh boy that’s a vagina
>you stare at it, first time seeing one so up close and in real life
“Don’t just admire it, get to work~”
>remembering that you are in the act of making love in here, you quickly get your face near the thing
>its scent hits you in the face and you pull back to catch some fresh air
>vaginas smell bad
>the mare raises an eyebrow at you and you panickly shoot your head back between her legs
>only to crash against her honey button painfully
>the mare yelps as you pull back and rub your nose
>”I-I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to, it’s just that ummm...”
”Let’s just get to it”
>there’s annoyance in her voice now
>oh no
>now you feel really self conscious and nervous
>you start to position yourself awkwardly on top of her but then she stops you
“Is that all?”
>what is she...
>the mare is starring at your erect member
>”Uhhh....”
“Tell me that it gets bigger”
>your penis instantly becomes flaccid as you feel your manliness being shattered to pieces
>you never even thought that your organ could be of lacking size
>you mean, you did notice form time to time that many stallions had larger, but you always figured that you were pretty normal sized
>the look on the mares face is now very annoyed
>”Yeah, umm h-here just let me”
>you start to wiggle your flaccid penis about with your hoof
>nothing happens
>get up damn you
>you wave it about more forcefully in panic as you feel your eyes starting to tear up
“You know what, just forget it, get out”
>you just stare at the floor feeling depressed as you get off the bed
>and then you just stay there, expecting the mare to walk you out
>the mare starts to move her hoofs towards her organ, but then stops
“What are you doing? I told you to get out!”
>”I wasn’t g-going to look at you, I was j-just waiting for you to walk me out...”
>the mare starts to sound even angrier
“Just get the hell out of my house!”
>you feel fresh tears starting to roll down your cheeks as you rush out of the mare’s bedroom
>just as you are fumbling to open the door, you hear the mare’s voice from upstairs
“Bucking pafetic”
>you just fly out into the night, crying silently and feeling unimaginable shame